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2019-11-01 "What is the difference of my claims between "I stop the system" and "I don't watch the picture"?" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

I have one question.

Nobody knows that I stop the system.

Nobody in the world can confirm it .

It may be that "I didn't stop it".

That means,

"What is the difference of my claims between "I stop the system" and "I don't watch the picture"?"

These two claims are not treated as the same.

However I also don't feel so unpleasant for her opinions.

"Why I did so ?"

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What I came up is Article 29, Paragraph 1, Item 2 (*) of the Patent Law.

(*) "Public implementation" in the same item means that the invention is implemented in a situation where an unspecified number of people can know the content of the invention.

The claim "I will not watch" is that "I can't say "I can't watch". (although it's a little confusing).

On the other hand, the claim "I stop the system" is "I can say "I can't watch"".

In other words, for the same person (although there is a difference in reliability), the trustworthiness changes depending on the contents to be implemented.

Let me see, the analogy of thinking is similar to the story of Bayes' posterior probability (my favorite).

(To be continued)


2019-11-02 the older who turned purple with rage, are my future. [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

In any case, the caring system, or rather, the monitoring system always makes the observer feel anxious and uncomfortable.

But now, most stations, drive recorders, and busy streets are being monitored by cameras, and Google Street Map exposes the appearance of your home to the world.

Even if the police released the video of the violence to the media, no one screamed “Privacy!" anymore.

I think that the privacy of public places is already at a level of "extinct".

The world has already been beyond George Orwell's "1984".

Speaking of the story, I said about 20 years ago, at the company's year-end party, I made a presentation whose title was "Go to post 1984" and took a laugh at that presentation, however,

It seemed like I didn't have to aim.

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However, "individual privacy" is still strong (of course).

However, as a variety of individuals (including gender) spread, the privacy of individuals will change.

And for me as I get older every day, it will be harder for me to understand these changes in privacy.

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For example,

Keeping wrong thought that "trust" and "monitoring" are synonymous,

For the fact of an equipment(note PC) was "taken away" unauthorized from the office, and to make matters worse, returned to its original location without anyone knowing, they couldn't certify that it was a "trust collapse".

They had thought circuit that cannot accept the fact calmly.

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For "surveillance camera system" that I offered to build for free,

the older who turned purple with rage, are

my future.

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Today's "common sense" is tomorrow's "nonsense". IT is accelerating this momentum.

Therefore,

Today's "useful me" is tomorrow's "unnecessary me". Furthermore, the day after tomorrow, I become "disturbing me".

When common sense and concepts that I don't understand appear, I have to make me,

not "the older who turn purple with rage"

but "the older who shuts his/her eyes quietly".

I think this is very important, and I will start to train that from today.


2019-11-03 I don't complain today. [長年日記]

Yesterday, I had a stomach camera for the first time in three years.

Of course, this is the “painless stomach camera”.

"Maybe it was a fluke that "blocking of consciousness, such as television outlet is turned off suddenly".

I have been worried however, It's just melancholy and It was better than that time.

"At the moment I blinked, I moved to another room with my bed."

I experienced a tremendous time leap.

The time leap that can only move in the "future" direction.

"Hojicha and Dorayaki" came out, though I requested "coffee and baumkuchen" for post-operative services. however I was in a good mood.

After that, I was said "No abnormality" in the checkups. So I feel better.

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So,

Last night, the prototype of the communication device for the demonstration experiment operated abnormally, for example,

-Repeated restart due to power shortage

-Unsuccessful WiFi communication failure

-Sound amplifier added

and I could not sleep well.

Even if I'm heading for Akihabara to get parts on a holiday today,

I don't complain today.


2019-11-04 "You shouldn't do what you like" [長年日記]

The strength of weekend engineers is to guarantee "delivery date, no quality guarantee".

The weakness of weekend engineers is to purchase the necessary parts at their own expense.

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I've made a system with Raspberry Pi and I've had many times thinking that it's "hard", "difficult", or "troublesome".

However I have never wanted to think to

"run away"

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I think there are various opinions and ways of thinking, but at least I think at this moment

"You shouldn't do what you like"

Well, tomorrow I may be saying something different.


2019-11-05 I think the motivation of OSS (Open Source Software) members is just for this "Serve you right!" [長年日記]

For your original technology that was devised over a month, developed over a month, and used over a month,

"You should discard it in three seconds"

It is common in the professional engineer world to make this decision.

However, that decision is not the superiority of technology, but may be determined by business connection, financial power and power.

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When I was in my twenties, I had a hard time accepting these decisions.

It has never been once or twice that the nontechnical and unreasonable idea of a "technical amateur" got me excited.

Under such circumstances, I think that both myself and others have been hurt considerably.

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Some persons are screaming "Challenging new things boldly!". However they omit the latter part of the line.

"However, in a world where I have no connection"

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After all, the world doesn't like change.

They will thoroughly resist changes caused by strangers who have no interest in them.

Even if they may be profitable, they will disagree if there is a risk,

Because no risk in the life is the best.

Therefore, for those who don't like change, the person who creates new value is always the "enemy".

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However, I can watch this world from the different angles.

For example,

I have been an engineer for a long time, so I'll have the opportunity to immerse my tech. in the development system.

The programs and design that I mass-produce when I work for am a weekend engineer, may continue to live in another system by the other engineers in the world.

If I am asked why I think so, I am actually using other people's programs that are publicly available.

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So, if you work as a weekend engineer unrelated to your business, and continue to spread your technology (source codes e.t.c.) around the world,

For this world that hates this change and can only deny new values, you can shout

"Serve you right!"

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I think the motivation of OSS (Open Source Software) members is just for this "Serve you right!"

I am convinced that this is the correct answer.


2019-11-06 You could understand why I am interested in "suicide method" by looking at the following. [長年日記]

I am Tomoichi Ebata, living in the "Shiniki(Experimental Special Administrative Region)" area.

It is sudden, however,

Is there a full description of "suicide method" in Babylon (novel)?

I really want to read the legal statements.

By the way, I will ignore the natural response of "Buy the Book".

If there is no statement in the book, it seems to feel very damaged.

After watching the anime, I will buy the book anyway.

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You could understand why I am interested in "suicide method" by looking at the following.

Here is the legal interpretation I have looked at regarding suicide.

Here is the reader's interpretation of my question:

"Can the law ask for omissions, if Ebata continue to just look at suicide, without stopping it?"


2019-11-07 For those who like drinking, Japan is "heaven", however for those who have stopped drinking, our country is "hell". [長年日記]

I first noticed after I stopped drinking,

"Japan is the world's leading alcoholic power"

We can get chuuhai(shochu mixed with soda water) with high alcohol content, lower price than juice and milk.

It is also quite cheap and delicious, and new products are still being developed.

Beer, sake and whiskey (nearby a convenience store) are available for purchase within 10 minutes.

I used to travel abroad often, but I have never seen such a free drink (× drink free) country.

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For those who like drinking, Japan is "heaven", however for those who have stopped drinking, our country is "hell".

There is no doubt that I'm saying who have stop drinking.

The fact that "a big corner of a convenience store is occupied with all kinds of alcoholic beverages" is a pretty "torture" for me.

However,I have no intention to claim

"Convenience stores should install alcoholic beverages at the back of the counter, just like tobacco."

or

"Like selling erotic books, prohibit the sale of alcoholic beverages"

I think that that's too impressive.

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The "prohibition law" in the United States, said to be a bad law of the century, as a result, made the mafia, which manufactures and sells dark sake, huge (Al Capone, etc.), and the social order was disrupted.

This is a good example that handling these luxury items like "0" or "1" makes things worse.

However, I think that this alcohol sales environment in Japan is quite effective in mass-producing alcoholic people.


2019-11-08 "Persons trying to flock are ugly" [長年日記]

Recently, I often see that about 3 people who have come to work from overseas gathered in front of the convenience store, stacked canned chu-hi cans, talking loudly with a language you have never heard.

I thought that they are migrant foreign workers from Central Asia and Africa.

A loud "stand-up" drinking party near the entrance of a convenience store, while drinking cheap alcoholic beverages, with friends from the same country of origin, using a language that is not understood by Japanese, will be stress relief surely.

However, at midnight when I am frustrated by my work and I heard a loud and incomprehensible language, my stress is going to be piled up.

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However, I can understand well the psychology that people from other countries in the same country want to gather in a certain place.

I also visited the Japanese town and the Japanese community many times during my assignment in the United States.

The joy of speaking your native language in a foreign country is really great.

However, I don't think that we should "tolerant" to the guys who is speaking loudly and holding a can of high in front of a convenience store.

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In my personal opinion,

"Persons trying to flock are ugly"

Junior high and high school students who cannot walk with friends unless they are lined up

College student who continues low-level conversation while shouting a loud voice while visiting the historical heritage of overseas travel

A boss who can't even go to drink unless he takes his subordinates

I don't know that "only one person" makes a noise at a Halloween event in Shibuya, and was caught by the police.

I don't know the person (perpetrator) who is bullying "just alone".

There are always multiple idiots making noise on the adult ceremony platform.

When they are alone, they look so clever and polite (sometimes seemingly so). Once they "crowd", why do they get so frustrated, rude and unsightly?

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Recently, while drinking cheap alcoholic beverages, with friends from the same country of origin (Japan), I can see "standing drink" loudly near the entrance of a convenience store

It's also time for "Izakaya(drinking bar)" to disappear.

But I thought this is interesting.

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Though I don't like drinking parties,

If I can replace the year-end party and the New Year party with "standing drinks" near the entrance of a convenience store,

I think the participation rate for my year-end party and New Year party will increase considerably.


2019-11-09 "I don't mind if a black hole crash-dives the sun tomorrow. [長年日記]

I know there are a lot of people who feel more tired and pain than me.

As compared to the people, I am nothing.

However, I also feel tired and pain.

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"Why does this system work as I have excepted ?"

"The system behaviors are different between same hardwares and softwares. Is this harassment by someone who hate me?"

Today all day, I rebooted the system again and again at the office near the experimental test site with my head between my hands.

-----

For this two month, I have no recollection to take a whole day off.

I have cheated my body into working with vitamin drops and cold medication.

I also know there are a lot of persons like me in the world at the present.

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At least, now for me, I am one of the persons who can think

"I don't mind if a black hole crash-dives the sun tomorrow(*).

(*)"Bye bye Jupiter" by Sakyo Komatsu


2019-11-10 not "maximum instantaneous wind speed of 50 meters", but "wind instantaneously blows at a speed of 180 km/h". [長年日記]

I feel that the accuracy of forecasts by the Japan Meteorological Agency is steadily increasing every year.

I think seriously, "It is great."

I think it is easier for transportation infrastructure and local governments to move forward with predictions, because the agent can make predictions with the correct time and scale up to this point.

Thanks to that, our disaster awareness is also improving.

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But I also have complaints.

This is a method for expressing quantitative values of disasters.

Few people understand the relationship between magnitude and seismic intensity, and earthquakes are difficult to predict, so I think this is not serious problem.

The problem is for typhoon information.

In particular, I think there are two problems.

- Expressing precipitation in millimeters

- Expressing wind speed in metric seconds

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For example,

- not "rainfall of 1000 millimeters per hour", but "One meter water column falls within a radius of dozens of kilometers per hour."

- not "maximum instantaneous wind speed of 50 meters", but "wind instantaneously blows at a speed of 180 km/h".

It's easier to understand that "A blown umbrella flies at a speed of passing a 25-meter pool in 0.5 seconds"

If such a messy amount of water falls all at once, any town can not drain away.

Anyone knows that going out outdoors where things fly at 180 km/h is a suicide act.

In short, how to convey the fear of a disaster is not concrete without being explained in the examples of daily life.

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It's strange for me why the agencies don't tell us why our life become dangerous.

I don't think people of the Japan Meteorological Agency and the media should be aware of this.

There may be a reason. For example, “Don't make people scared more than necessary”.

However, they are calling for "Start action to save your life".

It seems very unreasonable for me not to give the reason.


2019-11-11 "addiction of myself" [長年日記]

I often see in the news that entertainment actors have recently been arrested for using drugs and stimulants.

I don't know if she/he is an entertainer so they are involved in an incident like this, or just that an entertainer is delicious as a news source.

When I was a university student, I was about to sell "Cannabis (Hashishi)" on the road of travel in China and India.

These were the last chance of a so-called "drag".

After all, "drag" for me is a cold or abdominal pain, a sleeping pill or a stabilizer.

I don't feel sorry about that, and I think I'm also very lucky.

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I heard that there is a typical thinking of addicted person.

"I have control over drugs, alcohol and tobacco. Therefore, I am not addicted. "

It is ironic that the idea of "I am not addicted" itself has become "a means of judging whether or not I am addicted".

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You can think about "your character" in the same way.

For example, the self-evaluation "I am a normal person" has no meaning in front of other people's evaluation "You are an abnormal person"

If there are three people who say "you are abnormal", it cannot be helped that you can accept the opinions.

Self-evaluation is only your own evaluation.

Such an evaluation is meaningless for our socially.

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Thinking like this,

After all, It may be said that we, everyone, have suffered from

"addiction of myself"


2019-11-12 "What I didn't think I wanted to do" is being expanded and reproduced. [長年日記]

It is not "what I want to do"

but "what other person orders me to do", and

it impresses others by chance.

As a result, it becomes "something more troublesome and difficult" and other person also orders me to do that.

"What I didn't think I wanted to do" is being expanded and reproduced.

I think everyone has experienced these scenes.

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As a result, after living half a century, I have to

"solder to 7 sets of amplifier kits provided by Akizuki Tsusho"

It's a serious hell to follow the "tip" of a soldering iron with a huge loupe while wearing reading glasses.


2019-11-13 It was because I wanted to make a detonator ... I mean "remote communication device". [長年日記]

Yesterday I told the story of Akizuki-Shoukai.

I have thought that you could not avoid to visit Akizuki-Tsusho, Sengoku-Tsusho, and Radio department even if you was a student of engineering department.

When I was a college student, I lived in Kyoto. However I asked Akizuki-Tsusho to send some electronic parts sets.

It was because I wanted to make a detonator ... I mean "remote communication device".

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When Akihabara had no anime or maids, the town was purely a place for science humans.

However, in my time, there was already a "PC geek".

However, the "personal computer geek" at that time had the technical ability of being able to talk with personal computer hardware (writing programs in machine language).

The men who gathered in that place (because there were really no women) were kinky, stunned, non-communicative, but only technical skills were really amazing.

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Recently, I often go to Akizuki-Tsuusho store in Akihabara to buy electric parts.

"Everyone who visits is older than me"

I think so.

I just want to think of timing issues, mistakes based on my age, or the popular use of online shopping.

However, if the technical college, university and graduate students are far from electronic components,

I am afraid that the future of Japan seems to be "despairably dark".

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However, after all, I also a old person who says

"Only worth reading a printed book (x electronic book)"


2019-11-14 "I never touch "wireless communication" in any outdoor experiment. [長年日記]

About ten years ago, I was a development team leader of experimental system in outdoor field.

At that time,

"I never touch "wireless communication" in any outdoor experiment.

has been my motto.

- communications were going down in some quarters,

- some unknown system failures happened,

- broken characters were inserted in communication messages

Anyway I could not fix the reason of system failures of "wireless"

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I know that "wireless" is useful.

It's clear if you look at your smartphone.

However, this is a result that carries(telephone companies) have invested some resources about

- more than ten years,

- tens of thousands of engineers,

- some trillion yen of money,

The input cost is different from a cost of several weeks and only a few engineers.

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"I never touch "wireless communication" in any outdoor experiment.

Why have I forgotten such an important thing that should have been one of the three lessons of my life?

Now, I'm standing stunning with pale in front of the large display that shows kernel panic messages (I don't understand the content).

(By the way, the security system of the Ebatas is based on the idea of "never believing in radio absolutely")


2019-11-15 "Even if we are away, our hearts are always together" [長年日記]

"Even if we are away, our hearts are always together"

If there is a person who seriously believes that, I would like him/her to study "wireless" once.

No communication (love, friendship, trust, trust) can be maintained at a distance.

If it could be maintained, it is because of good luck that “both” were in an environment where no other sources happened and no noise occurred.

-If you like someone, you must keep his/her hands together.

-If you want to be a friend, you have to meet regularly.

-If you want to gain trust and trust, you must continue to do what he/she needs.

"Even if we are away, our hearts are always together"

is, after all, a lazy idiom that says "I want to have a happy and enjoyable life without efforts".

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However, I don't want to criticize people who use the phrase.

I just think that the natural law that "if your are away, your minds will be away" is usually incorporated into daily life. Because you can live easier.

Having a lover or friend can be good but it can be bad.

And even if you don't have a lover or friend, your life will be O.K., maybe.

Because there are so many pseudo-love games, social media, and other content in the world.


2019-11-16 It may be the time to seriously think about the “stagnation revolution”. [長年日記]

I have been serializing the column for more than a year about "work style reform", and I am confident that I am doing a miserable way of working.

If we really want to reform our way of working,

(1) Do not challenge new technologies and methods

(2) Do not respond to unreasonable requests

(3) Do not keep the delivery date (just target)

(4) Norm is within the range that can be achieved

I think that this is possible if we consider the above as a social convention in Japan.

Is this the "socialist revolution" ?

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I'm not familiar with the recent socialist countries, however, I know that

A huge nation in the far north has failed to spectacularly as a result of 70 years of experimentation

The other giant nation has a dynamic economic development in a direction (market economy, introduction of competition principle) that is different from the philosophy of socialism.

-If the Second Cultural Revolution breaks out, about 99% of the people will be purged.

A socialist country on the north side of the peninsula that is ruining the idea of socialism, because the powers are inherited by blood. The country continue to bother neighbor countries by the theory of the weak.

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As far as I know, the state currently advocating a socialist country does not seem to be a country that can talk about "work style reform".

In other words, the “socialist revolution” is not the answer to "work style reform".

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As you may know, I am the leader of the Japanese stagnation party.

It may be the time to seriously think about the “stagnation revolution”.


2019-11-17 "Why don't you understand that I hate you from the bottom of my heart ?" [長年日記]

I like person of talent, but I don't want to work with a person of defective interface(arrogance, rudeness, vulgarity.

For example, a person said to me that "Ebata exaggerated about his fruits".

I will have never forgiven him forever (Even if it is true). However he doesn't notice that.

However, I am one of business persons, so I cannot avoid working with the person.

In the case, I am supposed to keep to a minimum to use the interface, or break ties with him/her.

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From me, I always emit electric waves whose message is "I don't want to meet you", however the person with broken interface, has

"no ability to get the electric wave despairingly"

From me, I am in contact with the person as much as possible, but it will be very troublesome when the person tries to contact me.

- A person who participates freely from the route of the event participant, even I try to exclude the person, because I think "I don't want him/her".

- A person who tells me, "I want to participate"

"Why don't you understand that I hate you from the bottom of my heart ?"

I feel sad.

About a romance talk, there is a phrase

"Why don't you understand that I love you from the bottom of my heart ?"

This is an opposite.

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I don't hesitate to say "I hate you", even if I don't work with the person.

But I can't say that because I earn money at work.

I think there are many people who have experience like this.

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I also say that I am one of those people with defective interface.

I think this is true even objectively.

In fact, I have not called for various events (wedding, farewell party, drinking party, etc.).

I think this is natural.

Of course, I do not say "I want to participate" from myself.

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So I am trying to "put myself" in a plastic bag.


2019-11-18 That's right. Of course, it's a "dive". [長年日記]

I previously investigated the psychological state of people who caused personal injury (diving) on a train in my series columns.

After all, the following was my conclusion.

"Because it is troublesome"

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For example, this is for example,again,

- The Raspberry Pi Linux caused a kernel panic, the system was completely stopped,

- There are only 4 hours left (3 am now) until the start of the demonstration experiment with many people and huge costs and time.

Suppose that the situation exists (it is just an example).

The service operation start has already been released to the media, and there are dozens of system developers, operators, and experimental investors gathering, four hours later,

(0) In the anger of these people,

(1) Explaining why the system does not work without using "technical words"

(2) While discussing damage costs and future measures,

(3) While reordering necessary equipment,

(4) starting to reform the system, which had been installed for several months

If the situation will be confirmed,

If there is a way to avoid all of this hassle and to convince the parties the fastest, what is it?

That's right. Of course, it's a "dive".

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A small-brain writer (*) of a third-class magazine that easily states at the end of the sentence, "If they feel like dying, they can do anything."

This small-brain writer could not understand that psychological situations where they can't make the right decision, and desperate feelings with a completely clear path to the future.

This writer is criminally incompetent.

(*) Next time, he write a fucking article like this again, I'm going to open the name of his no-brain guy in a pop-up with an emphasis on 36pt.

(To be continued)


2019-11-19 For the moment, let try "escape" or "disappearance" as a "virtual suicide" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

Anyone can understand that "dive" is nonsense, even if we can take a rest slowly, think a lot (In addition, (and you are totally ignorant about the system).

If you have time, you can think about future measures, correspondence, and come up with the best and shortest way to fix a problem.

To begin with, who is responsible for the Raspberry PI's kernel panic?

The responsibility for kernel panic is for Raspberry PI (hardware, OS, or other software).

So it is unreasonable that only certain people are blamed.

However, in reality, the world is supposed to blame the person who stood closest to the problem.

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If "dive" can skip these troublesome problems, and shut the mouth of all concerned in it, it is an reasonable solution, and

"At least, I don't blame the person who choose the solution"

As long as the "dive" is not my obstacles of commutes or business trips, I can feel pity for the person.

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However even if it is the case, I think that "suicide" is not choice because it is "No return to your life".

For the moment, let try "escape" or "disappearance" as a "virtual suicide"

Above all, turn of your smart-phone and pull SIM card out. Take to a hotel somewhere, and drink and take sleeping pill or stabilizer. Keep sleeping for twelve hours at least.

Of course, there is no guarantee to return to normal. However I can say, you can kill yourself after "escape" or "disappearance", For example after 7 days.


2019-11-20 Why I have to start studying about "vi" at this age ? [長年日記]

Why I have to start studying about "vi" at this age ?

I think that.

I don't want to study new things anymore.

- The control network is "EtherCAT"

- Linux hardware is "Raspberry Pi", the distribution is "Ubuntu"

- I still think that Windows95 is enough for me, however I have to get on Windows10

- Basic language is "C / C ++", script is "python"

-And the editor is "emacs"

With these, I will end my life.

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Why am I studying "vi" now?

The reason is that when I input

>sudo apt install emacs

It takes more than 15 minutes to download a huge amount of new files, and it also affects other modules, and I have to add

>sudo apt-get update

>sudo apt-get upgrade

As a result, I'm scared that the development system itself will stop working.

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I'm not familiar with the history of "vi", however when I started using the computer, there was no OS without "vi" except Windows.

Even though it is such a popular editor, "vi" is not well known. Because it is difficult to use for beginners and easy to use for experts.

Well, once you try it, you will understand well what I say .

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A young person in the software industry will soon learn "vi" because you don't have to face same like me.

It's quite difficult to start using "vi" at this age


2019-11-21 "Business takes my hobby" [長年日記]

"Business takes my hobby"

Here is the story that about 20 years ago, when I was compiling a Linux kernel, I was beaten "Ebata! Don't play with the toy OS!"

According to EtherCAT, which officially hsa adopted by a major automobile manufacturer, the reason why I just built a system with EtherCAT, is that I happened to find an EtherCAT slave in my home junk box, and I wanted to use it as a human sensor slave.

The only reason I started using Raspberry Pi was that it was the only "computer that can operate a server" that I could purchase on my own.

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The technology (programs and electronic circuits) that I started with my personal hobby and acquired through that process, is

"used in the business of my company".

Somehow I can't convince.


2019-11-22 "A system that rationally and efficiently destroys the innovative and avant-garde ideas of young people" [長年日記]

It is different from the original "relativity", but I think that theory can only be applied to human relationships.

In particular, I think that "distance" and "age" are major factors.

I will talk about "age".

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When I was young, my surroundings were full of people who disturbed me.

Any proposals, any improvements, and even the in-house policy of “bold challenges” have been kept in the way.

There is a memory that I lived in anger every day.

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But at some point in my life over half a century, I remember that they stopped.

This is not a story that says "My proposals, improvements and challenges are now accepted", but

"they have ignored me"

I felt that.

Speaking clearly, it was a feeling that "Ebata is already relieved / let him alone".

Even for me, as I grow older, old company politics and connections are formed.

It may be thought that "it is better not to have relationship with Ebata", because it is troublesome to face the front of Ebata.

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Well, that's fine, however, this time, I come to feel to disturb

"any proposals, any improvements, and even the in-house policy of "courageous challenges" of young researchers and engineers"

I feel that my casual criticism is 100 times more powerful than that, and it is destroying the aspirations of young researchers and engineers.

This is because the elderly have the experience of crushing young ideas "without doing anything".

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In this way, the world is based on the relativity of "age"

"A system that rationally and efficiently destroys the innovative and avant-garde ideas of young people"

has completed.

The way to avoid this is independent, such as a venture, however, the bankruptcy rate within 3 years for a venture is 97%.

It can be said that the above system functions not only in "in-house" but also in "society".

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So if you are in the organization and want to do what you want,

I think that there is only "Weekend Entrepreneurship" or "Weekend Engineer / Researcher".

However, it is a difficult point that it is not realized in the case of "requires billions of unit money" for entrepreneurship funds or investment in research facilities.


2019-11-23 "I couldn't feel uncomfortable because I didn't understand Russian at all" [長年日記]

Now I am on the Yokohama Municipal Subway and head for the Proving Ground office.

In front of me, there are three foreign grandmothers, mothers, and children who brought a baby stroller.

I think they are "Russian" because of the words they are talking about.

The mother and child suddenly started a conversation using their smartphone Skype.

The conversation partner was like their father.

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In Japan, the use of telephones on trains and buses is a violation of manners (?), however, there is no clear reason to explain why it is a violation of manners.

After all, manners are basically in a different dimension from logic, so explanation is not necessary.

For example, "Do not speak loudly in art museums" is a manner based on the premise that many people enjoy art quietly.

The same reason can be given for "Do not rub pasta" and "Do not make up on the train", but basically it seems that "discomfort" is a prerequisite.

For example, I don't feel uncomfortable just about "make up on the train", however, I know that an overwhelming number of people feel discomfort.

Aside from that.

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This is also often said that it seems that humans feel uncomfortable with conversations that only hear "one of the conversations".

Today, I was able to hear the other party's voice on Skype.

I also feel that the conversation on the train is "uncomfortable", but I realized that the discomfort is much reduced when I hear the voice of the other party on the phone.

So why don't you try a social experiment called "Unlocking smartphones with hands-free mode only for a limited time"?

For example, we only need to create one "hands-free mode conversation-free" experimental vehicle.

I would also like to get into that vehicle.

Next to "Women Only Vehicle", I think that making "Smartphone Conversation Free Vehicle" is a pretty good attempt.

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Anyway, about this talk, I want to believe that

"I couldn't feel uncomfortable because I didn't understand Russian at all"


2019-11-24 "Professional professionalism for any human being" [長年日記]

Before my father's retirement, he was the president of a small woodworking company.

The main job is a major subcontractor that is making furniture for installation in facilities such as business hotels and schools, and installing them.

As his son, when I was 14 years old, I climbed the furniture with an electric screwdriver for installation and screwed wood screws.

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There were two types of field personnel at the site.

For these subcontractors like us, they are “humans who command majesticly” and “people who treat them politely”.

I was a teenager at the time,

for the former person, I did "the job that was told"

for the latter person, I did "the job that was more than what I was told"

"Professional professionalism for any human being"

I didn't have tha above professional policy.

And I haven't had it until now.

This is because a person who makes them great is "uncomfortable" for me.

I don't want to give "the job that was more than what I was told" to the person.

In the professional world, it is valuable to be able to create added value that goes beyond money.

But I don't feel the need to give the “value” that I create, to those who take the attitude of looking down on people.

(I looked into it for a while, I had already wrote the same thing before)

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However, I think that "a person who makes them great" has no intention to do it.

I know well that “people who I don't like at work"are often not "people who I don't like in a world unrelated to work (such as a social relationship)"

However, we must form relationships in a closed world.

So, "people who I don't like in a world unrelated to work" is meaningless.

For example, my column states "something great" without exception.

I am convinced that the number of people who feel pleasant and unpleasant is almost same.

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As far as I can see, it seems that the "person who is doing great" in the organization is getting ahead.

It is reasonable that a person who thinks career advancement as "value" is to "make them great".

And career advancement is generally valuable-such as organizational decision making (power) and monetary value (income).

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However, the disadvantages of "being great" by "being great" are hard to see, but there are definitely.

For example, like me

"Don't get in touch with him. It will be terrible"

In the long run, it will be a considerable disadvantage, even if you pass an accessory that says the shadow to the enemy.


2019-11-25 "If I take a little courage" [長年日記]

"If I take a little courage"

Many people like this phrase.

Especially for teenager content, this phrase is frequently used.

I who am complaining about anime, am disqualified as an "adult".

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There is certainly a case where something changes if you give it a little courage.

However, that is a rare case.

Even if you give a little courage, there are usually cases where nothing changes,

There are many cases where things get worse with a little courage.

This is because the situation where “courage” is necessary leads to an uncertain future that cannot be predicted after courage.

If you want to make things better, it is the right way to think over 100 measures that do not require courage and to change little by little while predicting over 1000 futures --- I think.

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Anyway,

With "a little courage", the world is unlikely to move.

Only the “courage to destroy all the world (including myself)” moves the world.

However,

"If I take the courage to destroy the world"

I think that it would be ruined if I let the heroine say the phrase.


2019-11-26 There are no case of "the system is going to work well before I knows" [長年日記]

The heroin in the book "Hana-monogatari" by Nishio Ishin-sensei, claims that "the problem will be resolved while running away"

I agree with her somehow, however, some problems are not suited by this policy.

It is "IT system that doesn't work".

To be concrete, program bugs, setting error, unknown specification change and kernel panic, are.

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The system is not going to start as long as the developer runs away.

There are no case of "the system is going to work well before I knows"

Absolutely NO.

And there is no case of "someone modifies the system alternatively"

"IT system" reflects the system design concept of the developer, and it is not impossible but very difficult to give the concept to others. There are much time and many costs.

Even if the time of "someone modifies the system alternatively" is left, "remodeling the system from scratch" is cheaper than it.

If you think that it is "the problem will be resolved while running away", that is right, I think.

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My family seems to be worried about me, because I have been pale when I come home.

However, I think that you should take care of your considerations.

Second daughter:"Tomorrow, everything is going to be good!"

Ebata:"So, I said "Nothing doing!""


2019-11-27 "Do "death cry" responsibility" [長年日記]

This month, I was tossed by the system that has not worked.

I have witnessed several times at these scenes on the job.

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In these cases I keep telling my team colleagues:

"At this stage, I don't say "Don't overdo it"

"Just don't fall down. If you fall down, the work of other people will increase and other will also fall down after another."

"If you feel you will fall down, go to sleep for an extra two hours a day. As a general rule, don't come to the workplace for work you can do at home"

"I am not interested in your " health" at all. I'm just thinking about finishing the project"

"By the way, I don't adopt any idiots like "proving "working hard" by falling down""

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In addition, I add the followings.

"If you still have to fall down, scream "your responsibilities and the progress" before falling down"

"Never forgive you if you fall silently"

"Do "death cry" responsibility"

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This time I had a conversation like this.

Ebata: "I now take sleeping pills just before going to bed and then take a stabilizer in the morning to secure sleeping time"

When I disclosed my "sleeping" method, my colleague said to me

Colleague: "Mr. Ebata. I think that method is something wrong."


2019-11-28 Life without drinking is really boring and painful. [長年日記]

Recently, news of arrests due to celebrity drug intake continues.

I also take stabilizers in the early morning insomnia,

"drug dependence"

I can accept the above words.

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However, on days when I can sleep properly, I don't need the stabilizer.

I have no experiment that "thinking about "drag" all day" by drug addicts.

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I stopped smoking for 9 months when I was 21 years old. It was pretty hard for the first two weeks, but after that I don't remember that it was very hard.

Rather, the problem is alcohol.

Now I stop drinking at all. However it was very hard right after I stopped drinking, and especially hard when I was working hard. Even now, it's hard to go through the supermarket's liquor corner.

(For stop drinking, the existence of "non-alcoholic beer" is quite large)

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"A life you can't enjoy liquor is losing half of your life" --- some persons said that.

Let me make a clear statement here.

This is "truth".

Life without drinking is really boring and painful.

"Beer and green soybeans" in summer and "hot sake and hot pot" in winter.

What is the value of this unfortunate life?

Still, the reason why I decided to stop drinking has a lot of benefits.

The story will come soon.

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Even alcohol is like this.

Even more so, for a person of "drug dependence", I think it would be really painful.

In particular, it is easy to imagine that when they are under a lot of emotional pressure, they restart "drug" again.

The days of "thinking about drug all day" are probably hell.

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After all, even for the same "drug dependence", I think that a stabilizer and a sleeping pill are good.

When I can sleep well, I will be happy the next day.


2019-11-29 "It's expensive, but it's not an unpaid amount" [長年日記]

I am confident that

"Once I take "drag", I cannot stop taking "drag" for the rest of my life"

Because there are a lot of people who cannot stop even smoking and drinking in the world.

Moreover, "drag" keeps the market because of strong addictive and anaclitic natures.

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On exam about "drag" cost, market price of "drag" is not so expensive.

Cocaine is fairly expensive, about 60,000 yen per gram, however dried cannabis is traded at 3000-5000 yen per gram, and MDMA is around 4000 yen per tablet.

I didn't know the average number of times the drug users took, so I assumed that cocaine and MDMA were once a day and cannabis was about half a carton of cigarettes a day.

Then, the cost per day will be 3000 yen, 4000 yen and 2500 yen, respectively.

Assuming an average of 3500 yen / day, this would be 100,000 yen per month and about 1.28 million yen per year.

This is expensive, but as a cost for the general adult's taste,

"It's expensive, but it's not an unpaid amount"

There seemed to be a technique for cost management of the "drag" market here.

(To be continued)


2019-11-30 However, the risk of "drag" is, of course, the "pain". [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

However, given the fact that it is illegal, buying and selling drugs is not worth the cost.

If you take into account running costs (and hit a calculator here) after considering expulsion, dismissal (no retirement fee, etc.), criminal penalties and imprisonment, etc.

there will be a loss of about 20,000 to 30,000 yen per day and about 1 million yen per month.

In the case of entertainers, it will increase by an additional digit.

The amount of damage caused by drug use by the entertainer of popular drama performer is said to be 300-400 million yen, even if it can only be calculated. This agrees with my estimation results.

"Drag" is a word of "nonsense", in terms of the total cost including risk.

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However, the risk of "drag" is, of course, the "pain".

That is the reaction when the "drag" disappears. Suffering from severe withdrawal symptoms such as, hallucinations, hearing, pain that feels like bones fall apart, chills, vomiting, and eczema.

So, in order to "just" escape from the suffering, further "drag" will be requested.

If "drag" only provides pleasure unilaterally, I'm welcome. However, if it is confirmed that it exists only to avoid pain,

"There is no merit of "drag"

I can say that.

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"Drag" is "the worst possible humanity thing" that destroys personality, life, and blocks the means to escape from it.

In particular, because "blows on the economy" are so good, the "drag" was used as a strategic weapon for war between nations.

As you know, there was actually a drug war that killed and destroyed the nation (opium war).

(To be continued)