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2020-01-01 It was an unpleasant New Year's night. [長年日記]

Using WebSocket using Go language, switch video when detecting event between clients

A new years day came while doing coding about the above process.

My first dream on New Year's Day was studying the code to put in the scrip> tag.

It was an unpleasant New Year's night.

Somehow, I feel like this year's direction has been decided. Perhaps, like last year, this year will continue to move and will end.

-----

Earlier, I completed the program though it was crude. Finally, at ease, when I turned on the TV, whose title is

"Honnō-ji Incident Summit 2020"

I could see only 30 minutes left, but it was fun.

In particular, I thought the Shikoku theory was a very interesting theory.

----

Lastly, the moderator, Ota-san, summed up, and It was really accurate and I enjoyed.

"Yeah, there is no "grudge theory""

I felt that he summarized what I am thinking.


2020-01-02 "A pharmacist's Small Talk" [長年日記]

I continue to code while reading the specifications, but it's not fun, so I'm rereading the comics.

"A pharmacist's Small Talk"

is fun

Please google for the content.

These are contents that fuses history and chemistry, beauty princesses from the Chinese court (such as the shrine) appeared,and a heroin Handles pharmaceuticals (mainly poisons). In addition , the picture is beautiful.

-----

This time, the difference is that I subscribed and read by Fire7, as e-books.

My daughter is complaining.

The books can not be shared with family.

No, actually I can, but I think that it is strange that "I will do my best"

So, if my daughter wants to see the manga that I purchased on Amazon, I think I should wait for her specific instructions from my daughters.

I'm refusing to do "IT neglect".

-----

By the way, this "a pharmacist's Small Talk" is an unusual, one original generates two types of comicalization.

I purchased "Sunday GX Comics", however, I think the picture of "Big Gangan Comics" is also good. I'm patient because both are tough to buy.


2020-01-03 "So "conference calls" is no good" is really no good. [長年日記]

In my office, telework is working seriously.

To be precise, it's just "conference calls" as a part of "telework,"

I think "speakerphone" that can be easily connected to a personal computer has become cheap enough to be purchased by individuals.

-----

However, problems have come to light.

"Faceless meetings are difficult"

No, this is not a new story, however, the important thing is that not only we come to see , but we come to feel

Facial expressions, gestures, and behaviors are important "languages" in meetings.

So,

"If you are silent during a conference call, I will be in trouble"

If I don't know what you're thinking, I can't do the next thing.

-----

"So "conference calls" is no good" is really no good.

It is time that we have to talk without expressions, gestures, and behaviors.

If you ask how to speak without such a language, I can say an answer.

It's "logic", that everyone hates.

-----

Of course, I don't think everything needs to be told in logic.

If the conversation between family members, lovers and friends is spoken in logic, a rather disgusting society is likely to emerge.

At work, I've seen a lot of situations that a person who drives people with one-sided logic, is resentful,, breaking the team and isolating from the organization finally.

While keeping away from such humans, I see the person with feeling

"Serve you right"

-----

Ah. It is me?


2020-01-04 So, I'm in trouble with "a society where everything is made up of smartphones". [長年日記]

Now, after returning home, I am on the Shinkansen on my way home.

This year, I was planning to return to my home on December 31st, but two days before I checked my seat reservation with an internet application(Smart EX), it was hopeless.

Well, since I can make a reservation one month ago, I know that I'm bad because I've been lazy.

As a test, I checked around 21:00 on December 30, and found that there were many vacant seats.

I had a reservation for the Shinkansen in time.

Shin-Yokohama Station was also quiet, as I have never seen before.

Even if "homecoming rush", late at night, seats may be vacant." I was stunned by the exaggerated press of the media. At that time.

-----

So, The day after New Year's Day.

I thought, "I would have no problem getting a seat on the Shinkansen when returning from home late at night"

―― From early morning till late night, no seat of Shinkansen

It was a miserable situation that there was no extra seat.

In a hurry, I drove to the nearest JR station.

Because I know that trains had a "seat distribution".

-----

By the way,

In Japan, the number of people who cannot use internet reservations is quite large.

If all seats can be reserved with "Smart EX"-

All ticket vending machines and ticket sales counters have been eliminated, and these people will no longer be able to take the Shinkansen.

There is no doubt about this trend.

Railroad companies want to reduce, and eventually abolish, ticket sales services, which involve labor and maintenance costs.

However, even if I can use smartphones now, I will definitely not be able to use them in the near future.

Even if I don't have dementia, I can't use devices because of deterioration of vision, touch, and motor nerves due to aging.

So, I'm in trouble with "a society where everything is made up of smartphones".

Now, let's move on the next topic.

-----

At the station of JR, I asked the person at the counter

"January 4, anytime, any seat to Shin-Yokohama is O.K."

This is an absolutely impossible request by a smartphone.

At this stage, the human operation of "cancellation that appears in seconds in real time" is more effective.

Fortunately, in the second trial, I was able to get hold of the cancellation seat that happened to appear.

At such times (only), I realize that Internet services (only) are not absolute.


2020-01-05 "I'm eating food by statistical analysis and data analysis" [長年日記]

I do not believe in absolute terms the questionnaire that claims to be "absolutely anonymous."

"Don't be stupid"

I think so.

To begin with, it is difficult to make a questionnaire that does not identify individuals in a questionnaire conducted using the Internet.

When the results of the questionnaire are disclosed by ratio, if the number of parameters is small (about 10 people), identification of the person is easy.

No matter how large the sample size, some individuals are visible, from graphs and numerical causal relationships and everyday behavior.

It's as easy as a junior high school entrance exam, if the number after the decimal point is presented, the integer value (number of people) can be derived.

-----

"I'm eating food by statistical analysis and data analysis"

I thought it.

At least when I fill out the survey, I have prepared to

"characters dedicated to surveys".

and responded.


2020-01-06 When I invite my boyfriend to my house, he is arguing with you and what if he begins to cry [長年日記]

I mentioned that my two daughters each had a so-called “Real fulfilling life with a boyfriend" before, but last night,

When I invite my boyfriend to my house, he is arguing with you and what if he begins to cry

My daughter talked about her anxiety.

-----

In many ways, I have become very nervous.


2020-01-07 "It was so bad that I couldn't get it back for 1,000 yen" [長年日記]

I don't think I'm a non-discriminator.

Because there is a case which I realize that I am doing gender discrimination.

It is a barber.

I am careless about my hairstyle. So a barber is

"a place to cut off long and annoying hair"

I don't expect anything more than that.

So the recent barber shop called "1000 Yen Barber" is useful for me.

My expectations are very simple,

"I want my hair to be as short as possible and as short as possible."

-----

However, many of the female barbers who work at the 1000-yen barber do not understand my needs.

She cuts weakly, takes a long time, pays too much attention to detail, and does not reach the hair length I expect.

No matter how "shorter" I ask, she does not cut it off boldly.

And the mood is getting worse.

So, when I am in a row of 1000 yen barber, I hope that "Please don't hit women."

-----

If you ask if this is the case in all cases,

"100%" for female barbers.

On the other hand, about 20% of male barbers are also frustrated.

After all, this is more a matter of probability than gender discrimination.

-----

I know.

This is my fault.

Many people in the world come to a barber shop for "coolness" or "cleanliness."

In particular, women come to the barber from the viewpoint of beauty.

(Because there is a phrase such as "Hair is a woman's soul").

In other words, "My needs (only time and hair are short) are special", so people like me should not use barber shops.

-----

Of course, I have tried hairdressing on my own, however, as a result, I just said to you,

"It was so bad that I couldn't get it back for 1,000 yen"

-----

So now I am thinking about a patent application about

"Automatic barber that shorts hair just by sticking his head"


2020-01-08 "If you write "readme.txt", do you think that anything is acceptable?" [長年日記]

I had to spend a whole day in the process of moving to Windows 10.

I think, for example ,Windows XP, "7", and this time "10", forced OS migration is like,

Great earthquake, revolution, coup

that are annoying something.

My "maintenance bias" is strong, that means "conservative" like me,

Migrating an OS means rebuilding an office environment that I have to start to work from scratch.

My work is also affected.

It's common that old files ig going to be unusable, and old programs run to stop working.

-----

Not only OS but also OSS version up is honestly tired.

In particular, I cannot forgive the creators that change file formats and commands on their own without making them backward compatible.

"If you write "readme.txt", do you think that anything is acceptable?"

I can't say that because of the huge weakness, "I'm free to use OSS." So if they say to me

"Do not use if you do not want"

I can't refute a word.

-----

It is natural that the "maintenance bias" become stronger with the age.

For the old brain, anything new is tough and painful.

In particular, seniors have a life-threatening resistance against changes of old and completed objects. (For example, systems, neighborhood associations, nursing care services, etc.)

This is "natural".

But at the same time, it is also a "social evil".

For those who can respond to new things, it is supposed to take away the "easy" way, and enforce the existing "inefficient" way.

-----

Considering this way, this forced change to Windows 10 may be a kind of "social justice", however,

After retirement, I am convinced that I will never respond to an OS version upgrade.


2020-01-09 The problem is that "jealousy hurts yourself." [長年日記]

A new cool has begun and a new anime has begun.

Looking at the first time, what was described in the diary "This can be expected!" had been out of my prediction (×expection) surprisingly.

So, in the future, I will refrain from commenting like this.

Writing your thoughts after my feelings have risen sufficiently (although it's ridiculous).

-----

Anyway, in this cool,

"Don't touch the video club"

looks interesting.

I don't know at all how the story will go, however, the picture is really good.

When I look at a good picture, I can feel good.

I think that I wanted the skill of drawing detailed backgrounds using watercolors like the protagonist.

I think how wonderful it would be if I could write an illustration easily that matches my column!

However, we must live within the range of talents and abilities we have been given.

-----

The important thing is to keep thinking "How nice she/he is"

We have to stop developing "jealousy" from there.

It doesn't matter if you don't bother others.

It is no problem that you bother others.

-----

The problem is that "jealousy hurts yourself."

The best way to escape such "jealousy" is to "do not fight others".

Ultimately, "you should run away from the battle field" and "you may go crazy in a closed world alone."

-----

I will repeat my previous assertion this year.

Let's have fun this year, too.


2020-01-10 "Engineers value of "modification (or hacking)" may be heading to the end now" [長年日記]

The Ebata family has been completely invaded by the iPhone.

I am a typical iPhone opposition, however, I was stolen my favorite phone from the company and pressed an iPhone.

In the experimental system currently under construction, an iPad is incorporated as a system configuration requirement.

"Why should I use the device without such flexibility?"

I thought it, but this idea was the opposite.

-----

"No freedom = fixed operation is fixed (operation method)"

This is because Android devices have too much freedom, so the differences in operation between versions, and device driver mismatch has occured. And finally, the problem does not go away (worst, it does not move)

Not to mention ordinary users, but even at the forefront of R&D, we started to think that this was really annoying.

-----

"Engineers value of "modification (or hacking)" may be heading to the end now"

I come to think that.

It may be easier to say, "Ebata has been fence‐sitting"

-----

Anyway,

From the beginning, my junior daughter who has been a follower of MAC and has not been able to accept her father's criticism of MAC is now laughing ----

No, she is not laughing, however,

Various types of electronic sounds continue from each room of the Ebata family, which is quite annoying.


2020-01-11 "Engineers value of "modification (or hacking)" may be heading to the end now" [長年日記]

I saw an animation whose title is "A couple of science human, fell in love, so they try to prove the existence of love."

If I were to write a script for this anime (Of couse it will not), the title may be

"A couple of science human, fell in love, so they try to calculate the existence of love."

This is the difference between mathematicians and engineers.

Mathematician proof is a method of pursuing truth (mainly using mathematics) that is absolutely universal in time and space, however,

Engineer's "calculation" is a method that checks whether it is useful in a limited space-time.

Neither is superior, and the purpose is different primarily.

-----

This is a tactless question, however, as an engineer, I'd like to dig into the messages of the main characters at the beginning of Episode 1.

"Polynomial time return"

In this story, it is good to understand that "an algorithm program using a personal computer, that can complete the calculation by returning home"

The opposite is "an algorithm programming that does not finish in 100 million years."

"Hamilton Pass"

A path that passes through all of a plurality of cities only once, or an algorithm that calculates such a path.

Googling for "NP problem" or "NP proof", the above words come out.

-----

By the way, as a general rule, proof of mathematics cannot be obtained by computer.

Computer calculations can only try a finite number of patterns in a finite amount of time.

Because it's just looking for a small part of the solution space.

However, as far as anime is concerned, they seem to be asking for "something" using a personal computer.

I think "what they are doing".

(Continuation from yesterday)


2020-01-12 Anime can be a good motivation to study if we can use it well. [長年日記]

(To be continued)

In fact, some proofs of mathematics have been made using computers.

It's a "four-color problem."

This was a rare case where the pattern could be limited to a finite number, which made this proof possible.

Although the algorithm has been improved since then, there is no proof that no computer is used.

Mathematical proof problems with a finite number of solution spaces are fairly rare cases.

So I wonder if the problem of the "polynomial time reduction" system that the hero of this animation is working on can be treated as a finite pattern problem.

(If so, I wonder if his work is not so difficult)

-----

Well, I don't want to talk about this seriously, however, I think just that

"I am looking forward to seeing various math concepts when watching this anime"

Anyway, I didn't know the term "null hypothesis", but "polynomial time reduction" or "Hamilton pass", so I looked up it immediately.

So, I noticed that

"Oh, it is significance test isn't it?"

-----

The current Prime Minister has asserted in the Diet defense that "There is no way to prove that there is no such fact."

His claim is correct.

This is called "devil's proof."

This "devil's proof" is a really proof of the devil, because it cannot be proved by any means.

However, it seems to be "significance test" and "null hypothesis", by statistical methods and bringing it to a level of "generally proven"

This anime also explains the contents clearly, and at least for me, it is very helpful at the first time

-----

Anime can be a good motivation to study, if we can use it well.


2020-01-13 "Is it possible to shine again" in the people life that my forties are shining the most? " [長年日記]

I heard that songs by a singer named Yonezu-san are "very good" from my family.

He can make good songs, I think that we can ask him to to make a theme song for the Tokyo Olympics 2020

However, my juniro daughter said,

"I think it's a bit different"

The following is what I heard from my second daughter and guessed the phrase of the lyrics of the song he will make.

-----

"What should I do after the Olympics?"

"The Olympics are determined by the color of the medals. Then what will be the color of life after that?"

"We knew a terrible recession would come after the Olympics."

"In a sports festival that is said to be meaningful to participate in, however, only three colors are of value to everyone."

"Is it possible to shine again" in the people life that my forties are shining the most? "

"After waiting for four years, the spotlight hits for only three weeks, and after that, everyone can not remember me. Is there someone who is not afraid of such a life?"

-----

Ebata:"Well, how is it like this?"

Daughter: "Generally correct"

Hmm, I see.

It may be a bit difficult to ask Yonezu-san for the theme song of the Tokyo Olympics 2020.


2020-01-14 "Cooking" is a black box until the dish is completed [長年日記]

This is a story that appeared in an anime "a couple of science human, fell in love, so they try to prove the existence of love."

People who have little cooking experience, in many case, who are male in my observation, "hate" rather than "disgust" the term of

"small quantity" or "slightly"

For example, "Slightly salt", "Slightly sugar", "Slightly papper", etc.

Recently, taking this as a reverse hand, it seems that cookbooks with quantitative notation, "Ginger tube 5mm" have appeared.

-----

The word "slightly" is like, for example,

"Directory" for those who have never touched a personal computer,

or

"Wi-Fi" for people who have never touched a smartphone

In any case, "slightly" is definitely a term that is difficult to understand for beginners in cooking.

-----

The reason that the author of the recipe describes it as "slightly" is that they think

"The introduction of this seasoning dramatically changes the direction of the taste of the dish."

It means that they ask us to check the state of the dish before it is completed. In other words, "tasting during the cooking process" can be performed.

To begin with, cooking is performed by Agile development.

However, a beginner of cooking cannot taste the state of the cooking process, and estimate the taste of the final stage of cooking.

This is because beginners only recognize dishes as "final products".

"Cooking" is a black box until the dish is completed

This is what happens when performed in "Waterfall Development".

-----

I know well that the amount of salt and sugar (somewhat) determines the success of a dish (whether it can be eaten or not).

In particular, I know that "overdosing with salt" makes recovery difficult terribly".

However, my wife could recover my failed dish with another seasoning (although sometimes not be possible, of course).

In such a case, I cannot help but respect my wife, as a system engineer.


2020-01-15 "If the day of the coming-of-age ceremony is the day before the execution" [長年日記]

You may be surprised that "new adults who do strange things at the coming-of-age ceremony" still remains.

But I'm not too surprised.

Maybe it will continue.

Because there is only one adult ceremony in life and no repetition. That means,

"No feedback"

-----

"The last big moment of a new adult who have given up on hope for the future"

The last big moment of a new adult who has no better talents than people, do not have the ability to turn my efforts into results, and has no relation to the fine stage (wedding, celebration),

No way to express their own "uniqueness", no ability or talent to plan avant-garde plays, in addition, no sense to come up with content that just attracts the audience.

He(/She) is a small person. Unless they are with your friends, they can not do one nuisance, and have no courage to confront society alone.

Above all, he(/she) is also a realist who knows that no change of gathering together and making a fool is gone comes after the ceremony.

For such a person, the "coming-of-age ceremony" is the ultimate and final stage of "concluding festivities"

-----

It's easy to criticize this as "stupid","incompetent".

I think so too.

However, How do you think,

"If the day of the coming-of-age ceremony is the day before the execution"

(To be continued)


2020-01-16 "I can recover my life even after I grow up2 [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

If you look at a "new adult who has given up hope for the future" as a "human who has been sentenced to life expectancy due to illness or death penalty," the perspective changes a little.

No matter how stupid and unsightly, the desire to "remain in someone's mind" is understandable (a little).

-----

On the other hand,

"Why do I have to understand the fool of stupid person who is desperate for his future?"

There is a reason for this objection.

But, in my opinion, their despair seems to be a non-realistic, like

"Ebata, You will be able to run 10 seconds in 100 meters if you train hard."

-----

When I was a teenager, there was fools who was rampant with "school violence".

Still, they seemed to think quite a bit, saying, "When I grow up and become serious, everything will be okay."

They believed in "the goodwill of society" and "kindness of adults", and thought deeply,

"I can recover my life even after I grow up2

The proof of this is the phrase "I used to be bad in the past" issued by seniors and bosses at the drinking party.

By the way, I'm one person who was "bad", that is "bad" to handle difficult.

Bad guys ,Ideological, conviction (about me) is, I think, it was more troublesome than just "incompetent violence".

-----

But now it's not "life can be recovered."

Nowadays, just married and making a family are being recognized as "great achievements."

Adults do their best in their own lives, they seems to give up their social role of "protecting their children".

Society is doing its utmost to secure social security costs, the administrator can't afford to take care of serious and competent children, not to mention stupid children.

At least to me, children are my two daughters and elderly persons are my two parents.

Others are "just others" and they are not my protection.

In today's world, I feel stuffy, saying, "Once you step off the road, there is no more recovery."

(To be continued)


2020-01-17 "Abolition of the coming-of-age ceremony" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

At least, "persons who behave stupid at the coming-of-age ceremony" are exposing thir stupid to the public (media).

And once the stupid is exposed n the media, especially in the internet, it can't be undone anymore.

And I don't think there's a person who wants to work, romance or marry with the stupid who plays stupid at the ceremony".

This is because there are overwhelmingly many people who do not play stupid at the ceremonies.

So, I think "the person who do stupid at the coming-of-age ceremony" also know well.

If they still believe in the goodwill and kindness of the world, You can leave them as "uncorrectable stupid".

-----

If we really want to stop such stupid occurrences, that's it.

"Abolition of the coming-of-age ceremony"

Well, if not taking such extreme measures, there are measures we can do, for example,

"Pre-registration for the coming-of-age ceremony using a smartphone"

"Installation of alcohol detection device in front of the venue"

"Signing and filing an advance pledge (which states that a criminal (x civil) complaint will be filed if it prevents the ceremony from proceeding)"

From the perspective of "securing the opportunity to meet old friends", volunteers should plan and operate independently.

In that case, the local government may provide subsidies according to the number of people.

I didn't attend the coming-of-age ceremony、 saying, "there is no reason that the government will celebrate my adult."

It is a lie.

The next day was the test date for retaking the German language, so I just couldn't go home.

------

Again,

"New adults who do strange things at the coming-of-age ceremony" will not disappear.

No matter how hard you blame, you expose it in the media or forbid it by law or law, it's totally useless.

For such a person, the "coming-of-age ceremony" is the ultimate and final stage of "concluding festivities" and it overcomes those disadvantages easily .

The coming-of-age ceremony is the last and greatest stage of life for a "new adult who has given up hope for the future."

-----

If anything,

like, planning such an event and complaining to them, "don't do stupid things.

"Our stupidity"

we should notice that soon.


2020-01-18 Ebata: "I know, I'm writing a column in game theory. Didn't you know?" [長年日記]

My eldest daughter majors in psychology at college.

Psychology is considered to be a liberal arts, but it is actually a science that is more science than science.

Psychology must deal with data collection and statistical calculations and significance tests based on it on a daily basis. There seems to be a need for more practical fieldwork than poor science.

----

The other day, the eldest daughter came to my room and asked for it.

"Dad, do you know "game theory"?"

Game theory is a great way to quantify and formulate human mind, however, I did not know that a psychology student had to learn to the field.

Ebata: "I know, I'm writing a column in game theory. Didn't you know?"

SD: "I didn't know."

Well, even my family can't help reading their father's articles.

Ebata: "Anyway, try to google with "Tomoichi Ebata" & "Game Theory""

I said to her.

-----

After that, she showed me a resume on game theory distributed by the university, however I thought, "Who can understand it by this resume?"

The "prisoner's dilemma" is just an explanation of the concept of game theory. Above all, it is boring.

At the very least, the teacher should just teach a "practical marriage strategy" using the Gale-Shapley algorithm, well, I was thinking about it.


2020-01-19 I keep "crushing" young and talented engineers by shouting. [長年日記]

To use a new programming language as fast and as fast as possible,

Purchase a thinner primer

that includes the shortest sample program possible,

From scratch, input the sample program yourself (× copy and paste)

This is an ordinal way in the world of learning foreign languages.

"To memorize readings for children about 3 mm thick"

is said that it is quick.

However, many people in the world think that "acquisition of complete basic knowledge is important and preceding".

Thanks to this, I have been in a good position so far.

"Acquisition of complete knowledge" is impossible unless you are God.

As long as there are such people, they will not be my threat (rival).

-----

So I will keep saying the followings out loud.

"The foundation is important. If you don't have a foundation, you can't do anything. '

"Be faithful to the basics. Only when the basics are done can there be applications. "

Of course, I don't believe it at all.

I keep "crushing" young and talented engineers by shouting.

-----

If you look around here, you can understand how I'm continuing to be ugly, unsightly, frightening, and stubborn.


2020-01-20 "It's bothersome and time-consuming to study language and skills on my own." [長年日記]

Yesterday, I introduced my study method.

However, it may be necessary to consider whether such techniques and language study methods are worth the cost (cost and time).

You don't have to study on your own if you can keep a specialist of foreign languages and specific skills .

But in most cases, keeping such talent is terribly difficult.

Employment costs for such people are high and competing.

There are even companies that do "order fictitious work" just to keep the human resources.

-----

On the other hand,

"It's bothersome and time-consuming to study language and skills on my own."

is reasonable.

This is a comparison between

"The cost of studying and acquiring skills"

and

"The cost of keeping people who have alreay studied and acquired skills"

And choosing the one with the lowest cost is a market principle.

-----

But we have to think one more upper step. That is

"I who am studying and acquiring skills"

or

"I who can keep people who have alreay studied and acquired skills"

The question is which one has market value.

(To be continued)


2020-01-21 "Lifelong recurrent education" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

To put it worse, when faced with a phase where one or the other must be truncated,

Which is better for the rest of our life?

-----

Recently, the word "recurrent education" has been hailed, but at first I felt uncomfortable.

This may be different depending on the job, however, in the world of engineers, technological changes (obsolete) are so intense that it is necessary to constantly study new things. It is a sort of

"Lifelong recurrent education"

Conversely, saying, "I just need to keep studying" can be said to be an easy-going position.

At least, I consider people in the customer service and sales profession, who have to keep on dealing with humans on a daily basis, to be truly "honorable" and "hard" work.

I am convinced that, even if the next birth may occur, only "service" and "sales" are not possible.

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This is only the difference between "for humans" and "for computers and machines". In terms of market value, both are "technologies".

I think what is being asked is how we can add "value" to it.


2020-01-22 I will get burned if I put in a word about other's love affair. [長年日記]

You may know that I am a trivialist of several fields, however, I am not good at a specific field.

"Love affair".

I said it before, that my two daughters seems to live a fulfilling life with love affair"

However, even their life is fulfilling, they seems to have their own troubles.

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In the living room, they are complaining about their lovers.

And I can understand the sayings, actions, and mentals of their lovers, deeply.

However, I keep silent basically.

I will get burned if I put in a word about other's love affair.

In my mind, this is not a proposition but a principle.

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So I don't want answer their questions about your lover.

"Dad! How do you think about it ?"

I don't want to say, and I cannot say it.

I have had no experiments about love affairs to answer the public comments from the view of "males".


2020-01-23 an old man who wants to preach "morals" to a woman who engages in sex business, after receiving sexual services [長年日記]

I have been discussing a lot about work style reform.

After experiencing them, I have found something.

"After studying various ways of reforming work styles and developing a theory, it is a different story from being able to practice it myself."

That is the true.

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I've been programming or writing from the end of last year to the beginning of this year.

For the past three months or so, I haven't had a day without work, including weekends.

Now I don't even know if I'm sane, because many problems happens for just before a project.

Every day I wake up with more than a dozen problem list bullets in my head. So I'm really exhausted.

To be honest, I think "what am I doing?

I am like

a old man who wants to preach "morals" to a woman who engages in sex business, after receiving sexual services

Or maybe less.

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What I could learn from here

(1) Even if I gained a lot of knowledge and developed a lot of theories (like me)

(2) Whether it can be practiced is a completely different matter (like me)

(To be continued)


2020-01-24 Do not pull the feet" for those who are serious about implementing work style reforms" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

So, if I have the only way to make use of the knowledge and theories I gained in this Work Style Reform series,

"Do not pull the feet"for those who are serious about implementing work style reforms"

I think this is the most important point.

I think it is more important to be "always be aware of not disturbing" than to be "supporters" or "partners" of the reform.

Because being "unconscious" is almost 100% a "blocker".

This is almost the same as "the perpetrator has no perpetrator awareness".

This is evident from the fact that nearly everyone accused of bullying, para-harass and sexual harassment has a vacant look.

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I'm pretending to cooperate with the management department, which is leading the way of working style reform.

If I show my non-cooperative attitude blatantly, I think I can get in the way.

But I never want to do that.

Also, there is a famous anime quote.

"It's common for someone who has been pretending to switch to their true heart one day."(by Irisu Fuyumi)

Starting work style reform with "pretending" seems to be the cheapest.

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As a matter of fact, my home study is as well equipped as compamy IT labs.

I don't need to go to work if it is "R & D".

You can work well at home.

Of course, I know that this is against the idea of "work style reform".

However, I don't thint that I pull the feet for those who are serious about implementing work style reforms


2020-01-25 The Ebata family has two rules regarding food. [長年日記]

The Ebata family has two rules regarding food.

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(Rule 1) Principles of prior eating and drinking

people who find food can eat first

(Rule 2) Principle of advance reservation

Regardless of the above (1), this does not apply if you have your own name for food.

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This is not the rule of the post-war food shortage era, but the rule currently used by the Ebata family.

First of all, if left untreated, the food will be damaged. But more than that, some people are troubled by stress when caring about ownership.

Especially for sweets (cakes, etc.), the tendency seems to be remarkable.

If sweets remain in the refrigerator for long time, there is a real harm that certain people (for example, my wife) must spend a day under overloaded stress by continuing to see it (it is true) .

So, except for me, the three Ebata women seem to have rules behind the scenes.

(To be continued)


2020-01-26 Based on the rules of the Ebata family, "I'm bad on "working on holidays"" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

(Back rules) Sweets remaining in the refrigerator after dawn the next morning,the sweets are acquired may be eaten by the first discoverer

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This is a rule that does not hold without the existence of "me who do not stick sickly about sweets".

However, since I stopped drinking, I have been increasingly attached to sweets in order to legally gain "brain pleasure" (I will talk about this later).

So, in order not to trigger the above (back rules), I start eating cakes around 1 am (still lower than the calories of alcohol).

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Well, the above is a reasonable rule, but the Ebata family does not have the following rules that should exist naturally for families.

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(Rules) Principles of fair distribution

Family tries to make sure that the whole family can get to the food

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Why are all four "Sakuramochi" missing this morning in a family of four?

Based on the rules of the Ebata family, "I'm bad on "working on holidays""


2020-01-27 "Why is the world constantly demanding to exceed my abilities?" [長年日記]

It's worth it if you work hard and fail. Even if I know that, and the world knows that, "first time system" is really scary for me.

And "first trial systems" are usually "systems that don't work."

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However, there are people in the world who boldly challenge such scary things.

Sometimes I wonder if this person is "hiding scary" or "not feeling scared".

In any case, I think these people move the world.

I really,really, never really wanted to stand on that side.

If I can do what I can with relaxing, that's enough for me.

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"Why is the world constantly demanding to exceed my abilities?"

Every time I face a dead system or a stuck project, I think.

This time, I thought properly, but after all

"I forgot that I had the same situation before."

I feels this is the reason.

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I say that "I can't," when facing what I can't"

I say that "I can't," even if when facing what I can"

I think that I have to be such a person.


2020-01-28 This beverage must go into a social problem (alcoholism, etc.) in the near future [長年日記]

I stopped drinking for several reasons, one of which is "Strong Chu-Hi".

It is cheaper than ordinary canned juice, is reasonably delicious, and has a high alcohol content. I have never had a hangover, so I was surprised at this drink, which literally "kills" me.

Foreigners and Japanese, who are holding banquets on a daily basis in front of a convenience store, often have in their hands is this "Strong Chu-Hi".

This beverage must go into a social problem (alcoholism, etc.) in the near future

I was convinced of that.

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I thought, "Let's get away early to get this guy (Strong Chu-Hi)."


2020-01-29 "exactly the same" [長年日記]

I often use sample programs on the Internet to study new programming languages.

The other day, I was browsing a textbook in that programming language at a bookstore, and I noticed that almost all programs posted on the net are

"exactly the same"

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I am referring to that program, so I don't have any intention to criticize them.

However, at least I wanted to make the application a different one, or something "ingenuity".

The reason is that the "ingenuity" has the effect of inducing another "ingenuity".

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Anyway,

I was wondering why the sample program posted on the net was just a "chat room" application. However, I finally understood the reason.


2020-01-30 Otherwise, you will eventually be "killed by yourself." [長年日記]

It's not the project I wanted,

Someone let me a project leader

Suffering from delays everywhere,

Following up the mistakes of each department,

Making budget that is not accounted for,

Getting tired of working hard.

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Even if this project falls,

No big damage occurs.

Even if I know I won't be blamed,

Still, I will be overtaken to make something.

If you call this "anxiety", "anxiety" is the scariest, most painful and tragic disease.

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I've been telling others to run away.

However, some people cannot get peace of mind by running away.

It is me.

A person who can solve a problem only by solving the problem will not have peace of mind. I really get angry with my personality.

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Every day, problems occur, my heart hurts,

Every day, problems are resolved, my heart relief,

This is similar to a change in the environment where we travel daily between Antarctica and the equator. My body and mind are surely going to be destroyed.

About this situation

If I continue for a week, I go crazy,

If I continue for a month, I will have depression

If I continue for three months, I will dive on the rails of the train

I have certain conviction.

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"A person who can solve a problem only by solving the problem" should

always underestimate my abilities,

be modest to the humble (pretending)

push up others,

never in a responsible position

Otherwise, you will eventually be "killed by yourself."


2020-01-31 SD: "Daddy. Don't rely on others. Get excited for your death!" [長年日記]

Today, new my column is released, so I take a day off.

Mr.Ebata's struggling for DIY IT Nursing Support System(4) "

"Visualize" your parents in the country house with numbers by Raspberry Pi

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Well, in this column,

Under the influence of this father, the topic about "death" in my home is likely to be same as "recommended sweets for famous cake shops"

I will introduce one scene.

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Ebata: "You guys will "kill" me properly"

Second daughter(SD): "Eh? I want to escape from any trouble"

Ebata: "I'm going to be ready perfectly."

Eldest daughter(ED): "I listen to you. but maybe I'll change my mind if I'm persuaded by my doctor. I have absolute confidence in my indecision."

Ebata: "No, that's a problem ..."

SD: "I can't understand my benefit of killing you with taking the legal risk"

Ebata: "My desire to avoid painful death ..."

SD: "Daddy. Don't rely on others. Get excited for your death!"

Ebata: "Such an impossible..."

SD: "Daddy. You should develop your own ideal painless death that does not conflict with the law. You are a researcher aren't you?"

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Anyway, my family is unreliable.