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2014-07-01 Even today, I am tired and exhausted. [長年日記]

At this week end, Sunday's midnight correctly,

- According to the 127,000,000 objects of structure,

- At the thirty-ninth generations

- The the 75,000,000 pointer (I didn't specify the number accuracy),

- Pointed out a null pointer,

- And the segmentation fault had happened, so

I had kept debugging the program (I didn't find the problem now)

If I printed out all of 127,000,000 objects to specify the bug point in the program, the program could not end only one generation calculations.

Even today, I am tired and exhausted.

-----

Recently, I get tired easily.

Especially, it is terrible after weekend, I think it is stranger. I think that the reason is to write many documents within weekend.

However I was shocked that I get tired with debugging.

It does not want to admit, but I would be "old".

Even if I am full of vigor, I become to run out of gas.

-----

Even if I become to run out of gas, I have a lot of things I want.

Fundamentally, if I do not start a structural reform of my body, it might be dangerous.


2014-07-02 "Maybe a lot of people in the world don't know the fact and become to end their life." [長年日記]

I have worked about safety missions for almost a year.

In a year, I become to understand that neatness to realize safety is a logical reasonable and systematical technology.

And I think again,

"Maybe a lot of people in the world don't know the fact and become to end their life."

Of course, I am concerned that I am going to finish my life without knowing the significance absolutely, if I do such a business.

I can understand that "there seems to be no problem without knowing it"

(To be continued)


2014-07-03 Because you also because "older" soon. [長年日記]

It is a continuation from yesterday.

The other day, I discussed this issue with a colleague who works for "health and safety".

"When you go to visit other company's factory, you could understand the importance."

"A company that thinks about health and safety deeply could keep high-level of the company quality.”

"If people think that our company is one of the credible organizations, I think that our company sticks to exhaustive "health and safety" seriously.

When I was young, I heard the conversation of older person with a sneer on my face.

"Nobody has to work hard, if we make our factory and office clean and get credibility from customers."

-----

What I want to say in today's diary,

(1)I become older.

(2)Young people never try to hear my above opinions.

(3)We never progress with repeating (1) and (2) many times.

Well, I think that it is enough that younger people are reluctant to obey instructions (orders for health and safety) in the course of employment with with a sneer on their face.

Because you also because "older" soon.


2014-07-04 "Did you make such a mistake? Now? Are you all right? Are you stupid? Do you kill yourself?" [長年日記]

Yesterday, I could delete a bug of my "100,000,000 person's simulator" that had made me the worst condition for this week.

Last night, I asked a junior colleague with saying "help me for just 30 seconds", and he had helped me for 30 min.

The reason of the bug left unknown, but he pointed out the problem of memory destroy.

After that, I noticed that I misunderstood how to use the function of reference call, instead of pointer call.

It was too shabby. I left the following code to regret what I had done.

#include 
 
void fun(int *a){
  *a = *a + 2;
}
 
int main()
{
  int b;
 
  b=100;
 
  fun(&b);
  
  printf("%d\n",b);
  
  return(0);
}

-----

This morning,

"A-kun, I am very sorry but I found my error. That was pointer reference."

"Are you talking about the code of yesterday?"

"I was off guard. Because I used the pointer itself. The function should have received as pointer of pointer."

"Um... It's a double pointer"

Without saying much, he seemed to have understood it in a moment.

-----

It is too much of being deplorable. When I noticed it, I really thought I should put my head in the noose.

"No. Please stop it really.

He seemed to worry with an earnest face seriously.

-----

And now,

"Did you make such a mistake? Now? Are you all right? Are you stupid? Do you kill yourself?"

I heard those voices from me.


2014-07-05 "I don't like to do with such a girl." [長年日記]

A newspaper told that only 40% of high school students in Osaka cannot touch with insects with bare hand, and it becomes reducing from 70% in 25 year ago.

The workshop analyzed that the population of children who become to hate insects are increasing because of the luck of change to touch with insect in the urbanization.

I think the analysis is right.

-----

When I watched the movie "Nautica in wind village" for the first time, I thought

"I don't like to do with such a girl."

To be honestly, I want to hesitate to life my life with the girl who can communicate with the monster insects.

(To be continued)


2014-07-06 "I want you to swat an insect to death by oneself." [長年日記]

It is a continuation from yesterday.

The other hand, I am annoying my wife and daughters who call me in business hours.

They put pressure on me that they never go to bed before I go home and delete the bug in my house.

The workshop said that "touching the creature leads to increase the love of the life and scientific interest. They want the youth to recognize the importance"

Thought I don't care the message of the workshop at all, I hope that

"I want you to swat an insect to death by oneself."

I don't want to ask them to touch an insect with bare hand, but at least they might swat an insect to death with bunch of newspaper, regardless of their gender.

-----

"Eventually, you are going to live alone. What are you going to do?" .

"What am I going to do? Of course, I call you naturally".

Do not say such a fearful thing.


2014-07-07 Space battle ship YAMATO -- Soldiers who did not follow specifications. [長年日記]

"Space battle ship YAMATO" is really excellent. Especially the version of "2199" is splendid.

There are however, the lines that I can never understand since I can remember.

"120% of energy filling"

-----

The scene must be the followings.

"Excessive energy is filling and the energy conduction pipes are crushed!"

"The wave engine is going to be broken through the housing strength critical point!!"

"Yamato will explode!”

After dazzling light over outer space of the jet black covered, it returns to an original state slowly, and an ending theme and a telop are appeared.

Space battle ship YAMATO is completed.

Soldiers who did not follow specifications

------

You should not use any machine over the limitation of specification.

If you fill more than "100%" of energy, even if it is a future space battle ship, the ship is going to be destroyed. It is a true story.

I can understand the feeling that someone want to load "something great" in the world "120%".

However, if we should maintain "technical nation, Japan", at first you must have boys and girls understand the common sense of the machine.

------

I think that you don't have to modify anything but the concept of "120%".


2014-07-08 The answer: "It is/was a just bad luck!" [長年日記]

According to the Buddhism's understanding of the world, I heard that "cause and effect" is one of the most important concepts.

The followings are my rough understanding of "cause and effect" of Buddhism.

"An effect" is loaded from all "a cause". We should not deeply attach effects.

We have to back to the cause.

If not, we cannot get a lucky break.

This is not only religious doctrine but systematical thought.

Though it is a natural story, I think that the reason why the Buddhism emphasizes this ""cause and effect" is that

"Few people live such a life."

Why?

This is a harsh reality.

-----

Question:

"Why I failed to entrance examination?" "Why I was jilted by my girl friend?" "Why I cannot ne promoted?"

The answer:

"It is/was a just bad luck!"

The answer must be easy for everyone.

-----

Human being is too weak to face the cause.

For me, I have lived my life withdrawing my eyes from the fact.

So maybe, I cannot reach a real happiness.

Buddhism criticizes me perfectly, because I am living with the motto of "life in a false happiness".

Indeed, Buddhism has survived over 2500 years. It is very reasonable.

(To be continued)


2014-07-09 A monk who keeps performing the ascetic practices Zen temple with severe religious precepts [長年日記]

It is a continuation from yesterday.

Some people keep being up against this "cause and effect" almost every day.

They are engineers.

Engineers are never going to be evaluated by their efforts and twists, those are perfect meaningless.

If they could not complete and work something, it is the same "they don't do anything" even if they stay up all night and disturb a body and a heart.

Therefore, the engineer cannot but return to "a cause" to make something work anytime, against the stuck.

-----

There is no difference in the engine of the car, a motor, a supply of electric power system, and the other control system.

According to software, especially programming tasks, the "cause and effect" is very clear.

About "stuck" and "outputting a strange result" program, the programmers make "a cause" approximately 100%.

(Though hardware, OS, compiler doesn't work with a really rare case, the possibility is near to emptiness.)

The claim "I made it perfectly" is going to be denied easily for their works, because it doesn't work well. That means that "You didn't made it"

-----

So I think that it is an engineer who can understand the basic idea "cause and effect" of the Buddhism daily and immediately.

Maybe, we, engineers could stand up against "cause and an effect" with crying deeply and violently, more than

A monk who keeps performing the ascetic practices Zen temple with severe religious precepts

-----

But there is one different point. An engineer keeps facing "software, hardware, and system" not "themselves".


2014-07-10 "Dad. What does "shortage of electricity" mean? How does it come short? " [長年日記]

Previously I wrote that the reason why I continue to write columns

is to answer the question of my family.

-----

As for some recent columns,

"Dad. What is "gender identity disorder"? "

I could not answer it.

"Dad. What does "shortage of electricity" mean? How does it come short? "

I could not answer it.

"Dad. What does "financial collapse" mean? What is going to happen after it? "

I cannot answer it at all (I am going to try).

According to an old column,

"Why did the nuclear accident happen?"

Etc.

-----

Of course, I can make an irresponsible statement, and play them a trick.

I am a person of ripe years.

However, when I could not explain the answer that I feel to understand from the bottom of my heart, I say to them that

"Give me a time. Let me check"

And, I am supposed to read many information for life.

-----

Still, I want to talk the information with using numeric and funny metaphor in order to have them enjoy.

"Laughing their tits off" makes me happier.

The maid in this column is for the reason. (My senior daughter caught on greatly.)

I tried to include the concept "pain" in order to understand "gender identity disorder" if for the reason. (My wife nodded deeply).

In conclusion, all of my columns are made for my family's joy and interest.

-----

In addition,

- Senior daughter handles a concept of illustration.

- Second daughter checks the calculation result of tables and graphs,

- My wife have charge of typos and expressions,

- I have continued to modify the paper until they tell me "I can understand"

In conclusion, the columns is not mine but the Ebata's literary work.

-----

So the reward of the columns is going to change

- Expense of the summer class of the private supplementary school

- Hamburger steak of the family restaurant

- Disneyland

The reward was at my disposal seems to be

- Super public bath

- Hokkyoku ramen in Nakamoto


2014-07-11 Never program it over the 12:00 a.m. [長年日記]

I am making 100,000,000 person's simulator little by little every day.

Though it might be similar to make a plastic model little by little,

I tried it just two times in my life.

-----

I remember that I perfectly forgot the forbidden actions of programming even I promised not to do them.

- Never program it over the 12:00 a.m.

I cannot sleep at all. My brain makes clear and the code run over my head. After that, the strong liquor and the pills entirely become useless.

- Never add new parameter in my program.

If the compile doesn't go well, I become excited. Finally I am going to notice the morning sunshine.

After all, working in midnight is going to waste the next daytime, and the condition also will be broken.

There is the case that what I was troubled for two hours in midnight is going to be resolved easier in the next daytime.

But I cannot figure out what was better for me, because I might be able to reach the solution against annoying at the last night.

(To be continued)


2014-07-12 "There is no basic data anywhere." [長年日記]

It is a continuation from yesterday.

Now, the reason why I am making the 100,000,000 person's simulator is to want to avoid make a mathematical formula.

In short, there are some persons who repeat a cycle of unmarried ->married -> divorce -> remarriage -> divorce -> remarriage.

On investigation, the population of this pattern is not small vanishingly.

We have to embed the behavior as a formula to my simulator, and I need to know statistic values before.

For example,

I have to make the followings,

- A function "divorce (N)" that means the divorce possibility, marriage N years ago.

- A function "remarriage (N)" that means the divorce possibility, divorce N years ago.

"There is no basic data nowhere."

However, if someone asks me whether I can make such functions by myself, I should answer "it is impossible for me"

It is easier for us to understand that the divorce rate is going to change easily against numbers of children, address, area, age, property.

In short, making such formulas is not only complicated but also unrealistic.

-----

Therefore "it is force".

Apply 100 million people's behavior to national censuses by force.

- Let make one couple marry enforcedly even if they have no intention of marriage.

- Let make one couple divorce enforcedly without their hope.

In addition, I make the object free (delete), whose age is more than 100 years. The calculation is troublesome.

-----

The problem is that I cannot know whether the simulator works well or not.

If it is just a compile error, it is O.K. But if the algorism is wrong (it is bug), I have to find the mistake from the output numeric.

More than 100 million data.

Who can read them?

(To be continued)


2014-07-13 It is cool isn't it? [長年日記]

It is a continuation from yesterday.

Now I am going to introduce you to

"AktblitzIII", a big data handling software,

I borrow now.

-----

For one case, when I make about 500 thousand object for twenty-nine years women, whose unmarried rate is 60.7%, the ratio of unmarried: married must be around 6:4?

When I write down the output of the simulator, and read them by "AktblitzIII", I can get the result easily.

The other day, though I made the heavy bug, "all Japanese women become single", I could delete it hurriedly.

Now, I think that these tools become more useful for not only data handling but also debug of simulator and others.

-----

Well, what I am doing today's diary, is an advertisement.

"It is a secret agent" if I say clearly.

For this series, I borrow this convenient tool free of charge, I hope I cooperate with enlargement of sale a little.

In addition, it is really great isn't it?

Tens of billions data handling comes to be possible with not a super computer, but a PC.

We become to be able to fight against the government policy, economic, and defense by numerical value.

-----

Against technocrats of government,

"Only one revolt" with only a home PC as a weapon,

is cool isn't it?


2014-07-14 "There is not it despite one portion if you have not dashed to a Space Mountain with soccer mom, who uses her stroller as a weapon from the time of the date open." [長年日記]

- "Predictive Analysis" by Mr. Eric Siegei

- "Numbers rules your world" by Mr.Kaiser Fung

Each book is very interesting. I was fascinated with both books and could finish reading in one day's commute.

Especially, the Japanese titles of these books are impressed.

"Yabai prediction"

"Yabai statistic"

Though I think the titles are good, I was worried about the unnecessary author's anger

Of course, I believe that the translation rights including the titles might be assigned from the authors.

-----

In the book of "Yabai statistic",

- The reason why the customer's satisfactions become good even the "fast pass" doesn't improve the waiting time at all.

- The reason why the device that can control the traffic flow toward high-way, was taken away for driver's anger even the device could realize the improvement of traffic jam.

Those two parallel between A and B interested me very well.

-----

Still and all, the most interesting phrase is quotes of Disney land freaks.

"There is not it despite one portion if you have not dashed to a Space Mountain with soccer mom, who uses her stroller as a weapon from the time of the date open."

"When the gate is open briskly at 8:00 a.m., a physically weak persons and non-waking-up persons are blown down."

When I was at the front of Epcot Center in Disney Land, my junior brother wanted to go to a toilet and I was waited by him, even it was very important time. I cannot allow him yet.

-----

"Speaking frankly, you are scared."


2014-07-15 "Your email is always listened and web access record is taken to another person" [長年日記]

"Your email is always listened and web access record is taken to another person"

Whenever I read such an article,

I think that many people want to believe that the cases must be rare.

For me, I have worked for network research and development for a long time, it is very hard to image,

- Email that is not listened in on

- Access log that is not recorded by another person

It is natural for me to understand the world, the moment when you spread them in the net; the data are completely exposed to view from the world.

-----

So,

- When of what day of the week does Ebata begin the patrol of the eroticism site?

- What kind of eroticism does Ebata like? Is it Lolita complex, brutal person, incest or BL?

- What kind of eroticism media does Ebata like? Is it a picture, movie, animation or comic?

I think that the above data have already opened to another person in the world.

-----

Even if I am blackmailed to open the data by someone,

"On the contrary, I am going to revise the data exactly and return them"

I have the spirit like that.

-----

Originally "Using net" is same as the above, I think.

Do you use "net" with spirits like that?


2014-07-16 "Nozaki-kun, a Monthly magazine for girls" [長年日記]

After turning on TV for two week, I have decided an animation that my all in my family watch in this quarter.

"Nozaki-kun, a Monthly magazine for girls"

It is tremendous, great of laughter, extremely rare gag animation. And the pictures are also beautiful.

Do you want to laugh at a girl's comic, by a girl's comic?

It is a very splendid work letting me groan.

This animation is a typical "Making of" animation for some persons who think "A girls' love comic is too ridiculous to read", like me.

I analyze that it reminds me a comic artist may be the same as an engineer in the point to create things from zero


2014-07-17 I think "law-evading drug" doesn't mean "illegality". [長年日記]

I have been curious about "law-evading drug". If nobody think an uncomfortable feeling about "investigation against law-evading drug" or "arrestment against law-evading drug", it should be really fearful. よね。

I think "law-evading drug" doesn't mean "illegality".

It is against a system purpose and mind of the law remarkably, and it should finally depends on the judgment of the court, but they are "legal drug" at the present.

-----

It is natural that a person who caused a traffic accident is arrested by using such a drag. Because the accident that is committed by intention or a fault is a crime.

But I cannot understand the reason why the person who possesses or use illegal material is going to be arrested.

Though the person should be blamed for their antisocial behavior, Japan is a constitutional state.

If anyone is arrested by an act that a law does not prescribe, it is negation of the constitutional state.

Needless to say, we will violate a large principle of "the not being retrospective of the law", even if the arrest is allowed by the law that are made later.

So I am going to check this problem.

(続く)

(To be continued)


2014-07-18 To be honestly, it is annoying. [長年日記]

I checked it, but after all "the evasion of the law drug" is not illegal. In other words it is like the legal drug. Actually, it seemed to be "a legal drag" until 2,004 years ago,

However, the name called "law-evading drug" seemed to come to be used by a meaning to escape legal regulation skillfully.

Ministry of Health Labor and Welfare seemed to decide to call "illegal drug"

On the other hand, the police call it "evasion of the law drug" and define them as follows.

The article which chemical structure is made to look like controlled substance, and has the pharmacologic action like these

The article which I actually include although not including controlled substance

To be honestly, it is annoying.

"Is there any problem if we appoint all of applicable drugs an illegal drug legality or a government ordinance?"

"And you should arrest it steadily"

However, it doesn't seem to go so easy.

To be continued.


2014-07-19 In that means, the name "evasion of the law drug" is really correct. [長年日記]

I try to explain the background rough.

(1)So called "law-evading drug" is going to be produced and it expands to a black-market.

(2)In order to assume the "evasion of the law drug" as a designated drug, the government pass to the council and performs the opinion open call for participants by the Administrative Procedure Act.

(3)The "evasion of the law drug" supplier continues selling them until the drug is appointed by law.

This cycle is needed for three or four months at least.

I think that "O.K. I got it"

In short, "evasion of the law drug" is defined that

"A material that is going to be appointed as illegal material, is released to market until the drug is appointed by law.

In that means, the name "evasion of the law drug" is really correct.

-----

In order to destroy this cycle, the Drugs, Cosmetics and Medical Instruments Act Article 77 will be applied.

The Article 77 is a special law, that is valid for the material which is high in the probability that hallucinatory action produces (Article 2 Clause 14) "for skipping the above "council" and "public comment"

In conclusion, it can be about two weeks to come into force,

We don't forget that the effort of researchers is important in order to specify the problem in the material in short time.

It becomes promotion from "an evasion of the law drug" to "an illegal drug" in this happily.

-----

I seem to hear a voice.

According to "an evasion of the law drug", we are going to arrest any maker, any buyer, and any users.


2014-07-20 It might have been me that I have gone into walkers by car and let them kill or injure. [長年日記]

I have written about "evasion of the law drug" for three days.

To tell you the truth, I had really intended to purchase and use the "evasion of the law drug" for writing my columns.

I did ridiculous misunderstanding that they are safer than smoking or drinking drive because "evasion of the law drug" is a legal material.

It is repeated, but the "evasion of the law drug "is a true drug just before the illegal authorization.

-----

It was dangerous.

It might have been me that I have gone into walkers by car and let them kill or injure.

For a column, I was going to waste my life.

----

I make me think anew that I have to recognize my life-style that

After going away from danger point and keep my safety, I will talk big with condescending attitude.


2014-07-21 According to my daughters, their information have leaked absolutely, because they use the company materials. [長年日記]

Personal information of the customer of the major learning teaching materials company began to leak.

The reason why I wrote "the major learning teaching materials company" is not for the company's privacy but for the possibility that the company becomes extinct.

Apart from that,

-----

According to my daughters, their information have leaked absolutely, because they use the company materials.

Their name, school and address.

After five years, if the senior daughter will catch a marriage information magazine, it will be more likely to be caused by this leaking.

Unfortunately, we don't have a method to specify the cause, in principal.

Though we might have to give up the personal information as "a thing leaking out".

I don't give up yet.

-----

For me, I use a sample method to specify the source of leaking.

For example,

- I input a wrong number of the zip on purpose.

- I exchange Katakata with Hiaragana for the part of my address.

- I use both hankaku and zenkaku character at the same time.

I have used the above way and recorded it diligently. (To tell you the truth, I use another intelligent method, but it is secret.)

So when I watch my address, I can find out which company leak my private information easily.

It is very doubtful whether it becomes the evidence that I can maintain a court.

However, another victim might cry out I make noise in a net. It might be possible that the trust of the company drop on the ground.

Of course, if I open this information in net, a new software that can avoid my traps automatically, appears. But I think that it becomes a big thread for companies and list suppliers.

Modification of the list is always annoying them and difficult. Above all, such a person who try to make trick is supposed to

"Troublesome guy"


2014-07-22 Say. Papa, you are a system engineers aren't you? [長年日記]

It is a continuation from yesterday.

The crime suspect who leaked more than ten million customer’s information was a system engineer. He could access the database from the terminal in office.

The junior daughter, watching the TV news, whispered to

Say. Papa, you are a system engineers aren't you?

"What do you want to say?"


2014-07-23 As some person knows, I have the second name. [長年日記]

It is a continuation from yesterday.

Service providers always want to get a lot of private information.

If they become to get many targets to send DM and email, the business chances become up.

As for me, I don't want to open private information as far as possible. I annoy DM and SPAM and feel unpleasant.

-----

As some person knows, I have the second name.

When I was a college student, my senior advised me to make the second name. In fact, I got beans when I called him as his real name in political demonstration.

I can say fake address and telephone number smoothly.

The most effective way is to write a foreign address.

In order to get a free sample in return for my address, he looked offended because I wrote English address.

In addition, I wrote

"Muammad Mansour" in the name column

Of course I made a my life story too.

Birth place Qatar

My father is a Japanese. He fell in love with a local Qatari daughter at first sight and marry her. Absorption in nonsense.

Fortunately, I haven't needed to tell this story yet.


2014-07-24 VOICEROID "Yuzuki Yukari" [長年日記]

The other day,

I wrote an experimental report of VOCALOID "Yuzuki Yukari"

"An angel is singing"

I sent state-of-the art praise to the software package.

-----

Four years ago, I made a text file for rote exercise of social studies of junior high school entrance examination, and made voice files by free reading aloud software.

After that, I burn them to CD and record them to POD and made my daughter learn by heart.

I also used the software for my examinations.

-----

This year, the junior daughter's turn is coming, so I have to make the voice files again. But I exchange old PC with new one, and I perfectly forgot how to install the software.

Only that I remembered that I annoyed the install process. I had to waste much time.

The voice that was made by the software was a funny intonation, and there were a lot of reading mistakes. So I had to change Kanji to Hiragana again and again,

-----

"I don't want to do same process again"

So I decided to buy time for money.

So I bought pay reading aloud software. (I was used to be corrupted)

This time, I chose "Yuzuki Yukari"

It was not VOCALOID but VOICEROID, that is a reading aloud software.

I tried it soon, and it was really

Tremendous

(To be continued.)


2014-07-25 It is one article to think, "It was good for me to buy it". [長年日記]

(昨日の続きです。)

(It is a continuation from yesterday.)

I am not a specialist of synthetic voice technology, so I am afraid that I cannot evaluate this software. However, the quality is greater than the software I used four years ago, at least.

As far as I have heard the voice,

- No misreading (She completely read aloud Patent Law Article 2 (definition))

- Almost accurate intonation.

- Calm and beautiful woman voice.

I asked my wife hear the voice, and she said "It is the level that I can recognize being a woman in a PC"

It is one article to think, "It was good for me to buy it".

-----

About the section of Japanese voice, "Turing test" has already been passed.


2014-07-26 I was afraid that, "If I was come out that I am Japanese, this peace and enjoy trip is going to be destroyed" [長年日記]

The other day, I wrote that I sometimes pretend to be an Arab, and today I would like to tell you another story.

When I got on a plane of US, domestic airline, two Japanese ladies sat next my seat, which had loud voice with a Kansai accent,

I am afraid that, "If I was come out that I am Japanese, this peace and enjoy trip is going to be destroyed"

I never responded her chat with loud voice, and never talked even one word, and pretended to read an English report.

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However, I could not do a bad thing. I I upset the tray of flight meal, and shouted,

"Oh my God (in Japanese)"

I thought I was come out soon, but ladies also seemed to be embarrassed.

They could understand my intention perfectly.

Anyway, I could spend a peaceful and quiet trip

In heavy atmosphere.


2014-07-27 It is easy to write something difficult to difficult or something easy to difficult. [長年日記]

It is easy to write something difficult to difficult or something easy to difficult.

However, it is difficult to write something difficult to easy.

From the viewpoint of the above, the following two books were very interesting for me.

As the former book, I was moved a rough interpretation that I can use interpretation if I have ten data.

As the latter book, I can understand the optimal strategy against bullying in school, that we don't do anything if someone faces bullying. (Of course, there is an explanation against this problem.)

Of course, the interpretation of "Trust in God" as a game strategy, is quite delightful.


2014-07-28 "That is disgusting that the author always have his nose in the air." [長年日記]

On the opposite side, I read "black swan" that are popular among other books of statistic.

Thought I know well that this book review is cowardice,

"That is disgusting that the author always have his nose in the air."

It is difficult to understand the subject matter because the book is not written logically.

I feel pain that this book describes hypothesis, fact, impression and conclusion

Though the author might make the book the above way on purpose, unfortunately I cannot accept it.

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"Yabai prediction"

"Yabai statistic"

"The signal and the noise ".

"The success equation"

The above books are wonderful and I complete reading soon. So I am afraid that "Black swan" brings me bad luck.


2014-07-29 Sometimes, I get fan letter (mail) from my blog's readers. [長年日記]

Sometimes, I get fan letter (mail) from my blog's readers.

It makes me feel perky.

There seems to be the topics of “English", "GID", "and accident at a nuclear power generation plant".

If my works make someone happy and are useful for them, I can feel happy.

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The other day, I got a mail, including the following phase.

"I can meet "Steins;Gate". Thank you so much "

Though I think that this is not for me, but for "Steins;Gate" itself,

Without my intention, I might claim that

"Regardless of age, anything good is good, even if it is animation and comic."

"If you worry about your age, you lose your life".

If I have sent the above messages to someone, I think that it is O.K. for you to thank me.


2014-07-30 I like to be invited wedding ceremony but I don't want to give a gratuity. [長年日記]

I like to be invited wedding ceremony but I don't want to give a gratuity.

I'm stingy.

I am unbearable of exploitation at other's wedding ceremony. To be more precise, I cannot put up with dispossession of my two or more manuscript fees at sacrifice of weekend holiday and sleeping time.

Thanks to these claims in public, the invitation to the wedding ceremony has been ZERO for a dozen years perfectly.

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However, it is extremely rare, but there is also a wedding ceremony I want to be invited.

I want to meet a partner of my friend who had studied and worked with me in college and company.

I want to say one phrase,

"What are on earth you thinking?"

I am not going to say that.

(To be continued)


2014-07-31 "Could you think whether it is possible to work as MC (master of ceremonies) instead of a gratuity?" [長年日記]

Yesterday, I wrote "I like to be invited wedding ceremony but I don't want to give a gratuity."

I often offered the followings in order to resolve the contradiction.

"Could you think whether it is possible to work as MC (master of ceremonies) instead of a gratuity?"

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I like to do a presentation and work for MC.

I have had no experiments to be nervous, fearful, losing my voice.

Among many Japanese person who dislike to work as MC, I have noticed that these my characters are strong advantages for my life.

So, hear! Beneficent younger engineers who want to invited me to your wedding ceremony,

If you can accept my offer, I am glad to attend your wedding ceremony.

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When I told my wife the above story, She advised me that

"MC? It should be "matchmaker" for your age."

(To be continued.)