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2014-04-01 When I was a junior student, I wondered whether the head teacher could understand that their speech was attractive. [長年日記]

However children in school have chances to be given messages from head teachers in this period, from the opinions of my daughters,

There is still a head teacher who make student to be bored to death.

I don't know the reason why they could be the head teachers.

"What topics was he talking?"

"I didn't remember it at all"

So the head teacher’s speeches are not needed, because the student could not remember what they are talking.

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"The wonderful spring has come. Cherry-blossoms are full bloom, and the new green is easy for our eyes."

-> "Who don't know that?”

"I am sorry to be late, but I am a new head teacher in this school from the beginning of April."

-> "Same as the above"

"I want to make new school that anybody wants to go to school because there are your teachers and friends in our school"

-> "It is just "problem"."

"I want to establish new rules "greetings in advance", "polite phases" and "good posture"

-> "Is that your solution you think? Don't bullshit."

Even if they are junior school student, they might think above.

-----

As far as I know, the messages from head teachers are vacant. The above samples are just to declare their norm.

When I was a junior student, I wondered whether the head teacher could understand that their speech was attractive.

Bore, pain, long.

If a child becomes to develop anemia, it is absolutely "physical abuse of the child".

----

I want to say that you should think out for your speech.

For example, "Now I want to finish my speech within 60 seconds, so please watch the clock on the wall"

In principle, your talk must be a bore. It is inevitable. So I want to say again that you should think out for your speech.


2014-04-02 An application is to tell you a suitable avoidance behavior not to be detected the behavior by the counter-application user. [長年日記]

I heard that an application is released. The application sounds a warring when the person who you don’t like approaches you.

That's to be expected.

However I also had had the same idea from twenty years ago, I didn't apply for a patent.

I knew well that was not patentability.

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On the other hand, we should develop a counter-application.

That is the application you could detect the person who use the application that sounds a warring when the person who you don't like approach you.

And the application also has an intelligent algorithm, for example, Bayesian network, and the algorithm tells you whether the detector takes avoidance behavior using the above application.

At this rate, someone will develop a couter-appication against the above counter-application.

It is to tell you a suitable avoidance behavior not to be detected the behavior by the counter-application user.

-----

Thus, these applications make the world recursive thought attack, air complaints and stifling air. Eventually the world will go to ultimate utopia, I have been proposing,

The interface society

will be coming.


2014-04-03 I misunderstood "creation" fundamentally. [長年日記]

In the Ebata, I used to order my senior daughter to make illustrations.

Both she and I were very tired to operate draw software on the PC, and finally we have decided that

We don't use any draw software more.

There are some reasons why I have decided. The primary reason is that any draw software is troublesome.

The daughter as an illustrator said that,

- Enormous stress-out of different place between drawing line, and displaying line,

- Annoying to push bottoms to change pen size and eraser point by point,

- Painful for operating PC when working of the concept from the beginning,

- need more time to color and to modify them.

On the other hand, I as an ordered thought that,

- taking less than two hours for the making period.

- No need to research the draw software operation we didn't know,

- Easy to share the concept, and to point out modification, and ask the severe deadline.

And as a finishing stroke,

- I like hand drawn works of my daughter than that were made by the draw software.

"Please draw a picture within six hours"

"Impossible"

"You may draw it not to use PC.

When I saw this work, I thought that

What is a reason that we have to keep using draw software?

-----

I misunderstood "creation" fundamentally

In my case, I could know the pleasure of writing my columns, thanks to word processor. But it is not suitable for all field of "creation".

Especially, the pleasures of drawing are generated by not only making image but also, touching, watching, and feeling the pressure of the pens.

On the second thought, I also try to print out my columns and modify some phase with a red pen, again and again.

I know experimentally that we could not get whole image of document just on PC's display.

As my wife's case, she always prints out all kind of photos by digital camera, and fixes the pictures in albums.

The albums are multi-purpose viewers that enable us to review our daughter’s growing reports in a few seconds, and show us more than one hundred pictures at the same time.

-----

Now, in the Ebata, the nostalgia command to be returned to analog is going.

For the moment, we have no plan to use the draw software again.

The only case might be just for me, because I can't make a picture by my hand.


2014-04-04 Once, the days made me happy overwhelmingly with no reason. [長年日記]

Last night, I enjoyed reading "Owari-monogatari(latter)" written by Ishin Nishio-san.

In the book, the scene that the hero and heroine competed in singing songs with scores from the karaoke-machine appeared.

As an engineer, I can determine that the score is not trustworthiness absolutely.

The parameters of the machine must be tuned by engineers.

I can estimate how the engineers make the score algorism.

(1)analysis of key frequency, (2)calculation of the time between specified points of sound, (3)making score as synchronic ratios from the (2)(3).

Maybe there looks like the above three points.

No engineer tries to load another function from the view points of memory and CPU and have spirit to do them.

According to the above parameters, the score becomes worse, the better she sings a song.

So, I think that Ms. Hitagi Senjyougahara doesn't let her down.

-----

When I was a college student, there were many branches that showed "Computer fortune-telling" in college festival. I know well that are squiffy doo.

My wife who majored in English literature input the programming code to personal computer.

"Great! Did you design the algorism?"

I was surprised to heat it from her, she said,

"I just input meaningless many characters from a PC magazine"

The period absolutely existed that

Everybody believe anything with the word "computer”, and everybody respected me only because I could use computer.

Once, the days made me happy overwhelmingly with no reason.


2014-04-05 "What are you making an evil aura from morning?" [長年日記]

When I step down to the living room, I was flicked out from a black aura.

After saying "What is this evil aura?” I found exhausted my senior daughter beyond the aura.

-----

I am very famous for lapping black in my family and company.

My wife affirms that she can see my black aura on the first floor when I am in my room on the second floor.

However it is naturally that the daughter of the father could lap her aura by herself, it is not usual that her aura force to change the direction of my walking,

-----

"What are you making an evil aura from morning?"

When I asked her, she replied me with a vacant stare.

"Changing class"

In addition, she said "this year of mine is going to be determined by the new class members and just ten minutes after releasing it."

I could not what she wanted to say, and she went to school with cling the black aura.

-----

However she went back home with all smiles, I didn't know what she implied this morning. So I called her to my room, and asked her about it.

After the less than one hour’s interview. I was astonished to hear her shocking story.

What she and her classmates are doing everyday are complicated politics breathtakingly, and sophisticated diplomacy beyond my imagination.

(To be continued)


2014-04-06 I thought that "It is a governor of power balance isn't it?" [長年日記]

Hearing her talk with writing down the figure, it is very difficult to understand it.

- Four members in her group.

- However the group has a good relationship between two other groups, my daughter doesn't like a person who is likely to be a leader in other group.

I thought that "It is a governor of power balance isn't it?"

"What is the problem of this class changing? In short it is whether you could join a member of your original group in your new class"

"Not so simple"

- "The probability of joining old member in new class is low despairingly, because there are many classes against the numbers of my original group.

- So, I had to have another strategy that I search a girl who was in another original group.

- But if there is the leader in same new class, I was joined a new group that is managed by the leader because of her charisma.

"In conclusion, what you need conditions are (1) there is a girl who were joined in friendly group in your new class, and (2) there isn't the leader in your new class.

"Right"

"I got you, but I don't know another issue, that "indispensable ten minutes""

(to be continued)


2014-04-07 "It looks like an extreme hell" [長年日記]

""Ten minutes" was a story of experience trauma, which I failed to make initial group last year.

"I don't understand what you are telling me"

"Unless I join or enter to my favorite group within ten minutes, I have to belong to an unlike group for a week."

"For a week?"

"There are many events, for example, orientation, physical, explaining courses for a week."

"Yes."

"If I want to move to another group, I have to wait for a week."

"I see."

"Even if the girl I don't like is, I have to spend time with her for a week."

"It looks like an extreme hell"

"Right? So I have to make or join to my favorite group in ten minutes."

"You have to make a new party in ten minutes. It must be considerable task"

"A new party?"

"You don't care that. Anyway I could understand why you wear such a dark black aura in this morning."

"This year, I could a friend in not my original group but in friendly group, so we could be joyful each other.

-----

"Let me ask you?"

"What?"

"Is it rough for you to take time in your youth?"

"I don't know. No other youth in my life."

"I assume you that your future time in adult must be easy. You can become coming-of-age."


2014-04-08 "I envy you. It is fashionable. How did you get it?" [長年日記]

"It is cool isn't it?"

"So cute! It can fold?"

"Both display and keyboard are compact and seem to be useful."

"likely Sturdy"

"Only voice communication is available isn't it? Oh, this can send character message. I heard this, this... let me see... It is "HAIKU" isn't it?"

"I envy you. It is fashionable. How did you get it?"

My granddaughter said "This is my grandpa keepsake, called "GARAKEI"


2014-04-09 "All computers are ours." [長年日記]

Today, the support of Windows XP is finished.

I am wondering why not only Microsoft Co, but also technical news sites are announcing the risk of keeping using XP with change color.

Of course, I know well that some money flow in the news site. But I don't know who tries to spend money for the purpose.

- SIer and maintenances Co. that works for a new OS install.

- PC makers that want to sell a new PC.

- Security soft warehouse.

and so on.

-----

For me, I think that this is rare business change.

The catchy slogan is,

"We keep saving your company securities with Windows XP for more than ten years"

But I could never watch such advertisement, so they are not confident in themselves.

If any security accident happens, the company is going to be bankruptcy.

-----

Anyway, I am afraid that I am presumptuous to tell about the Windows.

I am one of the engineers who thought that GUI based computers never run rampant.

"CUI" is only interface for computers.

And there were really a lot of engineers who told everyone to the same messages.

You could find the name with search engine easily.

However they are now acting all high and mighty for technical field, I never pick their names up in fear for alleged defamer

"All computers are ours."

"Never touch them except for engineers"

In the old day, many engineers thought like that.


2014-04-10 "I am sorry that it is absolutely true that each person has their own job-hunting capabilities." [長年日記]

In other time, I went to a company to conduct an interview for the chief executive.

I heard that the company provides students of job hunting with some seminars.

"However I can't make an image of the hardship of job hunting of college students, all of them seem to share tremendous burden of toil.

Contrary to my expectation, Mr. President told me that it was not true.

-The students who can get an offer letter can get many offer letters.

-On the other hand, the students who cannot get it cannot get them.

"You don't say so!"

"I am sorry that it is absolutely true that each person has their own job-hunting capabilities."

-----

I remember that I went home with thinking despairingly

"For job-hunting or English, "Not be loved" is deeply painful."


2014-04-11 "A ramen with pine and shrimp" [長年日記]

Once, a running manga in the magazine "Manga-life STORIA", "Ms.Koizumi, she is a ramen lover" introduced a super ultra spicy ramen "Hokkyoku ramen" to me.

When I feel rough, sad and tough for my work, "Hokkyoku ramen" is always likely to comfort me.

"A ramen could become a friend for life."

It convinced me the above.

After that, I decided that I make sure that I go to eat any ramen that Ms.Koizumi recommends.

Because I think that is the greatest thanks to her.

-----

The ramen in the magazine was

"A ramen with pine and shrimp"

However I didn't expect that way, it is a ramen Ms.Koizumi recommends....

"Ramen with chocolate, ice-cream, lemons, nuts and strawberry...."

To be honest, it should be hard for me.

-----

No. That's not the case.

Original creative ramens, they are O.K. for me.

They can expand my paradigm absolutely.

I might be able to get a story of one column of mine, if it works.

I engage in eating any ramens she loves even if they are not good.

-----

When I tried to check the "ramen with pine and shrimp", the shop is near Nishi-ogikubo station.

It is far from Kokubunzi, Akihabara and Ikebukuro, so it is difficult to go to the shop after Biz-trip.

So it is weekend.

I am sure that it is a cool and luxury adult holiday, just to eat the ramen.


2014-04-12 If you make fun of them, you could encounter dangerous situations. [長年日記]

The other day, some persons now keep talking big about the future technology, thought they had told us about the wrong predict of "GUI ruin".

When the object oriented language became a trend twenty years ago, they had burned FORTRAN and COBOL in effigy with saying

"Like that dirty languages are going to be ruined."

According to ITR report, the use of COBOL is the third after Java and Visual Basic

According to IPA report, the existing COBOL code is 16.8% after Java (25.4%).

According to Gartner report, the code is increasing five billions every year, and the ratio of code make up 65%, two hundred billion of all code of three hundred ten billion

Though I know well any result of research is controllable from methods and views.

It's an indisputable fact that the ruin is out of question.

-----

Even if in FORTRAN or COBOL, the legacy of the past (library group), would be enormous quantity. In addition, the experiences in use over several decades are credible.

At the time, we engineer, thoroughly had neglected to this idea "Heritage (Legacy)".

In the world of computer software, a lot of innovative technologies have happened, but we finally couldn't cull this overwhelming "heritage" eventually.

-----

In other words, just say, "Old" in itself (is suppose to) has a huge value than the "New".

At first glance, senior engineers look like to be daydreaming and useless for everything but they have accumulated (Legacy) great assets.

Mr. /Ms. young engineers. Do you understand?

If you make fun of them, you could encounter dangerous situations.

If they go all out, they use technical legacy skills, abuse the power of unreasonable positions, in addition to,

make you land in hell.


2014-04-13 It is not for respect but for life. [長年日記]

I can accept any tasks if I am asked by anyone.

I do to line between saury and mackerel simulate car engine, calculate the orbit of satellite,

It is for my job.

-----

Yesterday, I watched the last program of "Numbers" of the first season.

The hero uses the method "Bayes estimator" to chase the prison escapee.

I accidently take in this program.

----

"Enjoy?"

"He use the same way as my current jobs."

"Do you do such a great job?"

"Not searching criminal but cause of trouble"

"So you understand what the hero is saying don't you"

"Roughly"

My junior daughter rarely seemed to regard me with veneration.

----

At some future date, she will know that,

We do something when someone orders us to do.

It is not for respect but for life.


2014-04-14 The previous day, I tried to calculate "happiness of marriage" with using numeric only. [長年日記]

Yesterday, I told you about "Bayes estimator". Today my company library sent me a good book whose title is "Basic of Bayes statics with Excel".

"Bayes statics" provides us with the method how to calculate "the probability of cooper's profit when wind blows" under the condition of "wind blows, cooper is profitable".

You don't care? Yes it's O.K.

I think the question changes if we use the method for the wedding problem, for example, "what is the probability of marriage when a person meets mixers more than one time every month".

In other words, I think you are interested in the following, "what is the different probability of marriage between one time and two times mixers in a month?

Don't you mind?

-----

The previous day, I tried to calculate "happiness of marriage" with using numeric only.

In conclusion, I output the calculation results that "Marriage is gamble, but it is valuable for you to bet".

That could not interest the readers.

But I think "leave it to fate" is inferior to "leave it to numeric".

-----

There were some success cases.

Please watch the super presentation "How I hacked online dating" by Ms.Amy Webb.

After a long interval, I busted into laughing, when seeing a presentation.


2014-04-15 "Why the probability goes up twice when the door is changed?" [長年日記]

Though I had knew "Monty Hall problem" from "Owari-monogatari(jyou)" by Ishin Nishio san, I have forgotten it.

Recently, the problem appeared again during "Bayes estimator" study, and I tried to understand this problem and answer.

So, I went to hell for the first time in a long time.

"Monty Hall problem" is easy to understand. You can fine it from many web sites.

(1)There are three doors in front of a player, and the new car of the prize is behind the door of one of them. Goats (meaning out) are behind other doors.

(2)The player gets the new car if they hit the door of the new car. Of course, the player doesn’t know which door is bingo.

(3)Monty (quizmaster) knows the door of the new car, and he shows the goat by opening one goat's door after the (2).

(4)Monty tells the players that they can have a change to change the door.

Question: Should the player change the door?

Answer: Absolutely they should change the door. The probability goes up two times.

------

"What on earth?

"Why the probability goes up twice when the door is changed?"

"The bingo door has been decided at the first stage, so it should not change the probability by ex-post action?"

Do you think so?

-----

The woman writer got more than ten thousands letters of protest (including near one thousand doctorate degree holders) nationwide, and it became tremendous fuss.

Well, I think, would be so.

Even me, I think I did same thing.

But the woman was right.

-----

I did not know the reason even after reading the literature various.

So I tried to execute the simulation activation program using the Monte Carlo method.

However I tried many times again, the numeric showed that she is right.

"Heck! What is this?!

Using all of the overtime hours, I had been thinking all the way this problem.

No, no. This is an honest business.

It is necessary for me to understand "Bayesian estimation" correctly.

After all, I could understand the problem using the resolve to use "100 door’s case" deeply.

-----

So I hope that everybody also suffer against this problem.


2014-04-16 "What are you talking now, Mr.Ebata, of all people?" [長年日記]

Previously, I wrote about the novel "Brave New World" by Aldous Leonard Huxley.

This novel describe a kind of utopia based on the expanded eugenics theory (dystopia from the view of readers)

For example, the world makes three types of human by mechanical processes, and the lower level humans,

are generated as non-intelligent and labor-class human by gene abuse operation, and

are brainwashed that the heavy labor makes them happy.

In short, no unhappy person are in the novel.

-----

I am annoying if I can make a theory to deny the utopia society regardless of discrimination, humanitarian, and ethics.

I am afraid that if I don't, I also deny neither eugenics that was the basic policy of Nazi nor extinction of a specified race.

-----

When I asked my junior fellow a advice, he was saying

"What are you talking now, Mr.Ebata, of all people?"

He showed me the reasoning to deny the eugenics easily.

Today, I omitted the theory (because it is too long). In short, he made his point clear from the view of the meaning of "dominance".

"Oh, I got it!"

I could understand his drift of an argument perfectly, and the same time, I felt to regret to confess myself beaten.

-----

In addition him, there are a lot of junior workers in my office(laboratory) to try to deny my thought with using my previous theory.

In fact, hateful and cool guys, they are.


2014-04-18 "In fact, mom was an industrial espionage and had her sights on company properties." [長年日記]

In my home, we have started a boom the TV program "Missing" in BS Disney channel.

The story is that a mother, whose son was kidnapped, is at war or cooperates with intelligence organization of several countries and tries to save the son.

The mother, who has worked at PTA for her son, had a go-getter CIA agent in her youth, and she never hesitates to kill opponent agents.

The gap is very attractive and and tremendous impact for my family member.

-----

At the time we chatted with watching TV.

"Do you have a similar old story like that for two you?"

"In fact, mom was an industrial espionage and had her sights on company properties."

"An old story, it is"

"I checked mom with my chasing system with camera and GPS monitoring, and finally mom was captured by me"

"And?"

"I proposed mom to stop the jobs and get married to me. If mom accepted this offer, I give up telling the police about this crime".

"Oh, it is a dramatic story."

"Recently I think you do part-time work continually, surely you don't restart your old work again"

"It is secret."


2014-04-19 "The only recourse to get unconditional respect and awe from the world" [長年日記]

An SF Author, Sir Arthur Charles Clarke, said that "Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic.”

The old day, my predecessor in my laboratory have perceived that "we are monks in the technology field"

I think that he wanted to tell me that both technology and religion come down to be same from the view of unknown and received.

Certainly, Internet, Smart phone and GPS are beyond reach of imagination, but something excellent.

On the other hand, if someone wants to know the mechanism, we tell them

"You don't have to know that"

"All you have to do is to use it"

The above concept is similar to the saying a guru tell believers.

-----

Go to extremes, I think we can expand the concept to "both Aum Shinrikyo and iPhone are same".

"Why couldn't I of all people, make the initial setting of iPhone?"

"Because it is shortage of your love to iPhone"

The saying jumps down my throat.

In fact, I think, no doubt, for real and at the bottom of my mind,

"iPhone must die"

-----

Let me go to board.

Engineers and scientists, who are monks in technology field, have the common central dogma.

One of them is "never tamper with data".

The significance of existence is to guarantee repeatability in order to get the same results from the same environments.

No repeatability, no making it to expand "something unknown but excellent".

The concept of "something unknown but excellent" is

"The only recourse to get unconditional respect and awe from the world"

So, all actions that threaten the above are big treason acts against religion whose name is "technology".

Speaking in general, "it is easier to see the data," and "to look beautiful" are acts to be praised.

That is the reason why the acts are attacked by monks in the same protege.

-----

However, this is a matter of "internal sect".

I think that there are many engineers and scientists, who feel deeply unpleasant to see that some outsiders who don't understand the technology, have criticized patronizingly "the problems"


2014-04-20 What I want to know is to know rough digit number, not correct numeric. [長年日記]

Yesterday, I have calculated the merit of "tax deduction for spouse" using Excel

"To my surprise, there is few sample case with numeric on the net.

I estimated the two reasons as follows,

(1) To avoid blames against wrong calculation and numeric

(2) To have no intentions to verify the mount of the tax system with numeric

What I want to know is to know rough digit number, not correct numeric.

For example, I just want t know how much the tax allowance is

-Several ten thousand yen, or

-One hundred and several thousand yen, or

-Several hundred thousand yen

But I could not find it.

The web sites of public offices are the worst.

I know what they mean very well.

There are some persons who print out the numeric and go to office to make a complaint about the difference between the numeric and their own cases.

So I think public office want to avoid the notations to understand easily.

Some licensed tax accountants might be annoyed for the notations.

Anyway, I had to waste my time for the calculation with Excel tables and formulas

-----

I think that what are the most important things are rough grips based on rough formula and rough numeric.

Thought yesterday was a important day for me, I could reach the rough understands,

- Difference between "income tax" and "inhabitant tax"

- The walls of several types of amount money, so called,

- The meaning of the word "National Pension Plan" and "employees' pension"

As the proverb goes, "We can say "I can understand" after it becomes explicable". It is true largely.

-----

On the other hand, today's diary has another purpose, "an advertisement of my next activity".


2014-04-21 Thought the lady was surprised at my action, that supervised me very well. [長年日記]

I had the fifth degree of Aiki-do.

"So what?"

Someone might ask me the above.

Yes. There is no effect of such a degree. In fact, it is useless. To begin with, it was thirty years ago.

Inexpertly, handling basic moves skillfully reminds me well.

-----

The other day, the young lady become the point of falling because of emergency brake in the train, and

I didn't catch the woman's body,

But tried to handle my body, and eventually,

I bowl over the woman.

-----

Thought the lady was surprised at my action, that supervised me very well.

I have remembered handling skillful basic move, whenever anyone rushes at me.

"I lost a chance of romance."

Though It also is possible the above interpretation, it is better to say

"I finally save peace of my family."

I know well that neither "catch a woman's body" nor "bowl over woman's body" are right.

It is clear that which is worse.


2014-04-22 It is just good to work. [長年日記]

I feel happy to get goods of the old type and keep using them for a long time, for example private car and PC.

I got the video camera two generation ago, which had been displayed in a shop.

It is nice one, that is light and small and its storage device is only SD card,

But a problem has happened.

The Battery dies in its bed, and there is not same type good at all.

I am really annoyed with this accident.

However I made a cell battery pack by myself, my wife said "inconvenience, heavy and shamed". I also think that it is natural.

All my efforts are in vain. When I entered type number of battery in search site

I could find the battery of clone.

I don't know how to make it, where to make it, how the quality is. Moreover it is suspicious price.

It is just good to work.

Even if the good is infringed up, I am not guilty for the resell and use as business.

-----

Recently there are a lot of good like that around me.

At least there is no brand printer inks for three printer in my house.


2014-04-23 This means that even in the post-war parliamentary democracy, the requirement of "only on the mutual consent of the two" was on the verge to be crushed. [長年日記]

As for this contributed column "The reason why we cannot stop the progress of the low birth rate, unless we are given a legal status similar to marriage format in fact marriage", I wrote a little about a civil law before the WW2 In the draft version.

I deeply understood that "marriage" is really just a system.

----- Excerpt Original draft (abstract) from here -----

- It seems to think "love is essential to marriage" now, but the idea itself, historically, fairly avant-garde.

- The Civil Code of the Meiji era, they could not get married without the consent of the parents until 30 years old for men.

- Furthermore, in the even post-war amendment to the Civil Code, "cooperation aid of direct line of descent" was being considered.

- Speaking roughly, the provisions for marriage, established a total of six (parents of both sides and a party), has been rejected by "majority".

- This means that even in the post-war parliamentary democracy, the requirement of "only on the mutual consent of the two" was on the verge to be crushed.

By the way, there is not description in the current law (Civil Code), that "love is prerequisite to marriage" at all.

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Well, I think that conventional wisdom should not necessarily being reflected in the law.

Anyway we seem to be able to be born in in extremely rare era that the linkage of love and marriage is thought as normal".


2014-04-24 "Those data is collected by money of our tax and TV fee isn't they" [長年日記]

The other day, I went to attend a lecture of Bayesian network that can give us solution for complicated problem, based on Bayesian estimation.

Inspired.

The method seems to be suitable for me, because it is possible to make some outputs except for poor data.

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As far as I am concerned, I have to use several types of data in order to write columns. But the counts of data I could collect are nothing serious.

However I have shown you population forecast, birthrate forecast and Unmarried rate forecast, these are calculated based on small data and my original hypothesis until "I can deceive me"

So, when I heard the sentence "According to the survey results from 1,700 people ....” I really think in rage

"I will fire the NHK Hall at Yoyogi"

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- I think that both government offices and NHK have spent much money for collecting data.

- So I can understand that they don't open the data easily.

Do you really think that I could say the above?

"Those data is collected by money of our tax and TV fee isn't they"

"Why do you keep close them?"

I think it so. It is natural.

"What the lower class people do is to believe our analysis results."

"Don't put your nose into my business.”

I want to tell them

"Give me your data. No need your program."

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Bayesian estimation provides me, like

No connection to be given data,

No money to buy data,

Mock of free technical writer,

Mock of poor data analysis,

With a specified numeric estimated results

"Let me calculate the system evaluation of "system not to generate children" based on Bayesian estimation"

I become back-to-basics for the first time in many years.


2014-04-25 "However, the source was reported from you, Ebata-san only" [長年日記]

Previously I told you that I had an commuting accident.

The second half of the year before last, just two persons of several hundred researchers had the commuting accident.

I was one of these two.

On this matter, I have not received a word of reproach from anyone.

Click here for more information.

"I go to office by axilla crutch."

"Good wound and bad wound"

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K:"However the source was reported from you, Ebata-san only"

Ebata:"Yes?"

K:"Nobody knows the truth of the accident"

Ebata:"What?"

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There are a lot of junior colleagues like him around me awfully.

One of the junior colleagues said the following,

"Ebata-san was

- just chasing the empty stroller.

- not able to save a baby even if the stroller is not empty. (because I could not keep running anymore by the wound.)

- In conclusion, Ebata-san didn't save anybody, and bowed himself.

"O.K. You are right."

"From the view of a research engineer, your vision is nothing to be desired."

"However, where is your love and sympathy going?"

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Let me go to the subject.

K:"Ebata-san, well done!"

Ebata:"For what?"

K:"Your report was the best of all, that was including your all skills you have had."

Ebata:"What?"

K:"Your blog, report to your boss and rumor control (espionage). Everything was perfect! I do respect you again."

He thumbs up to me, with proud face.

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Anyway, in a company research laboratory, my act of heroism has been to the fraud.


2014-04-26 Can you image the programming without debugging? [長年日記]

When I was a college student, a professor of my laboratory used to tell me,

In the past, in order to use the computer, he had to ask for the large scale computer centers in University of Tokyo.

In order to make a calculation, he had to send a bunch of punch cards that were written a program to University of Tokyo. (The punch card were written "Z(1) = Y + W(1)" only).

Ebata: "Professor, how did you debug the programming?"

Prof.:"There was no concept of debug in those days"

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Can you believe it?

Can you image the programming without debugging?

He drilled a hole in the punch card of several thousand pieces (with loudly noise), and packed the card in cardboard box to the university.

After that he had to wait the results for several months.

Can you live in the world as a research engineer?

The program code that was written in one card is just one line, for example "Z(1) = Y + W(1)".

If I had been him, I would have gone mad no doubt.

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Prof.:"When I noticed the error of the top of program list, I don't know how to express the despair…"

Ebata: "Professor, you don't have to say any more.

However I had one deeply question about it, and I asked him,

Ebata:"How do you get the result of error?"

Prof.:"I had got a paper that is described just "Syntax error in line 1"".

Listening to this story, I really cried.

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People who have their own personal computer that far surpasses the computational capability of the computer center of the University of Tokyo at the time.

And the specified guys who use only for erotic game, contents of copyright violation and careless tweets.

Apologize to my professor.


2014-04-27 Ordinary people will the end of their life without using the word "police questioning". [長年日記]

Ordinary people will the end of their life without using the word "police questioning".

As far as I am concerned, I have been called from police not only mainland but overseas.

I don't get angry with the questions especially. I am afraid that I was born like that by nature.

Well, if I was born in dignity,

"I enjoy my own special situation."

is correct.

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Maybe, I am also responsible for the accidents.

When police car passes through the close, I would think about, for example,

- Nobody could build a case for a remote switch that is available for triggering device.

and,

- the failure of "hydrogen bomb" experiment has already passed limitations is to expire.

So I become nervous. -> I emit a special kind of ora -> Professional soldiers and police should be no reason to miss the ora.

I am afraid that the negative feedback is going to change the just word "police question" to a part of my life.

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Previously,

I wrote a diary, whose thesis was "Real does not have to be rich, but to be left in your life"

Today's topic might be a kind of negative side of the above "real".


2014-04-28 “Anyone should be aware of themselves. If not, we feel that we all are fool clown.” [長年日記]

Yesterday, I happened to watch an animation "Kyouka" by Youtube.

This animation is no complaints. This original work of art is wonderful. Moreover the deeply important point is that this work shows not only bloom of youth but also life itself.

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There was a substitute player in certain sports club. The substitute was very vigorous effort to become a regular, but he did not regular. Because qualified members were enough in that club.

A girl-genius was among them. Of course her ability was far from the substitute.

She played very well in a tournament and she was selected as the MVP too.

When an interviewer asked her why she won, she answered,

"Just good luck"

I think the answer was too acrimonious for the substitute. How do you think?"

Anyone should be aware of themselves. If not, we feel that we all are fool clown.

(Hyouka episode 10 ""Blind spot for all of people")

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The first desperation after joining my company was

"Ability counts for more than effort."

The ability that was overcome by effort is not suitable for the name "ability".

However my father often told me that "effort pays in long run", I am afraid that he had no chance to meet a real genius.

Maybe he didn't know that overwhelming and awe-inspiring ability a genius owned.

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Living by crawling in the mud of despair would therefore really painful.

So, I do not want to blame anyone go down or get out of the aim of heights.


2014-04-29 Each supervisor acts for their merit with using week rookies. [長年日記]

There is an extreme event "business presentation of trainee in two year" in my company.

This "extreme" means that instructors, managers, and general managers assist the rookies of the second year, and all of executive directors attend the event.

In my case, I had been ordered to rewrite reports and presentation materials by them, and I have almost been broken physically and mentally.

Among them, the worst in the lowest was an inconsistent hierarchy.

The instructors, managers, and general managers issue the contradict order to the rookies, and parts of them tries to ignore the principle on purpose and never permit the modification.

Each supervisor acts for their merit with using week rookies.

Of course, this is a rule violation of the company, so rookies could stop the contradict order. If they do it, the human relationships are absolutely broken, because,

The rookies are about to daub boss’s face with mud.

The rookies take courage to do it. In fact they need madness.

Additionally, the executive enforce them to change the concept of the almost completed presentation before a few days.

For example, "the term of "Global" should be added in all presentation material"

Of course, the flow of presentation is going to be destroyed. Rookies become nervous and continue to fall in sick in sequence.

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"Stop this stupid event as soon as possible!"

I always have been claimed to be consistent since joining company.

To begin with, this event doesn't generate merit but demerit. I had wanted to calculate it.

I used to seriously think that I was going to expose the result at the shareholders' meeting

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By the way, could you see the same of their behave scandalously in your ordinal days?

Especially, if you were middle management like me.

To be continued


2014-04-30 You are wrong because of not have a thorough behind-the-scenes work. [長年日記]

It is a continuation of yesterday.

Could you see the same of behave scandalously in your ordinal days?

Yes. It is "project".

You know well that without exception, any project finally is going to be mess.

When you have almost finished the final specifications at the last minute, the client executive will be crushed it at all.

Moreover, my company executives will deny the whole contract, and the project is finally destroyed by them.

Unfortunately, this is not executive fault, but

you are wrong because of not have a thorough behind-the-scenes work.

The comments would be numerous and this is also called "Politics".

Any business person could not avoid the politics, even if you are a just engineer.

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As for two year's rookies, it must be meaningful to give them the know-how of politics.

If they try such politics training outside, it might have a high risk of it. So this event might be good for the rookies.

However I understand all of the situation, what I am not going to convince is that

It is not a money-making.

The raison d'etre of company is earning money.

I am afraid that how much you would spend money for politics of in-company game. I cannot accept the situation.

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Junior:"Ebata-san, you are wrong. It is a kind of extreme experience and development of a sense of belonging to the organization.

Ebata:"You would say just “brain-washing” in short aren't you?"

J:"No, No. it is important for us to do pain experiments in real."

E:"It is you who is wrong. As the proverbs goes, we should avoid burden by money"

J:"Come on! I think that it is Ebata-san. You said "you have to do is to make “real”. It is enough to make them"

E:" Ugh!"

J:" We all will live a long business life in the future with "history falsification", to assemble parts of those meaningless events.

E:"...."

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Proving my idea wrong with my own logic is

to extremely regret.