Everybody can admit that even if we had enormous music and video files in a storage, or even if we had the collection of books as a floor fell out, they are worthless.

Though the record contents which are able to take out freely anytime are surely convenient, they are far from the value of the momentary time and space where we play contents.

We, who are listening to the music, watching the videos and reading the books, never lose against our past memories.

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Therefore,

"The life that we forget is not our life" and "the life that lead to death is worthless" is nonsense.

For example,

If my father, who seems to be dazzling mountains to sprout in the fresh green and light to shake in the surface of a river, could feel "good" or "not good", at the moment, he surely lives in the life of him.

Even if he forget all of the memories of the day at home, it should be a wrong logic that the memories become worthless.

We don't have to lead the funny eggheads that "I could keep the memories if my father forget them".

My father living in the moment itself is really "my father living", and,

It is worth deserving the life for not anyone but father oneself.

I became able to think so finally.

(Continuation from yesterday)

Back to the board.

I think the best content of "NHK Special" is absolutely "Nightmare in July, Cuban Crisis", and if I can pick up the second prize, it must be

"A century of movies"

The other day, I happened to know "this digital re-mastered revision had broadcasted in a BS channel in this September.

"Oh my god! "

I lost out on them.

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I don't understand this big news of "broadcast of the digital re-mastered revision of "A century of movies"", that shocked us around the world, had not released on the TV news program and newspapers.

I am afraid that mass media is really useless.

I wonder if I was upset by this thing.

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For example,

the people of the country can vote a person who

had have no experiments of national game of of the senior high school baseball Koushien tournament, and even amateur baseball.

have no experiments of grasping ball and bat (might know rules of baseball)

had continued to blame the training policies of baseball manager of other high school with bitter words.

On the other hand, nobody knows whether the person has the original baseball theory,

even if so, the person hadn't opened it to the third person.

the people of the country try to put such the person into the manager of a regular school of the Koshien Tournament

in addition, if they lose the game, they can endanger the lives of tens of millions to billions of units, I doesn't mean just "lose the game"

The country that can make such the manager.

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Through it before, I continued to issue with warning

"NHK Radio English Conversation" continues to flow the wrong national statue of that country "

I also misunderstood the "terrible" of "spirit of challengers" of the country, and I am self-criticized now.

"Why did they demonstrate "Frontier Spirits", even in such a place ?"

This means that I am the person of low caliber.

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In principle, I don't write political issues in my diary. I have experiences involved in unnecessary troubles.

But this morning, at the change station station announcement, I heard

"Next, express train to Enoshima

against the influence of the US presidential election

arrives late by 6 minutes".

At that time, I could hear the voice from the sky

"Let's do this now".

(Continuation from yesterday)

At the timing when the company's system says "change passwords", I will also change the entire password of my private net service -

This is troublesome for me.

Procedures to change all the passwords of Google, twitter, facebook, Mercari and other 11 sites in total are awfully laborious.

After all, since each password is different for each site, and it is natural for me to forget the password that was set three months ago. So I have to recall them again.

The other day, when measuring the time from the start time to the end time, I knew that it took 2 hours and 10 minutes.

This is rather expensive.

If there is a password change support site - it might be "lucky", however I am afraid that it means all sites will be hijacked even if this site was hijacked.

At least, I will not use it.

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Besides that, we must also inform this password of families.

The mail order site, for amazon.com, is shared by my family.

However, because I can not do something sticky, like "putting a password on the display of a personal computer" in the way.

In my family, I tell your family, (1) a simple rule of constructing a new password, and (2) The key phrase serving as the core of the password,

we are doing this 3 months password change method.

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Well, it's troublesome to get used to password-related operations.

For writing the next column, I am doing a simple simulation experiment.

"Destructive experiment of deeply learned neural network".

On the other hand, I can say,

"Destruction work from the human side to AI technology"

However, what I am doing is easy as stupid.

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Actually,

"How robust a neural network has against external attacks or self-destruction"

or

"How much can I stop a neural network if I break it.

I wanted to know the result approximately.

I tried searching for papers about the above trial, but I could not find it.

Actually, I also try it by myself.

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I plan to disclose the results as the final round of "nursing care" of this month's "work way reform" series.

This column will also be "extremely uncomfortable" content.

I often see in the news that entertainment actors have recently been arrested for using drugs and stimulants.

I don't know if she/he is an entertainer so they are involved in an incident like this, or just that an entertainer is delicious as a news source.

When I was a university student, I was about to sell "Cannabis (Hashishi)" on the road of travel in China and India.

These were the last chance of a so-called "drag".

After all, "drag" for me is a cold or abdominal pain, a sleeping pill or a stabilizer.

I don't feel sorry about that, and I think I'm also very lucky.

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I heard that there is a typical thinking of addicted person.

"I have control over drugs, alcohol and tobacco. Therefore, I am not addicted. "

It is ironic that the idea of "I am not addicted" itself has become "a means of judging whether or not I am addicted".

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You can think about "your character" in the same way.

For example, the self-evaluation "I am a normal person" has no meaning in front of other people's evaluation "You are an abnormal person"

If there are three people who say "you are abnormal", it cannot be helped that you can accept the opinions.

Self-evaluation is only your own evaluation.

Such an evaluation is meaningless for our socially.

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Thinking like this,

After all, It may be said that we, everyone, have suffered from

"addiction of myself"

I was in a big bookstore the other day, gathering information.

As usual, many of the books are called "XXX in Just a Day.

I think many people buy this kind of book.

If I were, I would written a book whose title is

"The Book of Lies in a Day In just one day."

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This is a parody of the story that led to the failure of the "Hilbert Program" plan -- I think, maybe.

The source is this book.

The Ebata house is equally far from all the stations, the nearest convenience store is a 10-minute walk away, and the closest supermarket is in a location that I can't muster the energy to walk to -- it's a bad location.

The other day, I checked with my GPS logger and found that there is no possibility of flooding damage because the house is located at an elevation of 76 meters above sea level. However, there is a bank nearby, so the possibility of landslide damage cannot be completely ruled out.

In case you're wondering, I looked at the hazard map and it was not in the danger zone, but 100 meters away is listed as a Red Alert.

However, our house is close to a movie theater.

If I take the back roads, it's about a 15 minute drive to get there.

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In the past, "going to the movies" was a big event, and a celebration.

It was like a card that could be used once or twice a year.

However, my family, with the exception of myself, go to see the late show easily after having dinner .

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The reason for this is the "cinema complex" system of movie theaters.

In a cinema complex, the number of seats in each screen is differentiated, so that films that are expected to attract a large number of viewers can be shown on the screen with the largest number of seats, and films that have been released for a long time or have lost their ability to attract viewers can be shown on the screen with the smallest number of seats.

It is attached to a shopping center and a supermarket, and is located in a relatively large station.

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In the past, in order to see a movie, you had to go to the city center and go to Cinerama, a large venue with a big screen, and of course, there were no Internet reservations, so it was not uncommon to wait three to four hours to get into a movie theater.

And, believe it or not, smoking was allowed in the theater. It wasn't even a separate smoking area.

The sight of cigarette smoke reflected in the light of a movie was the "normal" way to watch a movie.

Some of them were taking pictures of the movie screen with their cameras.

Some of them were taking pictures with flashes, and as a child, I thought to myself, "There are some irredeemable idiots in this world.

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With Amazon and NetFlix, new movies are now easily available on your computer or smartphone.

I think this is a big blow to the movie theaters, but for the producers, it means that they can secure enough income to pay for it.

In any case, for me, I would like to keep the event of "going to the cinema to see a movie" as "extraordinary" in my mind.

It seems that a minister was recently removed from office after making some rather unremarkable comments about the death penalty.

I once heard the Minister of Justice say, 'I want you to consider the automation (algorithm) of executions'.

I was thinking about the weight of the responsibility of the Minister of Justice, but after hearing these comments, I am not sure.

"Which is correct? (or Majority?)"

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If the Minister of Justice is not too distressed, I feel like an idiot for having given this a lot of thought.

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I believe that the death penalty is the greatest torture of all, because 'the date of its execution has not been fixed', more than the penalty.

In other words, the essence is in the daily fear that 'tomorrow, I might be killed,'

It is a mental torture that continues every day until the death penalty is carried out -- If I were, I would go insane from the fear,

After all, I am such a weaker that even homework due dates and program deadlines make me lose my weight.

The mere thought of "my life's delivery date" is enough to drive me crazy.

I do not know if this fear is even with the amount of punishment.

However, it is important to remember that the death penalty is not only a "death penalty" but also a set of "daily horrors leading up to the death penalty".

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My recent interest is in the mental health of those on death row.

They are likely to be very serious mental conditions, and they have no method to remove the reason(final death sentence) except for an appeal for retrial.

I am very interested in how to do mental support for people in these situations.

If anyone knows anything about this, please let me know.

I think I did well this weekend, too -- However, I only finished half of the tasks I set out to do.

Well, even if I did my best,

'The only reward for doing your best is doing your best.'

I think so.

I say this as I am on the verge of retirement, but this is a good and true statement.

More accurately, "The only reward for a job well done is that you did it" (Angie, in Hamidashikko).

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Oh, there was one more thing.

You can "falsify history."

This one may be a 'tasty reward' in its own right -- even if it is an illusion.