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2023-08-01 "I feel like my father and mother are the most pleased with my choice now." [長年日記]

At this time of year, TV programs feature resort destinations.

But, to me, it is not a hit at all.

For more information, see "I Thought I Was Going to Choke to Death from Boredom" here.

Others have asked me once or twice, "What on earth do you enjoy doing for a living, Ebata?"

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Speaking of things I've enjoyed in the past few years,

- I had a bite of Uiro with a bottle of tea on the bullet train when I returned home after helping my mother change her gastric bandage.

- I had Cooked fresh fish ordered over the Internet and ate it while watching my father's face as he enjoyed it.

And so on.

If you ask me, "Is that what makes Ebata so much fun?" I think it's a feeble answer myself.

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I, recently, attended a working college, and I've been trying to figure out why I did this (outburst). So I reached the following.

"My father and mother died and left me enough money to pay for my schooling."

I gained resources (time and money) through the death of my father and mother.

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When my father and mother were alive, they were hospitalized, discharged, experienced drastic changes in their condition, and had to negotiate with hospitals, facilities, and city hall. Of course, it was nowhere near the hard work of my sister, who supported me in the front -- but still, I think it was a very stressful day.

At least I didn't have time to think about 'studying in college.

And since I was struggling to make ends meet with tuition and living expenses before I entered the workforce, I honestly wish I could use a time machine to deliver this money to me when I was living in a boarding house.

I think that if I had been able to do that, I probably would not have become the "me" I am today.

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All in all, I am a horrible person.

With the resources (time and money) gained from the death of my father and mother, I am studying in college.

I can say that I am the best parent unhappy child.

And I am not without guilt about it, either.

Even so,

"I feel like my father and mother are the most pleased with my choice now."

Well, that's my analogy and one-sided assumption.