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2021-08-27 "I want to kill my baby, and get a good night's sleep" [長年日記]

I hate (not "criticize") any, tyrannical, autocratic state.

Among them, I dislike Pol Pot, Ceau Chesco, Mao Zedong, and the Nazis.

Because these guys took advantage of the children.

Pol Pot tore families apart and thrust their children together into state institutions, and Ceau Chesco did the same.

Mao Zedong tried to maintain his power by creating a "crazy civil war" called the Cultural Revolution and turning ideologically immature young people into mobs (revolutionary fighters?).

By brainwashing children in Germany, the Nazis created a fanatical boy soldier named Hitlerjugend.

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The family is the entity that carries out the process of protecting and nurturing a child to adulthood with a concept of "love" that is far removed from financial interests.

I don't want my child to be in the hands of the state, much less corrupt politicians who spend all their time fighting for power.

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I'm thinking it, however I'm stunned by the fact that family is killing their children.

"Ministry of Health, Labor and Welfare reports record number of child abuse cases, over 200,000 last fiscal year"

I was stunned that "57 abusive deaths, about half of them of 0-year-olds.

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"I understand the stress of raising children, especially the anger towards them.

Honestly speaking, that is "hatred" that surpasses "love" by a factor of 100.

"I want to kill my baby, and get a good night's sleep"

If there are any parents who have never thought about such things, I would like to meet them.

"Parenting is torture" is as true as "Caregiving is hell".

However, "childcare torture (as long as it is sleep-related)" is timed. Two years at the most.

That day will come like a sudden clearing of the haze. I can promise you that.

Please believe in that day, and stay away from killing (or abusing) your own children.

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Compared to the daily life where children are killed or abused in a closed, locked room.

"Was Pol Pot still better?

Please don't make me think, even for a moment.