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2019-09-01 To you, thinking about suicide(Part 2) [長年日記]

To you, thinking about suicide(Part 2)

Checklist for the coming September 6th (Friday).

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- Complete disposal of so-called "Ero Books” or "BL Books”, self-made poems, moe pictures, and lyrics

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If they are paper-based something, burn them completely.

However, recently, bonfires etc. are in violation of the law even if they are in the home, so it is troublesome to be notified.

It is necessary to burn little by little in an unpopular place.

I think that it is better to prepare kerosene, considering that it must be completely ashed.

The problem is digital data.

Basically all passwords of contents stored on the PC are broken easily.

Even after deletion, most contents can be recovered (there is special software that makes recovery impossible).

Whether it is suicide or not, the police handle the seizure of evidence.

The media loves this kind of content.

Especially today's teenage suicide is their favorite food.

Of course, this is a privacy violation, but privacy violations do not apply to dead humans.

Therefore, it is necessary to destroy PCs and smartphones completely.

However, information can be obtained from a part of the memory, and the data will not disappear if it is submerged.

It is safe to throw away where it is difficult to find.

I recommend "discarding in the sea on a harbor cruise”.

There are still 5 days, so hurry up and book a train or cruise now.

By the way, the card will reveal your identity, so please make a reservation in cash.

Be careful not to write your real name in the crew list.

In addition, "discarding in the sea by harbor cruise" is a criminal act. So you should not be witnessed by people around you. Also, ordinary people can arrest you, so please be careful not to secure your personality.

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- Deleting SNS entries

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The police can issue a disclosure order to the provider, so it can be easily examined.

Even anonymous SNS can identify individuals relatively easily from the location information of the smartphone.

Moreover, if there is a history on your computer or smartphone, you can identify it with a single shot.

It is certain to request removal from the provider, but this is particularly troublesome (I have done it on the website of the neighborhood association).

First, you must verify your identity, but if you have not registered an anonymous SNS with your real name, there is no way to show that you are.

Even if the identity can be proved, if the provider refuses to delete it, you must order the court and proceed with the proceedings.

And even if the deletion is successful, the cache will remain, so it will take some time for it to disappear (it may take about a year). Well, basically you have to give up.

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I think there is a way of thinking that "why do I have to think something because I will die anyway soon" (at least I can understand)

However, it may not be said that "pain" is irrelevant.

Therefore, you consider the following considerations.

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- Examination of suicide method

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Do not jump into the train. Even if it is "you don't care for it", you can't die immediately.

It also fails with a high probability.

In addition, wrist cuts are not recommended because the pain time is long.

The method of using briquettes also suggests long-term pain because vomit remains around the body. (Though you don't know, it's the same painful state of hangover)

I recommend hanging on the neck (the death penalty method officially adopted by Japanese law). However this will result in defecation due to muscle relaxation, so if possible, complete fasting is recommended today.

If water is not consumed, survival for 5 days is not guaranteed. Please give up "urinate".

Moreover, it has been reported that a considerable amount of distress occurs in amateur hanged suicides.

If possible, it is desirable to use the long drop method (dropped from a sufficiently high point), which is adopted by the Japanese capital punishment system.

Since it would be difficult to implement the long drop method at home, I think it is relatively certain to use a school gymnasium.

If the rope knots are loose, the worst is tibial damage, and you will have to stay alive with the half-body attached. Please make your preparations carefully.

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I think it would be difficult to clear the above checklist in five days on a scheduled basis, however I say "do your best".

However, delaying this case and schedule will not have a significant effect, so you may study it, and do it slowly.