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2018-10-21 "this book is great, let you try to read it" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

I read my diary yesterday and noticed

Some kinds of people can use a phrase "Disgusting is disgusting".

I want to use it for works and person.

However, it is a little hard for me to use this phrase, because it seems to be "revealing ignorance"

I come to think how to use the another phrase, as a same effect,

"I disgust it illogically, intuitively, discriminately, externally, with prejudice."

To return to our subject.

Well, it is continuation of yesterday.

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These actions are not serious, between person in same position (for example, friend)

However, if the people is your boss, the story changes. if your boss said

"this book is great, let you try to read it"

and

if your boss asks you about the impressions of the book later again and again,

I hope that you can understand that this boss's behavior is a terrible power harassment.

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Indeed, I may have been forced from the superiors many times, "to read garbage-like content books and papers" many times.

I will read anything, if it is needed for my work. Because it is a work.

However it is not related to my work(for example, a book written by a boss), I take it with smile "thank you very much". And I throw it into a trash bin directly.

From this trauma, I cannot run away from a fear of "forcing my own work to others".

When I want to advertise my own work, I basically just use blogs or e-mails for unspecified majority, and I will restrict my will, even it is.

(To be continued)