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2018-02-13 I realize that the overloads of brain are different, [長年日記]

I have been crazy for a programming for a few months.

However, I have left a lot of document works, so I had to stop the programming.

For a few days, I wrote and wrote documents, and I noticed that there are two types fatigue.

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I realize that the overloads of brain are different,

In case of the coding, I have to chase more than 1 million's object at the same time, so I am exhausted when going home.

In case of the writing, I have to make a story with a reasonable logic. Even if one collapse of the logic happens, I have to make another collapse in order to fix the previous collapse. That is a negative catenation, so called. Anyway I have been under a lot of stress.

Both of them are not "easy".

However my ultimate hope is "to live my life easily".

Of course, I want "money" and "honor", however I can exchange them with "easy" for me.

However, when we want to become a "easy" master, I think that I will lose not only "money" and "honor" but also "my favorite works". So it is difficult for me.

(To be continued)