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2017-07-20 "We can not feel happiness somewhere" [長年日記]

I live with a smartphone clumsy.

Indeed, "I realize that smartphone is" interface with the net world ".

I feel that news, music, movies, information gathering, location searches, everything is possible at all times.

Now, we - including me, as a network engineer - could have obtained the ultimate world we had aimed, however,

"We can not feel happiness somewhere"

"It is far more happy for us on the way to making the aimed world" seems to be similar to

the thought that the preparation for the cultural festival is fun from the day of the cultural festival.

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However, what I have thought,

For the cultural festival, people who think "I want to enjoy the cultural festival", enjoy the preparation,

I wonder if we can find good way to avoid applying the cultural festival forcibly to all members of the organization --- even I know well it cannot be helped from the view point of the character of the "cultural festival"

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

Of course, I know that it is just selfish.

Because, if I were the executive committee of the cultural festival,

"I will enforce everyone to voluntarily and positively request participation and dedication"

If I were a mere participant in the cultural festival,

"Do anything by someone want to do"

I will say say that, however,

On the day of the cultural festival, I will enjoy it exactly, and say

"Cultural festival, it was hard, but it was rewarding,"

and so on.

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In my case,

"You did not participate in preparing for the cultural festival, rather you would have only disturbed!"

I stood on the side that I should suppresses the impulse to shout,

"Do not involve me in your self satisfaction!"

I also stood on the side who carried out arbitrary sabotage.

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Go back to the board.

Once I was on the side of making "interface with the net world", however

now, I puzzled by the difficulty of using a complex and strange interface of "the world with the Internet world", and, even I feel anger with the difference between the world view I had my images before.

"You did not participate in preparing for making the Internet at all, rather you would have only disturbed!"

and,

"Do not involve me in your self uncomfortable net world!"

The both feelings are coexisting, and involved complicatedly.