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2015-10-05 "Does the subject of the art want to teach me "despair?" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

It was everything I could do, that I could do to keep results of the art education in "3" (five phases of evaluations) through the entire period of the K-12.

"I do not have artistic talent" I thought.

Above all, it was not enjoyable.

"Hopeless distance between scenery in front and the picture which I drew"

"Unreasonable disagreement between the art object which I imagined, and the clay work which I made

"Does the subject of the art want to teach me "despair?"

I really thought it.

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However, now I work making the design of the logo(sample) as a volunteer.

Who knows my life is going.

On behalf of the daughter whom it becomes busy, and difficult to ask an illustration, I came to have to draw an illustration by myself.

For these two years, I have studied how to use draw tool desperately by myself.The commercial books are totally useless to me, because I only want to only draw "line drawing". Finally, I completed how to make(not draw) illustrations for oneself.

This is never done without PC.

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For a certain person, this may be the machine like the devil,

However, PC which brought me the world, even though I was completely given up by literary talent and artistic skill, I want to say "thank you" after all.