I am reading "KIKEN"(the word has two meaning "danger" and "machine research laboratory", whose author is Hiro Arikawa-san.
Come to think about it, I had belonged in "KIKEN".
In this book, KIKEN means "machine control research laboratory". In my case, that means "electrics industrial engineering department, instrument research laboratory".
Sometimes my research lab. was also called "KIKEN". At that time, my brain tried to translate the word into not "danger" but "research lab.”
But I belonged in KIKEN and at the same time I was KIKEN too. It has already been a famous story.
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Arikawa-san has never used my experiments as follows
this story,
that story,
and another story (no wonder).
"Basically, schoolboys who major in engineering used to experimentalize explosions and/or fire on the verge of their house extinction."
When I told my junior colleague the above,
they shouted "You're alone." at the same time.
"Is it true? Why do we create something without destroying something?”
My junior colleagues seemed to profess regret (I don’t know the reason even now).
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Recently I think there is no story like "KIKEN", "Golden time" in this season, "TORA-DORA" in several years ago.
in this real world.
These stories are just fictions.
Such a beautiful and cool juvenescence period doesn't happen conveniently.
But,
for example, trying steepish experiments, prizing beyond your reach (and dismissed), going abroad without using any languages,
"play the goat", "behave recklessly" and "run without thinking"
are good for you when you are old.
The reason why you are good is to do "history interpolation" of your life.
Added, the more you become old, the less your friends exist around you.
You don't worry about your friends who do some back research.
Your "history interpolation" becomes promoted "true" in your brain.
Congratulation!
In that event of the above, you can make a new story in your life, for example, a story to combine "suicidal attach of your first love" and "hydrogen chemical explosion".
Though whoever thinks that the story is a malicious "history interpolation", nobody checks the facts and stop it. Anyway you believe that the story is true.
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Unless you do "Best foot forward", like "play the goat", "behave recklessly" and "run without thinking", you cannot make any your history.
Naturally, the promoted facts also burn off.
It is not good for you.
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Thought I regard the person who said "you could buy your burden” as mere foolish,
"do your best" in your youth might becomes values after that.
It means, that it is valuable for you not to "do your best" but to live your life with using an illusion that you will make from your "history interpolation".
Though I think that playing game and watching animation is wonderful time for you, it is impossible to make your history by yourself.
All you have to do is to make “Real”. It is necessary to make it perfect.
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There are columns "personal history" in the Nihon Keizai Shimbun newspaper.
I think that it is the best sample of "history interpolation".
If someone would ask me "what are you doing in this matter?"
I could define myself that I am composed of just "history interpolation" Apparently.