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2014-10-15 So, what this poor father does next is trying to use computer with programming.

The other day, I wrote my diary of the title "I can never resolve an arithmetical question that she cannot resolve."

In addition, I also wrote "I am afraid that I am just a string telephone. I read the suggested answer the prep school provides, and I tell her my interruption only. "

Now I don't work even as "string telephone"

"I can't understand how to resolve a question, even if reading the suggested answer"

I have the acute feeling, but the descriptions of collection of the past questions are not easy.

Who thinks that I can understand such a difficult question by the ambiguous description?

In particular, "combination question" is the worst for me. I can do anything if I could not find the pattern rules.

So, what this poor father does next is trying to use computer with programming.

#include 
#include 
 
int main ()
{
  int a,b,c,count=0;
 
  for (a=1; a<8; a++){
 
	for(b=1; b<8; b++){
 
	  for(c=1; c<8; c++){
 
		if ((a != b) && (a != c)&& (b != c)){
 
		  if (9.0 * 8.0 / (double)a + (double)b -(double)c > 75.0)
			printf("P1: %d,%d,%d\n",a,b,c);
 
		  if (9.0 * 8.0 / (double)a - (double)b + (double)c > 75.0)
			printf("P2: %d,%d,%d\n",a,b,c);
 
		  if (9.0 * 8.0 + (double)a - (double)b / (double)c > 75.0)
			printf("P3: %d,%d,%d\n",a,b,c);
 
		  if (9.0 * 8.0 + (double)a / (double)b - (double)c > 75.0)
			printf("P4: %d,%d,%d\n",a,b,c);
 
		  if (9.0 * 8.0 - (double)a + (double)b / (double)c > 75.0)
			printf("P5: %d,%d,%d\n",a,b,c);
 
		  if (9.0 * 8.0 - (double)a / (double)b + (double)c > 75.0)
			printf("P6: %d,%d,%d\n",a,b,c);
		}
	  }
	}
  }
}

(Please contact me if you know that when and what school set questions( I am sorry but I don't give you anything) )

It is natural that all answers are going to be derived from the computer's round robin competition.

This "poor father" leads the solving method from the computer's answers, and gives his daughter the method after that. How helpless he is.

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Herein,

"Any method is good if we could resolve a question"

You can see the engineer's stance of "spot solution's problem-oriented"

If you are a mathematician who engages in solution methods, you will get mad with me.


2015-10-15 ""Having no friend" is not a problem, The problem is "Being looked like having no friend"

""Having no friend" is not a problem, The problem is "Being looked like having no friend"

This is my junior daughter's quote I have registered in my mind.

"You are not qualified to write down "loneliness". You are rude to "loneliness" in Japan."

This is my senior daughter's quote I have registered too.

According to their quotes, I think that a concept of "friend" is a kind of torture, from some animations and books I have watched and read.

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In retrospect, for me, I dislike any kind of group action, so any school trip and excision is absolutely torture events.

Especially, "division into small groups", that means,

a system of avoidance of responsibility for teachers in order to reduce their tasks in field activities,

annoyed me very much.

Whenever I faced these torture events, I had to make underhanded deals in order to avoid "loneliness".

I thought to be depressed and be disgusted indeed.

(続く)

(To be continued)


2016-10-15 "No way to succeed in "anti-aging" except for loss weight"

When I was going through storehouse, and I found a lot of VHS tapes in the warehouse.

So I work the VHS recorder (still runnning) , and burn it to DVD, and the captured data to my PC.

It will be a long war because of many DVD tapes.

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To my suprise, I who was 15 years ago, seemesto much "old man" than I am now.

Simply speaking, I was "fat" 15 years ago, rather than now.

I feel strange to be looked an old man who became just fat, but it cannot be helped, because it is fact.

We, human being, might be inprinted, like

"human being becomes fat as they become old.

The other days I had tried many analyses about diet from the view of private merit, however, I passed over "a man of 15 years ago".

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In the TV program of mail-order, they do "methologoies or making-ups for anti-aging" to death, however I think that I can tell you,

"No way to succeed in "anti-aging" except for loss weight"


2017-10-15 "How to make readers in the educational process"

A school that fosters leaders can be seen on television,

"How to make readers in the educational process"

I think.

There is something called a position in a company, not to make such a leader unnecessary.

The fact that a leader and a position are coexisting does not deny the existence of "leader".

It is different isn't it?

If it is "education to raise the position", it is not contradictory.

But then, the nomine "leader education" is strange.

-----

For me, I cannot understand "leader", however,

There was no one, I think, "I will follow this person", in my life.

I will listen to instructions of those who can judge me to be profitable,

I will pretend to hear the instructions of those who judged me to be disadvantageous.

-----

However, it is easy to be noticed soon from anyone.

It is quite difficult for humans to keep deceiving humans.

A team members is doing "pretending to hear" and a team leaders "pretending to understand",

After all, I think that the team will work in that way, and

it does not seem like there is another problem.

-----

For that reason, I want to experience, even just one time is enough fro me,

"Deeply impressed with a person's character, I will follow him/her"


2018-10-15 Anyway, if I were told that "I am going to do my child again," I will flee with full power.

I talk about protections and human rights of children on a regular basis, however, It's not that I like children.

It is rather difficult for me to deal with children.

I will want to hook and kick children who run on a train, and,

I will change the cargo when a bunch of children rides on for school excursion.

I mean, in my mind,

there are difference between children as a concept and children as an entity.

In particular, I don't think that it is contradiction, or vice.

-----

Children are absolutely "deserve protections" for me.

The reason is "a society that children cannot feel happy" is "a society that all people cannot feel happy"

I don't have intention to sprinkle with fine phrases as the above.

In my case, when I was a child, I felt more unhappy overwhelmingly.

- classfellows who were childish, foolish and naive

- teachers who could not explain the background of meaningless school rule

- presidents who just speak abstract theory which is meaningless and not fun with collecting all the students.

Anyway, if I were told that "I am going to do my child again," I will flee with full power.

-----

For me, the reasons why children should be "protected" are

- they are important social components,

- they are producers and consumers,

- they are engines for keeping society changing according to the environment,

moreover,

at the moment, they do not know "yet" the weapons that protect themselves - how to use social welfare systems, the basic knowledge of the law, the means of escape from violence and abuse.

I think that this is "unfairness".

Separately, although I am not disadvantaged, I think "I feel bad".

I don't have so bad personality, with thinking that "the next generation can be unhappy because I was unlucky as a child,

If there are something like "misfortune production equipments"(In the case of children, school, friends and so on), I would like to "reform" them, and even if it is difficult, I think that I will "destroyed" them.

-----

I will do my best for children who "are protected as a concept".

I will expect your efforts for children who "are protected as a entity".


2019-10-15 "If I have a great deal of interest in Shougi, I can enjoy the comic more."

(Continuation from yesterday)

Anyway, what I want is to buy the comic "Shougi Meshi" about \200 (Now it is three times than that), and to read it by my Fire 7 tablet.

I don't mind that I have to get books from publishing company or authors, not Amazon.com

For me, using electronic book player annoys me. (the boot is slow)

By the way,

"Shougi Meshi" gave me a lot of information, for example, how to grub in the battle, minds of Shougi player, the importance of nutritive substance for intellectual battle.

It is shame that I had not known "the player can leave the gaming table for meals" since I read this book.

Especially, this book describes the relationship between women and Shougi-game in detail.

I was really surprised that there was no female professional player (x female-style player) or "no female title holder (x female-style title holder)".

I though that "this is about population problem isn't this?". When I research it. I said "Bingo!".

Male Shougi population is 3,336,500 and female one is 565,000. The ratio is 85:15.

I also thought that this become a story of column if I try to research the background in the proper way, however there were still advanced researches.

What I can say here is

"If I have a great deal of interest in Shougi, I can enjoy the comic more."

I have no choice but to regret the matter.


2020-10-15 In the first place, I feel a strong sense of discomfort in calling this sentence a "paper".

This is the last story related to yesterday's diary.

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This time, I read back "The level of support for "LGBT" is too high" as an absolute primary resource.

However, as at that time, I was troubled by the "difficulty of reading" of this sentence.

I couldn't get into the "content" because the "sentence structure" was so bad.

-----

In the first place, I feel a strong sense of discomfort in calling this sentence a "paper".

If this is a "paper", then "I" is too pitiful.

I think that paper is

"A statement of a hypothesis, evidence, objective data (or calculations), and the logical conclusions to be drawn from them"

And the process of writing a paper is that

- I am severely (but logically) criticized by the peer reviewers.

- I have to go through all the reviews and calculations again and again.

- the paper isn't accepted.

- I repost it repeatedly

- I finally get permission to publish it.

-----

So, this is my suggestion to the author of this article.

Once, about the contents released at "Shincho 45", you received proper dissertation guidance at universities etc. and how about submitting it as a "peer-reviewed paper" to a domestic academic society?

Regardless of the person's thoughts, the academic society will accept the dissertation (or rather, it must be accepted) as long as it forms the body of the dissertation.

If there is a part where it is not clear whether the person is subjective or objective, you will be instructed to "specify the cited document".

It's a hassle, but it's safe.

If the domestic academic society does not accept it, you can submit it to a foreign academic society.

I think you will need an English translation, but it is enough to outsource the translation.

If it is not accepted by any academic society in the world (I don't think that is the case), you can post an unrefereed conference paper and give a lecture at the academic society.

If you announce it in advance, you will be able to attract a large number of listeners.

-----

First of all, I recommend that you consult with the teacher who helped you at your university.

If you are rejected by an academic society or a teacher, please contact me (Ebata) as the last line.

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According to "The level of support for "LGBT" is too high" in Shincho45

- If I can read it in a proper peer-reviewed dissertation

or

- If I can listen to a lecture with logical content

I'm willing to help (it's true).


2021-10-15 The appeal of Markdown is its 'lack of expressiveness'.

I've been messing around with the idea of writing a book (or report) using only Markdown, but I've managed to finish it.

I used SAI and PowerPoint for covers and drawings, so 'Markdown only' may be an exaggeration, but, it cannot be helped.

In this writing activity using Markdown, I used Visual Studio Code, a free editor(?). and the plug-ins, Markdown-PDF and Markdown-TOC, were very powerful.

With a single command, the table of contents was updated, and the PDF file is created. Well, it was really easy for me.

When writing on the left side of the split screen, the view image is displayed on the left screen in real time, which is very helpful.

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The appeal of Markdown is its 'lack of expressiveness'.

- Unchangeable text size

- A few types of emphasis

- Only one way to describe a program, etc

- No room for creativity in the chapter structure

If you read around here, you'll know that, well, anyway, there is hopelessly "no way" to decorate the paper.

That means that you have to focus on the content.

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Microsoft Word keeps putting figures and tables in places I can't figure out, indenting is not what I expect, and formatting the table of contents alone takes up half my day.

Even for Latex, if you create your own template, you will have to go through a lot of "trial and error hell".

In comparison, how easy to use this Markdown. "It's no wonder that engineers all over the world have chosen Markdown for its ease of use -- "this light-heartedness of just describing a text file.

I understand why GitHub uses "README.md" by default.

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So, I would like to propose that we call the way of life that is indifferent to fashion in general

"Markdown Life".

as I do.

By the way, if you look up "markdown" in the dictionary, you will find that it means "price reduction" or "discounted amount."

From this point of view, I think 'this term expresses me (Ebata) well'.


2022-10-15 I forget if I did pull-ups - sit-ups - back-ups for the second time today.

I have just finished writing today's diary, howeve, I think that I have already write the same story before, and I checked it. I am sorry but I found it.

I had no choice, so I deleted all of today's.

I've been writing a daily diary for almost 10 years, so I have roughly over 3,600 stories (sometimes I skip them, but I make sure to fill them in later).

I'm sure I'll be making a lot of double submissions from now on.

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I forget if I did pull-ups - sit-ups - back-ups for the second time today.

I think I did, but I don't remember for sure.

I feel that my future "life value of mine" will be determined by whether I count this or not.

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CONCLUSIONS:

I decided to take a quantum theoretical approach.

I would do "half" the number of pull-ups-abdominal-back exercises and do them one more time.


2023-10-15 So - I don't know what to say to the civilians (non-combatants) who will surely be caught in the fire of war and killed.

At the time of the attacks, our family, who was posted to the U.S., was unable to leave the country -- all airports were closed.

I remember well the horror of that moment.

At that time, we asked for 'help.

And I remember that at that time, I hated with all my heart those who were discussing the rescue of Japanese citizens in the U.S. on the Internet.

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So - I don't know what to say to the civilians (non-combatants) who will surely be caught in the fire of war and killed.