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2014-03-11 "If I were enforced to "lunch with others", I would provoke a riot.

"If "lunch alone" is is hard on you, why your teachers don't try to work out remedies?"

"Remedies... Is there anything what they are able to do?"

"For example, "prohibition of moving seats in lunch time" and "mandatory seats rotations""

"It seems to be impossible for teachers because of excessive meddling. As a general rule, lunch time is free time. And the rule leads some contradict manner, "We don't have to play by harmonious group of people."

"Though I don't have any friends and care about it at all, I could understand what your intentions are from an opposite side".

"Opposite side?"

"If I enforced to "lunch with others", I would provoke a riot.

"...What the hell"

"Anyway, I am afraid that there is serious different choosing "lunch alone" by them from being enforced to "lunch alone" by others. And I noticed that we have to discuss another topic."

"What is it?"

"A person who enforce help for "lunch alone""

"What?"

"It is me."

"Pardon?"

(To be continued insistently)


2015-03-11 I really almost died in foreign countries several times, and some persons helped me.

(Continuation from yesterday)

By the way, from here, let's start the story of "faith".

I think any guardian warns their children "danger! don't approach the pond!" as their responsibility.

When their child was drowned in the pond, if they say "you see that?" without helping the child." (Of course, I think they don't), they are not parent and child.

How about the relationship between country and individual?

The worth of a state, in the long run, is the worth of the individuals composing it.

Though some people might think "you see that?" and I think it is O.K., can we continue cherishing our country where they say it loudly, post it on the internet, and nobody reproves them.

There are some theories of the relationship between country and individual, for example "theory of social contracts", "theory of value". But I hope that it become based on "faith".

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Again, I am going to continue telling you that "Run away with abandoning your friend who confronts perils" and "When watching fire disaster and an accident or hearing a sound of gun, run away toward the opposite direction without feeling strange original chivalrous spirit"

But I don't think that the above is not same as the story of "we don't have to help the journalist who has been captured by the terrorist", in addition, I never stand up in the side of abandoning him, saying "a well‐earned punishment".

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Moreover,

I really almost died in foreign countries several times, and some persons helped me.

So, this time, I want to help him.


2016-03-11 "Source codes has no right to remain silent."

(Continuation from yesterday)

In addition, about "prediction (for economy or population, e.t.c.)", no one can know whether it is correct or not, without opening the prediction algorithm.

And, as far as I know, there is no movement, diet, administration, and committee to open the source code of the prediction program(It's true).

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In my case, I have opened all of program source codes and data about my columns.

These my activities , I believe, give the readers some propriety of contents of my columns.

Even if nobody check the contents of source codes, they are going to give some confident to the columns.

(To my surprise, I heard that an editor of EE Times Japan is trying to compile and execute my codes. Well done.)

Let us think why an authoritative institution takes same approach of mine.

The reason is simple.

If they open source codes like that, we can understand easily what the authoritative institution is thinking.

- Unfavourable parameters,

- Numerical data that you do not want to show,

- Optimistic future prediction algorithm

All of these information will be opened easily.

In short,

"Source codes has no right to remain silent."

Our engineers that can read the program, all at once to read the contents of such source code, will publish it.

# Well, this might be my work.

And, people who knew its contents, might criticise, condemn and rage in the prestigious institution.

It is troublesome for them.

So, it is better for them that "the numbers", "Statistics", "forecast" is conveniently disclosed or non-disclosed.

(To be continued)


2017-03-11 However, if he can keep thoroughly "vulgar" so far, I feel "comfortable" conversely.

I am writing a daily on the train everyday.

It is now in the train home at 22:48.

At this time, there are few people, so it seems that two or three people are sitting in seats with seats of seven.

With that, now, in front of me,

occupying the seat of 3 seats surprisingly

laying down the plastic bottle on the seat

spreading one box of dumpling (several pieces) and two convenience store lunch boxes,

There os an obesity man who are eating virtually and vulgarly.

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He is amazing. He is big. He is thick. Where are those clothes on sale?

It is quite old. The shaping of his face is incomplete, to speak frankly .

Both his suit like a huge tent and pants like a hemp bag are dirty.

From him, I cannot feel a sense of cleanliness.

Because no one will approach near him, I am writing this diary, sitting in front of him and observing him.

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Even so,

He stuffs pasta full of mouth, chewing noises while eating all time with a frown, I can use one word,

"Vulgarity"

However, if he can keep thoroughly "vulgar" so far, I feel "comfortable" conversely.

(To be continued)


2018-03-11 "You are bad aren't you ? Because you have not used a personal computer"

(Continuation from yesterday)

In order to obtain "only" a resident card and family register certificate that the government office can issue,

(1)Operating with a personal computer

(2)Going to the office,

If asked which better is, I also choose the (2).

Considering how many times a citizen's voucher or family register must be copied during the lifetime, "fighting with a PC" is not an optimal strategy.

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So, "the government office is okay for the time being" --- I don't think so.

Probably, the administration will shrinking or abolishing the office, and it is supposed to try to force people to "PC + convenience store".

If someone asks the administration for truncating the digital divide people?" Well, they will naturally truncate.

Compared with welfare for the elderly and measures against declining birthrate, this line is easy to say easily.

"You are bad aren't you ? Because you have not used a personal computer"

People who can not use 'PC + convenience store' will be asked by a merchant who pays high money and acts on it.

In the end, the job of the administration is cheaply paid to the private sector.

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From this point of view, my old age will be wonderful(?).

According to final and mother's final declaration and wife's real estate registration procedure, I will do it for free. Other people will get the appropriate money.

I will save money if the future will come. It might be helpful.

I do not feel punishment even with 1 mm, "sacrificing the inconvenience of people"


2019-03-11 "I win the state power"

(Continuation from yesterday)

However, the other day, I found a somewhat interesting project.

"Nationwide reference station installation project"

"I think that project is, for example "the Ebatas (private residence) sends a reference signal by volunteering, and realize 1 cm positioning (linked with GPS information)"

Strictly speaking, "location information" is different from "time information", however to measure the error position of 1 cm means that it is possible to "reverse count" ultra-high precision time.

If you ask me "is there something merit for you?", I can answer "Nothing"

Perhaps, I think that electricity of our computer is wasted only.

But, well, what I am interested in is mostly like that.

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Still, it is somewhat pleasant that the position accuracy (time accuracy) that can not be realized by NICT or JAXA can be provided by the IT facilities of the Ebatas.

"I win the state power"

I think that.

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Am I wrong? Maybe I am wrong.


2020-03-11 She feel like she is parasitizing my solo skiing.

Two years ago, the bottom of my ski shoes came off and the shell broke.

I thought, "Skiing in my life is over" at that time, but I haven't found an alternative leisure sport.

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I basically can't do it unless I can enjoy it alone.

Not to mention team sports such as baseball and soccer, I also do not want to play tennis and table tennis, which require an opponent, on a daily basis.

Climbing alone is risky, especially when I am in distress and my death is inevitable, the pain period will be longer.

Swimming can be a good exercise, but I cannot feel extraordinary and it's not really fun to go back and forth on the same course.

I hope I can swim while listening to music, rakugo and animation, however, most public swimming pools are forbidden to wear waterproof music players.

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On the other hand, skiing is basically a one-person sport, and there is moderate extraordinary. The balance between thrill and risk is perfect(If I am not out of the ski-course, I can be rescued even if I am injured.)

So, I ordered used ski shoes on the Internet the other day, and it arrived yesterday.

In fact, buying ski shoes online is a huge bet.

This is because compatibility with your feet is very important.

The Internet commerce, where I can't try to put, are taboo for skiers.

I thought,

"Bad luck is also O.K."

However, When I put on the shoes I received, it was pretty good.

So I am now more motivated to ski.

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The senior daughter who looked at me said, "Take me skiing."

Ebata: "Say that line to your boyfriend. or why not try to go skiing with your friends? I don't know why you ask that to your father.

She said,

"I hate to plan my own, and it's troublesome to match with others."

"If I follow you, I will automatically arrive at the ski place."

"I can ski, get some tips, get help when I need , and go home."

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She feel like she is parasitizing my solo skiing.


2021-03-11 I remember that I, my own family alone (abandoning others), was the first to try to escape.

Today, the tenth anniversary of 3.11, I was one minute late for the silent prayer.

I relied on the town announcement (because I thought an alarm would be tasteless), but I only heard the announcement at the end of the prayer

Ten years ago, when the earthquake hit at 14:46, I was really scared.

Even I, who was in Yokohama, felt like I was going to die in my office.

And when we evacuated outdoors - 31 minutes after the earthquake,

At the very moment when we were having a lively conversation, the tsunami had reached the area killing nearly 20,000 people. Even now, I can't shake the feeling of guilt.

That night, I was in the warehouse of my office, listening to the radio and waiting for the night to end. Even then, the news coming over the radio was 'dozens of people missing'.

The news should not be filled with speculative data, so I think it is inevitable and we have to remember the lessons of the Great Kanto Earthquake, where misinformation led to the mass murder of innocent people. So we know this is correct, however,

"It's really scary to have a disaster where we can't grasp the whole picture"

I realized that.

But of course, the biggest fear in my life is the "reactor containment explosion".

I remember that I, my own family alone (abandoning others), was the first to try to escape.

However, I still don't have a shred of "guilt" about this.

I will continue to start rescue operations for others, "after" I have escaped to complete safety.

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By the way, today's NHK special broadcast on the earthquake was amazing all day long.

It's been a while since I've seen "NHK's Seriousness".


2022-03-11 The "underlay with handwritten Morse code" had been especially effective during the periodic examinations.

By the time I finished my college days, there was a term "radio boy (a boy who builds his own radio using electronic components)" and "amateur radio" was considered the "king of hobbies".

In fact, until the mid-1990s, before cell phones became popular, those with amateur radio licenses were popular -- at ski resorts.

After all, only those with the license and a handheld radio could keep in touch with their friends scattered all over the ski slopes.

Although there was a type of radio that could be used without a license called civil radio (CB radio), the strength of the radio signal was so different that it was possible to communicate with a much wider range of people, which was one of the strengths of amateur radio.

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When I was in junior high school, the Ebata family was not a wealthy family, so I could not ask my parents to buy me a radio.

I spent my days looking at magazines (CQ magazine) and sighing.

So my parents asked me, 'How much are you going to charge?' I was really surprised.

I think I mentioned the price of a handheld radio (RJX-610), which was the least expensive at the time as a fixed device.

After that, I worked part time on my own to buy a cheap stabilized power supply that was just under the specified amount of current, and when it eventually proved to be useless, I was really frustrated.

From then on, I think I spent my days getting a cheap antenna and coaxial cable, and setting up the antenna at home by myself, and thinking "how to send the signal as far as possible".

To achieve this, I spent my days devising new antennae, making my own power supply, and so on.

I'm still frustrated that I couldn't get my hands on a directional antenna and a rotator to change the direction of the antenna -- I'd rather donate money to me as a child -- or rather, work with me to install the antenna.

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In addition, in order to extend the range of its radio waves, it also obtained a telegraph license -- the so-called Morse code communication.

However, even using Morse code, it was honestly difficult to communicate with out-of-prefecture with the handheld radio I had.

However, when a special ionosphere (sporadic E layer) that occurred locally and suddenly around 100 km above the sky mainly during the daytime from spring to summer occurs, my radio waves could reach distant areas due to ionospheric reflection.

When I received the call sign "JR6" in Morse code, I thought I heard it wrong, but my joy I felt when I received the signal "MI ADR NAHA" (this is Naha City) -- I am sorry but you probably don't understand.

I guess I should say, "The joy I feel, was more than getting a chocolate from a girl I liked for Valentine's Day".

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The question that always bothers me is, "What in the world makes you happy about that?"

In the absence of the Internet, the only way to communicate over long distances was "amateur radio", except for "telephone" calls, which were ridiculously expensive.

Having "the skills to transmit information over a great distance" was something to aspire to.

Even if the information was as trivial as exchanging call signs and exchanging addresses and one's name.

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My call sign at the time, in Morse code, was . --- . ... --- ... --. - ... ....

Incidentally, this Morse code was quite useful for more than just radio communication.

The "underlay with handwritten Morse code" had been especially effective during the periodic examinations.


2023-03-11 Currently, the overwriting of the memory that "TOKYO 2020 was an event of corruption and collusion" is underway to great acclaim.

Currently, the overwriting of the memory that "TOKYO 2020 was an event of corruption and collusion" is underway to great acclaim.

I think there were many inspiring scenes in TOKYO 2020 (although it was held in 2021), but I, for one, can't remember many of them.

Well, personally, I think "that corona infection countermeasure - the 'bubble method' - was brilliant" - as an engineer.

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TOKYO 2020 is also vividly remembered before its start.

There was even an Agatha Christie-esque incident in which the four people who had worked so hard to organize the Olympics "all disappeared" before the Olympics were even held.

- Former Prime Minister Abe resigns due to ill health.

- Former Tokyo Governor Inose resigns over money problems.

- Former JOC President Takeda resigns over money issue

- Former Prime Minister Mori resigns over derogatory remarks about women.

I think TOKYO2020 was a very rare event, in which the "before and after" are more memorable than the TOKYO2020 event itself.

By the way, this is my personal opinion.

There must have been some great scenes.

Many Japanese must have been impressed.

It's just that "I" have forgotten.

On the other hand, I believe that there are more than a few people like me.

Well, in that sense, I still think that this corruption and collusion 'must be sinful'.

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Ebata: "So now I'm remembering 'TOKYO2020', what do you remember?"

Wife: "Well...maybe the 'Olympics bubble'."

Come to think of it, my wife and my second daughter were making a small fortune working part-time as receptionists at the Olympic venues.


2024-03-11 If there is nothing to do, our country should die a slow and gradual death.

For some time now, I have had a vague hunch that 'the number of employees leaving the company may increase due to the promotion of maternity lea

Lately, this hunch is "coming true" (though I would appreciate it if you would refrain from giving me examples or data, as this is a matter of private life).

Although "returning to work after maternity leave" has been a social issue for the past several decades, I feel that the opposite phenomenon, "leaving the workforce after maternity leave," will become a problem shortly.

"What have I been doing all this time, sacrificing my family for the company?"

And then, one day, they suddenly 'come back to themselves'?

This may be one "death of values" in our country.

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I have already mentioned that "I work for the company (society) for the sake of my family" is a standard phrase for child abandonment.

Working for the family" literally means "working for the family," not "working for the company."

Of course, it is up to the individual to decide who works for whom.

But at least those who think 'I can't raise a child' should not choose a life of having children.

Since you have chosen a life of having children, it is natural to "work for the family."

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In this sense, the citizens of our neighboring country, with a birth rate of 0.72, are genuinely severe and honest people.

Of course, the same is true for the young people of our country.

This birth rate figure (1.20 in Japan) comes from the fact that they are prepared to say, 'I cannot raise children.

# By the way, the minimum a nation can sustain a population is "2.08" (persons).

I believe that a "person who decides not to live with his/her child" is much better than a "person who runs around endorsing abandonment."

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I have already given my answer to those who shout, 'What about the future of our country?

If there is nothing to do, our country should die a slow and gradual death.

If the government can focus on 'how to soft-land the death of the nation without causing pain to the people,' I would be OK with that.