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2019-10-01 "In the first place, if you are a god, don't give any trials from the beginning. It is bothersome" [長年日記]

I often encounter the phrase "God does not give a challenge that we cannot overcome".

It seems to appear frequently in novels and TV dramas.

Am I an only person who think "screw you!" against the phrase ?

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"In the first place, if you are a god, don't give any trials from the beginning. It is bothersome"

"If you give it a test and train it, don't killing us. There is no undeniable trial."

"If the trial is an entrance exam to enter heaven, first disclose heaven. Motivation goes up and it is full of good things?"

I believe that human beings have been thinking it for a long time, and there was no one who never thought about it for the life.

What about those who don't come up with this idea?

Then, it is natural to think that "faith" has "something" that goes beyond these ideas.

However, as far as I know, such "something" seems not to be open to the public.

I want to know the challenge in the phrase of "God does not give a challenge that we cannot overcome".

I want someone to write down it with a specific example.

(To be continued)


2019-10-02 This level of hypothesis is far from being a "proof of the absence of God". [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

However, the believer has no responsibility to explain it. It is "burden of proof".

A burden of proof is a basic principle that "the proof will be obliged to explain to the profitable party."

Thinking of it, it is natural that "a peron who break a sweat, will get profit"

However, there are surprisingly many people who do not know this principle.

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The believer only needs to "believe" God (the existence and function), not the burden of proof.

Conversely, non-believers who want to deny the existence of God or the function of God, will be obliged to prove their denial. That is so-called "demon proof".

This is why this barren debate has not ended since history.

The non-believers (like me) can say, that "assuming that God does not exist, I can explain the above-mentioned unreasonableness and absurdity neatly".

But this is just a hypothesis.

This level of hypothesis is far from being a "proof of the absence of God".

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Let me change a subject.

When I was a student, I was consulted by a female friend.

"A friend (female) is clearly dating a "bad man", and I am telling her to "stop from dating", but she never hear me"

"She said "you misunderstand him" and she have never heard anyone"

"What should I do?"

In response to this consultation, I answered as follows.

"I am sorry but I think that you can't do anything. "Faith" is not logical"

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I can't do "proof of the absence of God".

However, I am proud that the above story is a good explanation of the "essence of faith".


2019-10-03 If you are standing next to her who fell down with disappointment and despair, [長年日記]

In my diary of yesterday,

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"A friend (female) is clearly dating a "bad man", and I am telling her to "stop from dating", but she never hear me"

(syncopation)

"I am sorry but I think that you can't do anything. "Faith" is not logical"

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I wrote the above.

I want to leave the deleted phrase of the diary here.

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You can't do anything, however,

If you keep observing her who are getting exhausted every day.

If you are standing next to her who fell down with disappointment and despair,

It's a "friend"

I think so.

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Even my humble self in my life, There are two

"friends who could not help me, but had been standing by me"

They were too good friends for me in my life.

I think that it is enough for me.


2019-10-04 Leave a short test program after confirming operation [長年日記]

A few weeks ago I was an instructor for a internship student who came to work.

Since he was a competent student, I had enough of all the materials he needed, and asked him for what I wanted to make.

The "a little unusual request" from me is

- Leave a short test program after confirming operation

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For me, the most difficult program to read is that

the list is long

a lot of meaningless variables are used

and

Neatly organized

"A concise and beautifully organized program" is "the worst program” for me as a developer.

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I want sample programs to be within 20 lines at the maximum.

If possible, I'd like you to hard-code real numbers rather than variables.

I'd like you to leave the inefficient (unoptimized) loop intact.

Why do I want that?

I can read several knowledges from source codes of the sample program

The source codes make me clear that how to use argument of library's function, structures of object and orders of data references.

There is no program that allows programmers to study as much as a “straying course” program during program creation.

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When I use the command line, I don't need an explanation of the argument contents.

If there is an actual example (sample) of how to use the command line that actually works, I guess how to use it from that sample, and that is faster to understand the command..

(This story is the same as the "math" of mathematics and the "manual" of home appliances that I have repeated so far)

So I asked the intern student to leave a short test program without erasing it.

For me it is a treasure mountain.

(To be continued)


2019-10-05 "tell "AI ​​business" to employees after hearing stores of lecture of the venture president without understanding contents of the AI ​​technology" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

"At this time, all AWS (Amazon Web Service) textbooks published in Japan are garbage.."

The reason I am saying is because I really think so.

If asked they are "garbage", "I read the books, however, I couldn't build a system with AWS."

There is a reason for this.

The author who wrote an AWS book is a person who has almost understood AWS, and he/she tries to write te book On a full understanding, In other words, "from the goal point"

It is natural for any beginners to be treated as "garbage book"

To begin with, the introduction of these book is garbage.

In the introductions, the books has "AWS splendid" or "the future of virtualization system" in a sloppy way

But, I have to make a system using AWS as s business instruction, these stories are such just "noise".

These stories are appreciated by persons who want to

"tell "AI ​​business" to employees after hearing stores of lecture of the venture president without understanding contents of the AI ​​technology"

The persons are, in many case, president and managers who cannot embody the technical in their heads.

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If the president and managers insist

"I am not an engineer. Therefore it cannot be helped that we can not understand the technology",

I also insist,

"I am not a lawyer. Therefore I cannot understand the law",

"I'm not a translator. Therefore I cannot write English documents",

"I'm not an expert of accounting. Therefore it can not accounting calculation "

Then, I will reject the works of "the creation of a basis for agreement", "the writing of the English paper", and "the work of the budget management".openly and squarely.

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I feel hard to continue same phrase again and again, however, I say again." There is none technology called "AI"".

AI, is just a "concept".

The substance is a technology or collection of technologies that can handle huge data by scaling them up after ultra-high speed and optimization of conventional technologies.

It is not a substitute for at least "intelligence".

Of course, these are difficult technologies, which that might not be able to used by anyone.

However, it is not "technologies that nobody can understand".

Let me say it like this,

- I don't say "everyone can become a shogi master",

however,

- I don't say "nobody can understand the rules of shogi".

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In short, the president and managers who insist that "I am not an engineer. Therefore it cannot be helped that we can not understand the technology", is

with the presumptuous attitude

(To be continued)


2019-10-06 Even computers do "inefficient wonks" after all. [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

Return to the board.

One of the most efficient ways to acquire knowledge is to systematize knowledge and understand from a whole to parts. (This method is currently used in compulsory education, etc.).

However, this is not enough for something to use knowledge as a tool, and change the knowledge to actual activities. For example, engineering technology or business English conversation.

All you need is the time and number of trials.

Naturally, as the trial population increases, the number of successes will increase, of course, the number of failures will increase.

After all, the shortcut to success is not an "Efficient study method", but "inefficient wonks".

"Efficient study method" is one of the outputs of "inefficient wonks" after all.

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The world is full of books that say, "you can easily improve your grades" or "you can easily enter the University of Tokyo".

However, they are just "fiction" that is based on the probability value with a series of astronomical zeros, where a particular organization, human resources, and self-fitness are all perfectly aligned.

Those are stupid contents that ignore the diversity of the "real world".

I also can agree that there are methods of "you can easily improve your grades" or "you can easily enter the University of Tokyo" in "real world".

However, terrible number of trials, time, and correction (feedback) have been needed until the discovery of the method,

And the series of trial processes can be seen from the outside as "inefficient wonks"

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By the way, the above story is not "my belief".

This is a real fact observed from machine translation technology, reinforcement learning technology, and deep learning technology in recent years .

Even computers do "inefficient wonks" after all.

(To be continued)


2019-10-08 Money, fame, and women don't work for me. Maybe. [長年日記]

"Bribe" is only meaningful if you give it what you want most.

Money, fame, and women don't work for me . Maybe.

The reason why I say "maybe" is that I do not know because I have never received these bribes.

Surprisingly, you move me easily.

Why not to try it to me?

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If you move my present self, please give me the followings as bribe.

- TOEIC score.

- the environment after installing PVC of AWS

- the method to use 4GPi communication device using my cheap SIM

- the installed both RTK base station device and receive device

If you realize them, you can move my present self soon.

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However, even if you can move me, I don't know what your merit is.

Above all, I want to know the return.


2019-10-09 "It's a wasteful story" [長年日記]

I think of myself as "I can't always relax for anything"

I want to get rid of the tasks at work in front of me as soon as possible.

Even on a business trip, you can't relax to enjoy local specialties (meals, etc.).

This trend is particularly terrible when traveling overseas.

While reading the materials for the next day's meeting at the hotel, taking sleeping pills (for jet lag), I will fall into bed quickly.

The dinner party held on the first day of arrival is a fainting pain for me, because I cannot understand what they are talking, and the jet lag.

The most enjoyable time is when I have a boarding ticket for the last plane and have a meal in the airport lounge.

Of course, I sometimes go around the sights using my free time.

This is a lot of fun, but it's really a question whether I am really relaxed, satisfied, and enjoying sightseeing.

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"It's a wasteful story"

I think that.

(To be continued)


2019-10-10 - I can't rest assured. [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

I realize that I am not able to enjoy an extraordinary life, even while at work, is a "unhappiness".

However, I am terribly "scary" that something unexpected happens in such extraordinary time.

I know the fact that "failure is a property".

Still, "failure" is basically "painful".

Even if it was a valuable asset in the past, it is something that I do not want to receive as much as possible in the future. That is "failure".

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If there is an adjective that expresses the above "scary" and "pain" together, it would be "coward".

- Even as if I perform possible advance simulations,

- Even as if I prepare all the measures you can come up with,

- I can't rest assured.

Indeed, I can say that it is an excellent sample of "coward".

How much "coward" I am,

- In domestic business trips, I assume "two places" of personal accidents that occurr on the route to the destination.

- In overseas business trips, after I arrive at the site, I will actually walk on foot to the meeting venue of the next day.

Indeed, the reason why I hate "personal accident" is a natural enemy against "coward".

(To be continued)


2019-10-11 "Do at Rome as the Romans do" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

In many case, "cowards" are often "narrow".

A "coward" who is punctually egomaniac will "hate" a person who does not / can not keep time.

A person who does not return the borrowed is a "thief" who took the tool from me,

A person who is late without prior contact is a "robber" who took time away from me.

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However, there are people in the world who are not so guilty about not keeping time,

Some people are terribly tolerant of others not keeping time.

And ―― Some countries have demonstrated such "tolerance" at the national level.

30 years ago, I was always angry while traveling alone on the continent (China) and peninsula (India).

However even if I was furious, I couldn't change all minds of the 2 billion people at that time.

"Do at Rome as the Romans do"

On the continent and the peninsula, it was "me" who should have changed.

However, it cannot be helped that "a narrow is just a narrow"

(To be continued)


2019-10-12 I'm sorry again and again, however ―― If you think "let's understand" or "I want someone to understand", you will lose. [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

On the other hand,

It becomes to easier to get in touch with persons by smart-phone, e-mail, SNS.

Thanks to these devices and devices the irritation of "narrows" might be improved.

In addition, it is a true that some excuses of "irresponsible person" won't be passed by them.

Recently, accident (personal accident) information has become easier to understand both in real time and afterwards.

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Then, when asked if the age of "irresponsible person" comes, I am afraid "NO".

They has "no" or "sparse" value of punctuality, so they cannot find it.

Simply speaking, they cannot understand why others get angry with them.

In other words, this is neither "advantage” nor "disadvantage", but it is just "character".

I'm sorry again and again, however ―― If you think "let's understand" or "I want someone to understand", you will lose.

It is O.K. that "we don't understand each other". We continue to stay angry.

And if you don't like it, you can leave it. There is no problem at all. All is okay.

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"I don't feel comfortable" is unhappy, but the probability of encountering an accident is smaller.

Conversely,

"I feel comfortable" is happy, but the probability of encountering an accident is bigger.

I can't say which is better.

After all, it will be “middle is good”.

It's up to me to define that "middle", however, this story is recursive no matter where I go, and I cannot find the answer.


2019-10-13 But what I can't understand is the price of the e-book. [長年日記]

Recently, my favorite comics are "Shogi Meshi(Dishes for Shogi Masters)".

From this comic, I have begun to use Fire7 as an ebook reader in earnest.

I think that e-books are not as good as paper books (in my opinion), but the benefits to carry a large amount of comics with a single tablet are great.

But what I can't understand is the price of the e-book.

I'm not sure why costs of paper books and e-book books are the same (or a little cheaper than paper books).

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So, I looked into it a little, but it seems that it can be about 1/3 of the price, considering production costs, distribution, and labor costs.

I examined the opinions of experts about the reason, but there are many strange theories.

(1)Because the bookstore will be crushed

(2) Considering intermediate exploitation such as Amazon, the price will not be cheap

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First of all, I thought that the reason for (1) had already finished when the "Large Stores Act (Large-scale Retail Store Location Act) (*) was abolished".

(*) Established in 1973 and abolished in 2000

I want a "book" and not a "bookstore", even if some people may not.

I want to read the book I want to read that day.

Even when I was an elementary school student, I thought that I got angry with "two weeks to get a book".

First of all, bookstore had a strategy that could be taken (*), such as "direct delivery in a narrow area with a radius of 2 km"(like a book version of pizza delivery), but they did not do it.

(*) Actually, I made such a proposal many times at the cash register at bookstore.

Bookstore industries that didn't take my needs seriously was bad.

(To be continued)


2019-10-14 "On a 1.5 tatami bed, with VR goggles alone, you can keep enjoying a virtual SEX with a virtual lover or a virtual conversation with a virtual ideal family in your life." [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

Next, the reasoning about (2) is also strange.

If your Amazon listing costs are high, they can publish electronically from your homepage.

A stranger theory is being developed for this claim.

The reason is that e-book readers (Kindle, Fire, etc.) are held by Amazon, so electronic publishing is not possible.

Against the reason, I argue that

"That's stupid. If distributed as PDF, they are readable by all smartphones, not just PCs"

In response to the theory that electronic files make it easy to distribute illegal copies, I can say,

-Unauthorized copying becomes considerably more difficult by associating it with the machine number of the display device (smartphone etc.)

-Unauthorized copying is much easier with analog. There are many cases.

To begin with, "if the price of e-books is lowered sufficiently, the motivation of providing / supplying illegal copies will be reduced because of risk".

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If someone thinks that e-books will annihilate analog books in all fields, I think "something is wrong with them".

I think comics, short novels and stories, etc. are good areas for electronic books.

However, in my experience, e-books are not useful for technical books and technical books.

Fact check using multiple sources, writing in book, sticky notes, comparison of figures, tables and data graphs, and even if I can not imagine "location of the stored bookcase" or "place where the book was opened", I can't make full use of technical books and technical books.

Especially the information necessary for writing should be printed, even if it is Web information.

I think that this can be realized not only by professional designers and people who work in writing, but also by college students who write reports, and even children who conduct free research during the summer holidays.

Many people have lost their vested interests through personal computers. The same can be said for e-books.

However, as long as "digital" devices continue to be about the same as current smartphones and PCs, it is impossible for analog books to disappear.

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So, I think,

The opinion that "all analog books disappear with electronic books" is unreasonable.

How much is impossible?

"On a 1.5 tatami bed, with VR goggles alone, you can keep enjoying a virtual SEX with a virtual lover or a virtual conversation with a virtual ideal family in your life."

The above is an example.

(And while writing, I thought this metaphor itself was impossible.)

(To be continued)


2019-10-15 "If I have a great deal of interest in Shougi, I can enjoy the comic more." [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

Anyway, what I want is to buy the comic "Shougi Meshi" about \200 (Now it is three times than that), and to read it by my Fire 7 tablet.

I don't mind that I have to get books from publishing company or authors, not Amazon.com

For me, using electronic book player annoys me. (the boot is slow)

By the way,

"Shougi Meshi" gave me a lot of information, for example, how to grub in the battle, minds of Shougi player, the importance of nutritive substance for intellectual battle.

It is shame that I had not known "the player can leave the gaming table for meals" since I read this book.

Especially, this book describes the relationship between women and Shougi-game in detail.

I was really surprised that there was no female professional player (x female-style player) or "no female title holder (x female-style title holder)".

I though that "this is about population problem isn't this?". When I research it. I said "Bingo!".

Male Shougi population is 3,336,500 and female one is 565,000. The ratio is 85:15.

I also thought that this become a story of column if I try to research the background in the proper way, however there were still advanced researches.

What I can say here is

"If I have a great deal of interest in Shougi, I can enjoy the comic more."

I have no choice but to regret the matter.


2019-10-16 So I don't like to give a sermon to others, and don't like a person who give a sermon to me more. [長年日記]

I described a lot of know-how in my columns, for example, "Engineers who are not loved by English"

However, I know well that "all of the know-how is useless expect for me"

For example,

I cannot deliver my policy of "My effort cannot win genius anyway", to a person who has a belief of "My effort wins genius finally"

Nobody who thinks "TOEIC score is importance for English communication" cannot understand eternally my methods of "using English words at random without grammar and rules"

In short, "know-how" is based on personality at all points.

Therefore, "know-how" is just "wet refuse" for others in many cases.

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So I don't like to give a sermon to others, and don't like a person who give a sermon to me more.

I think that this is a same thing I push others "wet refuse" or I am pushed "wet refuse" by others

In addition, "drinking party" will make a lot of events of giving a sermon to others.

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However, I didn't notice that up to a comparatively recent date.

I am afraid that I was also one of the "wet refuses" giving a sermon to others.

However, you may set your mind at ease.

I will never give a sermon to others in drinking party.

I offer my apology over my past acts of vandalism.

On the other hand, I will continue to give a sermon to you in my columns and diary. But a smell of "wet refuses" is fading if you get away from the "wet refuse".

At least for the present, please compromise it with the above way.

Set it aside.

(To be continued)


2019-10-17 "Slap the teacher in the face by "the report written by a professional research engineer"" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

My daughters sometimes ask me to listen to their problem, even when I am working in my room.

The "problem" is not beg me for money.

In my case, I always say "I will buy TX and RX devices of RTK system, even if I have money for you", and actually I have done it.

So they don't approach me with such a problem.

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Changing the subject,

In the world, there are some strange fathers who "ask their daughter what she wants as a present, and buy and give it to her "

Even if I get reincarnated 100 times, I will not be able to be such a father.

My basic policy is "fight and get what you want by your own"

except for "safety","education", "self-development" and "troubles"

to return.

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My daughter's problems are relatively practical topics, for example "Cuban Crisis", "Proletarian Cultural Revolution" and "designer child".

If conditions permitted, I will write a report of homework for her.

I don't intent to pay for briefcase (called "branded goods") at all, however,

I can struggle jointly against a power harassment of teachers, who order a homework of nonsense mount and deadline.

"Slap the teacher in the face by "the report written by a professional research engineer""

and, I hand the report to her.

I am also asked by her to discuss abstract issues like, "career options" or "life style"

According to these case, I will tell her operative examples, which are, of course, within my previous experiments.

(To be continued)


2019-10-18 "Eventually she noticed that" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

The other day, my senior daughter said to me

"The life-style you have said

"Be crazy for what I want"

or

"Be too crazy to notice what I am crazy"

is

for just those chosen, isn't it?"

Then I thought

"Eventually she noticed that"

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She is right.

My know-how is just a "wet refuse" for others.

Though I can tell others my "career options" or "life style" from my previous experiments, I am afraid that they cannot help anyone.

Ultimately, a useful know-how on their own , should be found by themselves.

And, after remodeling the know-how into another know-how on their own, it becomes "useful"

Others know-how or advice are just trial samples.

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I give the above sermon to you just now.

So I hope you to think that what I talked in several days is just a trial example.


2019-10-19 "The character of the heroine's character was too unpleasant" [長年日記]

Speaking of Kyoto Animation Co.. I saw the “Suzumiya Haruhi” series several years ago because of its high reputation, however,

"The character of the heroine's character was too unpleasant"

So I stopped watching it in the first 5 minutes.

However, gradually I was fascinated by the fun of "view of the world", and I finished watching over two years.

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Recently, I understand that it was an "enormous preparatory period" just to watch the movie of "The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya".

It is now clear why many people around the world have been fascinated.

To be honest, it's not my intention to say this.

The heroin character in this series is unpleasant, but the works are "masterpiece".


2019-10-20 Speaking of Kyoto Animation Co.,I've quoted it many times so far, "Hyuka" is great. [長年日記]

Speaking of Kyoto Animation Co.,I've quoted it many times so far, "Hyuka" is great.

However, as I still think, high school students who can guide "Hyouka" → "Ice cream" → "I scream" do not really exist.

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Speaking of Kyoto Animation Co.,I've quoted it many times so far, "Violet Evergarden" is great.

No matter what aspect you cut, the artistic beauty,like works in museum, overwhelms other works.

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Speaking of Kyoto Animation Co.,I've never quoted, but "Fullmetal panic" is great.

I don't really like fighting robots, but this is an exception.

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Speaking of Kyoto Animation Co.,I've never quoted, but "Amagi Brilliant Park" is great.

I think it is a work that gives me the illusion that I could understand the amusement park customers, operations, and management.


2019-10-21 Let them show "if you leave here, what kind of pain you will die before you die" [長年日記]

Many people have been damaged by this huge typhoon.

Our family was also preparing in advance.

When there is an event trigger like a huge typhoon like that, we often notice it.

For example,

(1) Keep your car's gasoline full

(2) Test run a kerosene stove (one that does not use AC power)

(3) Take out the manual mobile charger

Especially for (3), when I took it out of the box, I noticed that the interface was an old mobile phone (× USB type of smartphone). That paled me.

If the breakdown was going to last for a long time, I left "tester", "nipper" and "vinyl tape" near the manual charger to make an instant cable.

Fortunately, I didn't have to activate these instruments in my house. Still, "ready for preparation" was fully meaningful for me.

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Some persons criticized and accused people who died without following the evacuation advisory, but I will say "Stop that."

To begin with, for "a person who has never actually carried a person who can't walk by themselves", I will say "keep silent".

Only those who know that "there are some people who move their body 10cm is a battle should have terrible pain and fatigue" can throw stones, I will say.

After thinking about people who should activate "optimistic bias" so-called, try to say something, this stupid, I will say.

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But still, "if I just blame the blame", I am not much different from them.

So, this is a proposal.

You know that it is my typical method,

Let them show "if you leave here, what kind of pain you will die before you die"

like this column.

By the way, I have confirmed that at least 10 readers have left the comment that "I never do dive suicide".

(To be continued)


2019-10-22 You can understand that you will accept this fear and pain alone, without hesitation and asking for help. [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

If you stay here (home) without evacuating,

(1) Your bed will begins to rise, and you are pressed against the ceiling. With strong water pressure, water is forced into your stomach and lungs from your mouth and nose. Your eyes are pushed in and the eardrum is broken by the water pressure and the sewage is forced into the brain.

(2) First, when the power supply system of the car is shorted, the inside of the car and the headlight are turned off. In the darkness, water came up from my feet at a speed of 10cm per second. At that time, the door could not be opened, and your body is pressed at the car ceiling (same as (1) below)

I am sure of that.

In the unimaginable pain and despair, you will die without screaming.

And your body will be the most ugly corpse (in the case of drowning, the corpse will be a bun-balloon) and exposed to the eyes of people.

Then, let me confirm your final decision.

Since I'm recording, answer with your clear voice.

Are you O.K. ?

You can understand that you will accept this fear and pain alone, without hesitation and asking for help.

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It would be nice if the administration (municipalities) would create such a simulation video, however, it would be difficult.

Therefore, I expect to post a live-action experiment by YouTubers (if it is impossible, VTubers are good).

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If a person without cognitive disabilities and difficulty walking, reject the help, it is also their end of life.

I can escape immediately just by thinking about this fear and pain.


2019-10-23 "Why can they live so fulfilling life? [長年日記]

My daughters seem to go out to play with their lovers on holidays.

"Why can they live so fulfilling life?

I think that.

I remember my high school and college days, however, It doesn't seem to be as fulfilling as they are about romance.

Well, I have noticed that "it was self-responsibility".

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I feel unpleasant, so I think that

"This is the result of my education"

My daughters seem to go out to play with their lovers on holidays.

"Why can they live so fulfilling life?

I think that.

I remember my high school and college days, however, It doesn't seem to be as fulfilling as they are about romance.

Well, I have noticed that "it was self-responsibility".

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I feel unpleasant, so I think that

"This is the result of my education"


2019-10-24 "International, here" [長年日記]

There is a song called “International” (Note: YouTube is connected).

Those who know this song are probably over 70 years old and the number seems to be very small.

(I heard that) this song was sung in the 1960s and 70s security struggle(Use search engine because the explanation is cumbersome).

It is also a song aimed at international solidarity of the World Socialist Movement, aiming for the “World Revolution”.

If you have any questions about why Ebata has such niche knowledge, please read this section.

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The other day, when I watched this five-language flyers on the station,

Intuitively I thought

"International, here"

However, the words on the flyers, are not "“Revolution! or Death!" of manifesto urging to people to rise to action,

It was a “cautionary note” that announced the suspension of operations due to the arrival of a large typhoon.


2019-10-25 "No problem. The typhoon is going Shizuoka-city, so the festival of tomorrow will be held" [長年日記]

The other day, I went to Hamamatsu in Shizuoka pref. on business trip.

Recently, I like to read comics whose title is "a local woman's howling"

Now I think that I confuse me with "a master of Shizuoka pref." by reading the comics.

In the comics, Hamamatsu citizen are introduced as "unique festivalgoer".

Of course, I know well that it is a over-deformation because I also came from a local area.

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While returning run in the taxi, I was surprised to find the preparation of a festival and parading a float.

At that time, everyone knew the greatest typhoon on record would hit Shizuoka Pref.

Ebata:"I am sorry but the festival of tomorrow will call off"

When I said that to the taxi driver, he replied to me.

"No problem. The typhoon is going Shizuoka-city, so the festival of tomorrow will be held"

While I said "it is good", I was by no means free from doubts in my mind.

Of course, I didn't say tactless word of "Typhoon is not "point " but big "circle" with storm zone"

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In "a local woman's howling",

"Hamamatsu citizens are "unique festivalgoer""

and in addition,

There are "something" between Hamamatsu-city and Shizuoka-city.

are described a lot.

This time, I have confirmed the fact without my intention.


2019-10-26 My story of diary often comes early in the morning when I woke up in the early morning insomnia. [長年日記]

My story of diary often comes early in the morning when I woke up in the early morning insomnia.

And definitely, then I forget it.

Unfortunately, I remember only what the story comes up to me.

I can leave it on your smartphone, however, if I do that, my consciousness will be completely awakened, and I will not be able to sleep again.

If that happens, I must have the worst physical condition that day.

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So I usually try to write the story on the paper at the bedside in the shortest possible time with hiragana characters.

However, there is a problem with this. When I look at the paper later,

(1)I don't know what is written

(2)I know what is written, but I don't know what

(3)I lose the paper

There are problems such as above, so this is an operational problem.

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I don't know why the story is coming early in the morning.

I hope the story also takes care of the arrival time, however,

If you complain too much, new story may stop coming. so I will stop it.


2019-10-27 Anyway, I know only the book I read, so I recommended "al bouquets for Algernon", "night and fog", and "irrational as expected". [長年日記]

The eldest daughter majors in psychology at university, but now she looks desperate for knowledge acquisition.

She seems that the phase has not been reached that applying the contents of the learned psychology to the world around her.

Well, it cannot be helped.

I was also able to realize that statistics and imaginary numbers were "this is really amazing" when I realized that I knew "ease" with this knowledge after calculating with a computer.

After all, literature is the culmination of methods for "easy" with the knowledge of the predecessors.

Well, aside.

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If you major in psychology, read some famous books will help you at some stage (Example: job hunting), whether you understand the contents of books.

I said.

Anyway, I know only the book I read, so I recommended "al bouquets for Algernon", "night and fog", and "irrational as expected".

("Courage to be hated" seems to be a best seller, but I didn't recommend it because I didn't read it)

Well, I think it would be useful to talk to the interviewer.


2019-10-28 "I am almost the same as when I was buying the parts for experimentation at my own expense in my campus life" with a sigh. [長年日記]

Yesterday, I went to a parts shop in Machida to purchase parts for an experimental device using a Raspberry Pi.

Raspberry Pi is an educational board computer of several thousand yen, but it is a splendid computer that has been monitoring the Ebata's house with working for several years.

Anyway, the initial cost is cheap, so it is very helpful when I want to make a prototype system in a short time.

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On the other hand, the product lineup of enclosure, with water-proof and dust-proof for outdoor environment, is very poor.

There are also few types of communication modules (4G not WiFi).

Well, above all, it cannot be helped, since they are not intended for outdoor use.

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At the moment, the most useful are

"products that can be purchased at 100 yen stores"

Especially, plastic cases are abundant in size, and they are very useful.

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However, I cannot get metal adapters that secure the board computer, even at 100 yen stores"

I had a hard time getting the strangely sized metal tool, and I had to say "which country standard they use ?”

By consulting only one parts shop at Machida, I could connect different parts. Finally I managed to them somehow.

And I purchased them in large quantities at my own expense.

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"I am almost the same as when I was buying the parts for experimentation at my own expense in my campus life" with a sigh.


2019-10-29 I hate studying TOEIC with feeling vomit [長年日記]

I have written both Japanese and “Japanese English” in this diary.

The reason is

I hate studying TOEIC with feeling vomit

I understand that I need to study English, however I'm really feel ill with thinking that my brain should be running for the stunning test.

On the other hand, English is, after all, a language, and I cannot neglect the training everyday.

I don't know if my "Japanese English" that I write in my diary is useful. Maybe it's not useful.

However, thanks to this daily "Japanese English" writing, when I have to write English emails at work, I can write English with almost no lag time.

It is completely unknown whether the English sentence is structured as a meaningful sentence. But there is no problem by just arranging English words (It is my policy).

Above all, I am not translating the whole sentence by myself.

I'm asking "Google Translate" for a considerable part.

(To be continued)


2019-10-30 "If we use Google Translate, why we should study English?" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

Here is one question.

"If we use Google Translate, why we should study English?"

This is a typical "yes and no" problem.

“Google Translate” provides high-precision translation, but sometimes causes fatal mistakes for example,

- Misunderstanding of the subject

- Mistranslation of rarely used kanji and idioms

and

- Ignoring explicit grammar (as I am surprised)

In these cases, "Google Translate" is not guilty but the Japanese sentence entered into "Google Translate" is bad.

To get a good translation,

- Explicitly enter subject and predicate, even if they are unnatural in Japanese

- Enter kanji and idioms, after they have been correctly broken as correct meanings.

- Divide sentences for "Google Translate" to keep the grammar

we have to devise like the above.

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In other words, "the significance of learning English" is

(1) to get ability to find "abnormal translation results" of Google translation

(2) to get ability to recreate Japanese so that Google Translate can do "reasonable translation"

I think that they are enough for us.

Stopping making "autonomous international person" that school education aims at at present, well, no we don't have to stop it, however,

I think that the educational policy should be "English education premised on cooperation with software technology".

This is the real solution, no matter who says what.


2019-10-31 Wife: "While we are staying at this house, stop the system" [長年日記]

Today, new my column is released, so I take a day off.

Mr.Ebata's struggling for DIY IT Nursing Support System(1) "

Still I work this system just for five domestic users

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When I talked with the editor of a technical specialist book about the story of this "watching system", I was clearly told that “The system of Raspberry Pi is not worthy as a technical article".

I was also responded with "I guess so."

It's too old as a technical issue, and in fact, it is easy to find the same story in books at book stores (They are typical stories in the Raspbeery Pi magazine).

Therefore, this time, without talking about "technology", I tried to describe the slapstick play of system construction in "time chart" basis.

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By the way, this time, the system I built in my wife's parents house, did not achieve its purpose, but left another problem.

That was when my wife and the eldest daughter were returning to their parents' home in visiting of mother-in-law and other procedures.

I got a phone call and I was told by my wife.

Wife: "While we are staying at this house, stop the system"

Ebata: "I haven't watched you"

In addition, it was installed that any people could not use the system.

Wife:"stop it anyway"

Well, it was easy to stop, so I entered a few commands, stopped the system, and told my wife to it.

(To be continued)