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2014-10-03 However, "Revenge Porn" gives us some tips for us.

"Revenge Porn" is an abuse, that ex-lovers or ex-spouse let their ex-partner's nude pictures or movies out in order for their revenge.

Correctly speaking, persons who do that sort of thing are the lowest of the low.

And this is also a rare special case to identify the offender easily.

Still the fool who is trying it is a pathetic freebie or has nothing to lose.

However, "Revenge Porn" gives us some tips for us.

- We should never select a freebie as lover or spouse.

- We should never select a person who has nothing to lose in society, as lover or spouse.

It is clear for us that "love is all" is not all.

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The other day, I had to attend a meeting and I decided to use my music pod for the conversation (& evidences) record.

However, I had never used the pod as a recorder before, so I tried to test it with my wife's help.

Yesterday, when I heard music by the pod, I happened to find the music file, and hear that.

Ebata:"Hi, my sweet"

Wife:"What? My darling?"

There was a melodramatic couple conversation like

Yes. It is stupid.

They were stupid couple in this file.

On the spot, I wanted to start to delete this file, but I stopped it suddenly.

I thought

"If my wife wants to divorce me, this file might be useful for me"

After that, I noticed and said to myself,

"It is the same of "Revenge Porn" isn't it?"

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Though I have no intention to use as a weapon of “Revenge Porn", I unconsciously still keep this file in my pod.

My wife will do order to delete this file immediately after reading this diary.


2015-10-03 When I was in a junior school, it was the highest possible penance to submit a diary to a teacher in charge every day.

I talked that I was a child who dislike to write sentences.

When I was in a junior school, it was the highest possible penance to submit a diary to a teacher in charge every day.

"Does a new topic come everyday?"

I copied the previous day's diary, changed the contents a little, and submit it to the teacher very day.

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I talked before, however, the appearance of a word processor and PC made me a "a poor writing making machine" like now.

When I was a working student while earning school expenses and cost of living, I purchased the word processor and laptop computer by less than 1 million yen.

Probably, something of mine would be out of order from that time.

Still, thanks to the word processor or the PC, my life changed completely.

I wrote, wrote and wrote, and calculated, calculated and calculated all from one end, like now.

Thanks to PC, my life became fun.

(To be continued)


2016-10-03 If I have even the ability to enjoy the content, I have a "value" of "useful for someone".

(Continuation from yesterday)

Above all, I think that the economic effectiveness is enormous.

Even if we don't have any individuality and creativity and live a life aimlessly , we are enormous engines to make the economy move

Of course, it is a different story whether happiness or not.

For example, terrorist explosions, huge disaster, and care of the aged, they can stimulate the economy.

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I wrote the above, however, I, myself think that "this is a fast-food logic and have problems with them".

I know well that it is impossible to resolve them with this light thinking processes.

However, at least, I think that it might be an idea doesn't need the religion of doctrine of "all of life is worth equally".

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Far away from the original topic.

What I want to say,

"Watching sports" is a content that is not be established by only creators of the sport contents.

Any creation generates the "value" when it is consumed.

The ability to enjoy "watching sports" is to give the value to the creation, and everyone who who enjoy the "sports" is an engine turning the economy.

Even if I cannot do anything what I want by aging, and I become no longer making anything,

If I have even the ability to enjoy the content, I have a "value" of "useful for someone".

I believe that, even if everybody denies this my logic.

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For now, I think that the ability is more valuable than more than one hundred patent applications of mine(my junior said),


2017-10-03 The object to be hatred, retaliated is a terrorist.

(Continuation from yesterday)

Again, I can not understand the thought of terrorists and I do not intend to understand from now on.

However, I think there is something to learn from these things.

(Part 1)

There are terrorists and heads of state who take thoughts and actions unknown to their translation. Attempts to understand such ideas and behaviors are largely in vain.

(Part 2)

There was a period when all the Japanese citizens had been seen as terrorists from all over the world by the Japanese terrorists less than 10 people.

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The object to be hatred, retaliated is a terrorist.

"hate the sin, but don't hate the person" .... I do not know the proverb.

I hate 'people' and hate and hate 'people' - this is my basic policy.

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Expanding the object of hatred and retaliation to organizations, ethnic groups, religion and thought,

I think that such a person is weak, lazy, lack of study, and coward.

The most hateful thing is the "person" "person" and "person", and, we should fulfill retaliation exactly for that "person" by spending your own life.

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By the way, private fight is against the law (established Meiji 22 (battle crimes)).


2018-10-03 I think this makes me feel easy, doesn't this?

I can enjoy television dramas and animations from the final episode.

It is enough for me to watch the digest edition of "sharpshooter" of football game.

This is a result of technical writing training, based on "start it from the conclusion"... correction, just for my character of "I am not interested in some kinds of contents"

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For me, I don't mind starting to read the latter book, when I make a reservation for book in two volumes, and the latter arrive.

In this case, the latter book "Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind" arrived first.

I have known this book before, however, I have also know that this book was recommended by a retired president and an IT company CEO. In cases like this, repulsive force is going to work in my mind.

At this moment, I come to cling to my mind of "I never read the book" perversely. However, you-know-who asked me to read it, I was reluctant to accept his proposal.

"Shit! How amazing this book is! "

Especially, after reading the analysis of religion categorizing, I dropped my head with saying "I am looser absolutely"

First of all, there was no competition.

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The two special impressive descriptions for me, were

"Happiness is the amount of secretion in our brain"

and

"Happiness is measured not by scalar values not by vector values"

(Incidentally, the two above phrases were made by me(not quotations))

In conclusion, "our minds are chemical entities"

Correctly speaking, "variations of electric signal that are changed by chemical entities"

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I graduated from a college by submitting the study about "neural network", so I should have known it well. However I can forget the fact easily again and again.

In this time, I could come as a fresh reminder that "our minds are chemical entities"

If I make a bad job of it and make a blue, the reason is not "me" but "chemical entities",

If I don't want to go to work every Monday morning or the day after consecutive holidays, the reason is not "me" but "chemical entities",

I think this makes me feel easy, doesn't this?


2019-10-03 If you are standing next to her who fell down with disappointment and despair,

In my diary of yesterday,

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"A friend (female) is clearly dating a "bad man", and I am telling her to "stop from dating", but she never hear me"

(syncopation)

"I am sorry but I think that you can't do anything. "Faith" is not logical"

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I wrote the above.

I want to leave the deleted phrase of the diary here.

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You can't do anything, however,

If you keep observing her who are getting exhausted every day.

If you are standing next to her who fell down with disappointment and despair,

It's a "friend"

I think so.

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Even my humble self in my life, There are two

"friends who could not help me, but had been standing by me"

They were too good friends for me in my life.

I think that it is enough for me.


2020-10-03 I don't want to be at the mercy of "success in the eyes of others", but "success of my own volition.

(Continuation from yesterday)

Ebata: "Well, aside from that, what's a 'the flag' ?"

Wife: "It's also called 'return to their hometown in glory'"

Ebata: "The only images that 'the flag' reminds me of are musicians, idols and actors"

Wife: "Or a politician or a baseball player... Anyway, I guess this is the limit of our image.

Ebata: "If they can achieve what they want, is that 'they could raise the flag' ? I suppose it's good enough for my own goals, if I achieve them."

Wife: "...no, that's not enough.

Ebata: "?"

Wife: "If they use the phrase of "return to their hometown in glory", the flag should be something that could be perceived as a "success." for many people, especially in their hometown."

Ebata: "...what most people consider to be of common value -- 'money'"

Wife:"Or to be famous -- I guess that includes 'fame'"

Ebata: "When it comes to 'money' and 'fame' that can be observed by a third party - ah, I see, 'musicians' is easy to understand.

Wife: "Yes, you're right. The process of getting there requires not only effort and ability, but also luck, and in addition, 'the possibility should be terribly small'.

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Honestly, I thought that

"It's troublesome"

I don't want to be at the mercy of "success in the eyes of others", but "success of my own volition.

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Finally, I'll leave you with something unnecessary.

If you have an illustion of the flag in the eyes of others, let you read this article.

If you can't be bothered to read the words, it is O.K. to watch these figures.

I think it's at least a reference.


2021-10-03 "If Golgo 13 belongs to an organization (such as the United Nations or Japan's Self-Defense Forces) and pledges allegiance to that organization..."

Mr. Takao Saito, the author of "Golgo 13", has passed away.

My deepest condolences to him and his family.

By the way, I have heard that Golgo 13 was not well received in the U.S.

I think the reason was that he was 'not a hero of justice'.

"What a good-natured...and righteous...people the American people are.

I thought it.

Or rather...

"Whose justice is that?"

I wanted to ask it them.

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Golgo 13 gave me

"Justice is a relative concept, there is no such thing as 'absolute justice'"

I think this is a philosophy book that has taught me since I was a teenager that

So, in my case, one more turn,

"I don't care about other people's justice. I can live my life thinking only of my own (convenient) justice."

This is the opposite of cosmopolitanism, and it is my world view that I have perfected to this day.

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I heard that Golgo 13 will continue to be serialized in the future.

In other words, there is a successor (creator) who inherits the spirit of Golgo 13 -- the absolute denial of universal justice.

I hope that Golgo 13 will continue to live forever as a "lone terrorist" as he has always been.

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"If Golgo 13 belongs to an organization (such as the United Nations or Japan's Self-Defense Forces) and pledges allegiance to that organization..."

I mean, if he turns into a character like that...

I'm prepared to say, "I'm going to launch a suicide bombing attack on that publishing company.


2022-10-03 This is what I consider a "technology of making things" and "a kind of insurance" that does not presuppose human existence.

I believe that the art of making things is a kind of insurance policy, and I have always tried to keep up with the latest trends in technology (even if I skip company work).

And now, I am truly astonished to read this.

"I watched something scary"

It is like that.

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I think that even if you are not a engineer, you still need "technology," but that technology should be mainly based on the existence of human beings--communication, charisma, sales talk, charisma, and so on.

Is that perception itself already misguided?

For example, in my case, I have a vague expectation that even if I am thrown out of the company tomorrow, I will be able to get by with a computer.

I also believe that if I read the manual, I will be able to run most machines.

This is what I consider a "technology of making things" and "a kind of insurance" that does not presuppose human existence.

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I know that in recent years, urban design, community service, and community revitalization have been popular -- however, I think, that

"Something you've designed doesn't start working without hardware, program, database, and smartphone."


2023-10-03 "One egg, one slice of ham, enoki mushrooms, spinach, or komatsuna greens sauteed with one crushed red pepper and one slice of toast"

Spinach is delicious.

It's an essential ingredient in my lunch of ham and eggs -- but it's been pricey lately.

"I can't pay 400 yen for a bunch of Komatsuna," I say, picking up the Komatsuna next to it.

Komatsuna is roughly half the price of spinach, but its taste is not as good as spinach.

So, for the komatsuna, I cut it into 1 cm pieces and saute it to obscure the flavor.

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"One egg, one slice of ham, enoki mushrooms, spinach, or komatsuna greens sauteed with one crushed red pepper and one slice of toast"

This is my breakfast and lunch.

I have to keep it down to this level to keep my weight down while working from home.

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By the way, if you have a mental breakdown, you can skip even this lunch.

No, this is not "okay".