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2014-10-12 I have already destroyed my stomach because of stressful the chief management tasks before the "Hokkyoku-Ramen" attack.

This is Sobue.

Interesting. It is a wonderful report.

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I think that both Mr.Ebata and Mr.Sobue who have already completed "Hokkyoku-Ramen" have always had a lot of trouble around them, so this trial might be treated as a kind of litmus paper.

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Why I could complete the mission was that

I have already destroyed my stomach because of stressful the chief management tasks before the "Hokkyoku-Ramen" attack.

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I want to propose that new checkbox that is described as "I have finished eating-up Hokkyoku-Ramen", should be added in metal health tests, and if the checkbox is filled in, the person being tested should be mental-counseling as soon as possible.

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In addition, I would like to propose the following new check item.

"I sometimes want to eat Hokkyoku-Ramen by all means"


2015-10-12 "They are unimaginative and dumb"

(Continuation from yesterday)

According to "violence", both "number" and "data" will be violence.

Now I was given works of serialised columns, and only few people has taken objection to the contents until now.

The person also can understand my thought with logically.

Of course, I sometimes make a mistake and I modify my opinions.

However, the cases have been rare despairingly.

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Both "number" and "data" are difficult to understand and argue against them.

From the opposite view, "number" is the best weapon, and "math" is also the best tool to try to mislead the public.

"Number" is violence. So we have to study "math" in order to fight against the violence.

However, there is a writer couple who says "delete quadratic function from the compulsory education process" and a prefectural governor who says "girls should learn names of flowers by heart without learning trigonometrical function".

The reason why I presume and tell

"they are unimaginative and dumb"

is that they cannot understand dangers of the power with "number" and "math"

(To be continued)


2016-10-12 I thought that "the coding is good to understand the reasoning algorithm".

(Continuation from yesterday)

If the program is for a control system, I could find the wrong algorithm of the program by a phenomenon of strange system behavior, for example, halt or uncontrolled system.

On the other hand, in case of a reasoning system, whose purpose is "reasoning", we cannot know the correct answer in advance. So if the output of the reasoning system become a mess, nobody cannot notice the mess.

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When I was a college student, I started an AI team (fuzzy and neural network) alone at the beginning, in view of my tuition in attendance.

Of course, the beginning period, there was no time-tested reasoning engine around me, so I had to make a reasoning engine with reading a lot of papers and books from scratch.

As the team leader, I asked members of the team to make a reasoning engine by themselves. I didn't open my codes to anyone.

I thought that "the coding is good to understand the reasoning algorithm".

However, the above my policy was to fall into a pit.

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Now I notice that

This story is available for the next serial of "AI".

I will continue this story on the next the serial.

Please don't think badly of me.


2017-10-12 better not to come to "Tokyo", on the contrary, I think.

I have been in the metropolis for a long time, however I don't have a passion for this area.

Without Southern All Stars, "Enoshima" would not have become so famous this much.

At least that coast is neither beautiful nor characterized by comparison with many coasts in Japan.

I think that "Tokyo freeway" that appears in Yumin's lyrics probably refers to the capital highway or the highway around it that leads to the Tokyo area.

Anyway, The night view seen from the load is not beautiful, romantic, and comfortable.

If "Tokyo freeway" means "free road", you can see just "traffic lights" that stops the car every three minutes.

First of all, while driving a highway, if your lover I don't know at all, is falling down on you, you can not concentrate on driving, and it is really dangerous.

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Well, youth who is longing for "Tokyo" (not only youth)

is better not to come to "Tokyo", on the contrary, I think.


2018-10-12 Immediately I ordered my family to "purchase 3 bucks" by LINE from the office,

At the blackout of week before last, I told you the story of "I was in trouble with a shortage of size C battery".

It might be enough to leave AA batteries in the radio, However, "leakage" problem occurs frequently, when leaving the batteries in the long-term,

After that, the slot of the battery rusted, the worst, the radio itself breaks down.

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Previously, In the Ebatas, we used batteries quite frequently, but recently we only use them for LED flashlights.

And its size is almost "AA 3" (Rarely AA 4 also exists).

So, AA batteries are quite abundant in our house.

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By the way, although batteries are different in size, in fact, AA and C have the same "height".

So, if you can "thicken" the girth of a AA battery, you can use it as a C battery.

"I thought it was a certain that converts the size to AA to C", and I could easily find it on Amazon, however,

"It was expensive."

Why do I have to pay 300 yen per just plastic adapter?

At home, I need at least six C batteries, I will have to pay 1800 yen as well.

In this case, buying AA is far cheaper.

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While thinking "I'm getting angry, and I was searching it on the net, I found ideal thing.

That's it.

This is 50 yen per adapter.

Immediately I ordered my family to "purchase 3 bucks" by LINE from the office,

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Two days later, my wife got this adapter at a 100 yen shop, and "single type C shortage problem" was ended.


2019-10-12 I'm sorry again and again, however ―― If you think "let's understand" or "I want someone to understand", you will lose.

(Continuation from yesterday)

On the other hand,

It becomes to easier to get in touch with persons by smart-phone, e-mail, SNS.

Thanks to these devices and devices the irritation of "narrows" might be improved.

In addition, it is a true that some excuses of "irresponsible person" won't be passed by them.

Recently, accident (personal accident) information has become easier to understand both in real time and afterwards.

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Then, when asked if the age of "irresponsible person" comes, I am afraid "NO".

They has "no" or "sparse" value of punctuality, so they cannot find it.

Simply speaking, they cannot understand why others get angry with them.

In other words, this is neither "advantage” nor "disadvantage", but it is just "character".

I'm sorry again and again, however ―― If you think "let's understand" or "I want someone to understand", you will lose.

It is O.K. that "we don't understand each other". We continue to stay angry.

And if you don't like it, you can leave it. There is no problem at all. All is okay.

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"I don't feel comfortable" is unhappy, but the probability of encountering an accident is smaller.

Conversely,

"I feel comfortable" is happy, but the probability of encountering an accident is bigger.

I can't say which is better.

After all, it will be “middle is good”.

It's up to me to define that "middle", however, this story is recursive no matter where I go, and I cannot find the answer.


2020-10-12 So, I'm looking for someone who can supervise the contents of my "blockchain" column

This weekend, I was preparing for a new series of columns -- I was studying all day.

Lately I've been relying on the Civic Library and Amazon to collect materials, but for preparing a new series, I decided to go to the main branch of the city library and the city bookstore.

However, I had to take the train for less than an hour to get to the city with a big bookstore, so I thought it was a little troublesome (a typhoon was also coming).

That's when I remembered the large shopping center in the next town, "Coachandfour", and I drove there.

Anyway, it's a big bookstore and I was confused about where to find the technical books. I found a huge area in the back of the bookstore, with over 20 lines of technical books alone, so I was so impressed and lost my voice

"Pleasure surrounded by an overwhelming number of technical books"

Yeah, I wanted to stay here for more than 25 hours a day.

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"O'Reilly's Go language parallel processing book. However, there is no sample parallel program using WebSocket. "

"Hooray! Visual Studio Code textbook! I wanted to know about Docker cooperation, so I want this, but I have to concentrate on studying this weekend, so let's see it off this time. "

"Every quantum computer book is still difficult. I don't understand anything in the book that says "gentle". I wonder if both the author and the publisher are having a hard time. "

So, "I can browse" is the greatest strength of a real bookstore.

I think that people who come to a bookstore and buy a book want to read the book immediately.

Therefore, I also think that a real bookstore with abundant inventory will not lose sales opportunities.

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Now, the theme of the new series, will be "blockchain".

"Blockchain" is an main service of IT.

Therefore, I don't think that I will always write something that makes me uneasy like the previous "quantum computer".

But still, if an expert monitors me, I can rest assured that I'll be "runaway."

So, I'm looking for someone who can supervise the contents of my "blockchain" column

Anyone who accepts Ebata's content well, skips the details, and can give advice with "concrete examples" is welcome.

Not to mention the theoretical aspects of blockchain, I would be very grateful if you could give us advice from those who actually design and operate Bitcoin and blockchain applications and services.

This time, in addition to this, I also welcome those who provide real and muddy on-site stories related to Bitcoin (this is another frame from the blockchain supervision).

By the way, this time as well, I plan to act as an "antagonist" who disrespects blockchain (including Bitcoin).

I would appreciate it if you could contact me.


2021-10-12 "If you think the Japanese are easy, you're naive."

When I was a college student, I went to India by myself and had a bad experience and returned home.

Today, as I was reading an article, I remembered that in a park in India, I was approached by a suspicious-looking massage guy who gave me a shoulder massage.

Well, it was "good", but not "very good", and I thought, "I can't say the service is worth the price".

After the service, I was told to write down my impressions in his notebook, so I wrote exactly that in 'Japanese'.

After that, he reminded me to 'say what you wrote verbally (in English),' so I did.

I said phrases such as, "Great service," "Excellent value for money," and "Everyone should try this massage. Afterwards, we shook hands with smiles and parted ways.

"If you think the Japanese are easy, you're naive."

"Suck it up" I thought, and I left.


2022-10-12 Incidentally, someone tweeted that my (voice) image was "Ikari Gendou" from Neon Genesis Evangelion.

I like the voice actor Shinichiro Miki's performance.

"I don't want him to play anything other than Kaiki-Doroshu in Monogatari series, and Holmes in Elementary"

I think that I am selfish, for example.

I've seen Holmes in Elementary in an undubbed (subtitled) version, and I couldn't help but say,

"Who are you?"

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Incidentally, someone tweeted that my (voice) image was "Ikari Gendou" from Neon Genesis Evangelion.

Imagine my 'confusion', my folks.


2023-10-12 If you're saying, 'I don't know what I want to do,' you probably think you're an unhappy person," but.... I wanted to tell you, 'Surprisingly, that may be the best life.

I think, 'Having something you want to do probably makes you unhappy.'

Yeah, I (Ebata) am not in a good state of mind right now -- please read it as such.

I think it would be a good idea to stop reading it, as depression may be contagious.

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Because what I want to do often doesn't work.

I struggle a lot with the process of doing what I want to do.

And giving up on something I want to do in the middle of a project is the most painful thing I can do.

In addition, even after I have done what I want to do, it does not mean that I will be happy.

People easily forget what they have accomplished.

And the next thing I want to do is torment myself.

It feels like a curse of an endless loop.

-- Yeah, I guess I (Ebata) am not in a good mental state right now.

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What I'm trying to say is,

If you're saying, 'I don't know what I want to do,' you probably think you're an unhappy person," but....

I wanted to tell you, 'Surprisingly, that may be the best life.

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I think it is unusual for me (Ebata) to say this so that I will put it on record properly.

Or maybe the negative Ebata will be the default for all time to come, but, well, it cannot be helped.

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It seems that this kind of "Weak Ebata" is well accepted by our readers. (Thank you for your supportive emails.)

I can't be happy about it, but still, if my diary has lightened someone's heart, even mine like this is useful.