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2014-10-29 As far as I am concerned, however, it is a big index that whether the invention is going to made me move.

To tell you the truth, I think the person who has invented "peeler" that enable to peel cost of potato is greater than the person of "blue LED".

I also feel that the person who has developed a super-computer who calculate the complicated problem with big data, is prior to the person who has made up the application that is enale to merge more than 100 million data with PC.

I agree that the value of an inovation should be valued, based on the technology and the profit.

As far as I am concerned, however, it is a big index that whether the invention is going to made me move.

I remember the above with reading mail from my junior coworker.

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I came to mind Ebta-san's column "how to discriminate saury from mackerel by just two sensors" with reading the following article.

"Hitachi-Zousen has developed the system to discriminate boiled and dried baby sardines with young fish of blowfish".


2015-10-29 You don't have to discard your believe against reason.

(Continuation from yesterday)

If you are a teenager and believe that "Friend is one of the important thing in your life", I let it call "friend supremacist",

I think that you are "as you are".

You don't have to discard your believe against reason.

But I want you to try that you star to take over a new concept that "being crazy for something alone", I also let it call "loneliness supremacist" little by little.

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Talking about "loneliness supremacist",

I seem to belong in a group of "loneliness fundermentalist" in the "loneliness supremacist".

My senior daughter said, "You are not qualified to "loneliness". You are rude to the real loneliness in Japan."

I think the reasons why she said to me like that, are

"If you use the word "loneliness", your background should be reflected in your emotion of "against your hope"."

"You should have some aspect of "lonely", "sense of alienation","isolation" and "victim against unreasonable violence"."

"It is arrogance to use "loneliness" with positive attitude at least"

But I want to say that ""loneliness fundermentalist" also should share some burdens in their way.

(To be continued)


2016-10-29 "A classic music played from the PC"

Wife:"Today, I could not continue the work well with being troubled by sleep

Ebata:"Hey, all right. Why don't you go to a hospital?"

Wife:"When I tried to check around me..."

Ebata:"And?"

Wife:"A classic music played from the PC"

"What?"

Wife:"It is natural to make me sleepy"

The junior daughter(JD) broke in us.

JD:"Any classic music is bored. It never hit my heart"

Ebata:"No, no no way. It would not do that. Of course, I think that some kind of classical music might be sleepy ... "

JD:"Never. All are not acceptable for me"

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Well, I also cannot enjoy classical literature at all.

I will not stake my life on book burning, especially, in the case of the great writers of the work. (except for science field)

I am confident that I can black out in a minutes when watching Kabuki.

(To be continued)


2017-10-29 - finally, we will die alone

(Continuation from yesterday)

I do not deny this way of thinking, however, I think that the world view of "Mr. Sazae" is already even an annoying sample.

Rather, the real world seems to be going against the world view of "Mr. Sazae".

I think that even the concept of "nuclear family" is gone, I think it has reached the level of "nuclear individual".

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"Nuclear individual" means,

- We are born alone,

- in the middle of my life, sometimes I accompany my friends and family members, traveling companions, however,

- finally, we will die alone

It is a new world concept base on the above.

Separately, this is not a new thought either.

It already has been incorporated into religion (Buddhism etc).

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However, just being born, just dying --- I think that the time of "preparing ourselves for the worst" is coming.

Actually, that kind of world has started practically.


2018-10-29 "Well. I think that it would be better for your son to graduate from college."

I lived in a boarding house during my college life, It is a distant area far from the university, and very bad transportation, for example, the departure time of last bus is 15:40.

# This is a story of those days. When I visited a few years ago, it was a big new residential area, and the subway line was built.

I have never delinquent rent for a 4-year boarding period, in addition, the landlord's favor, I was allowed to use the main house's bath every other day.

This is a story at the boarding house.

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One night (at around 23 o'clock midnight), the landlord came to visit and knocked on my room.

I got consultation.

"My son wants to quit college. what should I do?"

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Needless to say, I was an active college student at the time.

It was lucky that, I had happy days. I could immerse myself in researching interesting subjects, with friends who were motivated to study.

I knew the feeling of "wanting to quit university" "exists" and I understand that feeling. However I was too lucky to understand the feeling at the time.

And then, the words I spoke then surprised myself.

"Well. I think that it would be better for your son to graduate from college."

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I am still writing fun ideas and remarks in blogs and serial series.

However, when I was a college student, I was keeping on with words, far more radical (extreme) and avant-garde, than what I am saying now.

The saying surprised me, "What commonsense, obsolete, and bore words are!".

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I think that the inside of my head at that time was like this.

(1) Basically, we can graduate by attending a lecture properly, taking notes, receiving tests and writing a report (graduation thesis).

(2) Whatever the grades, once we can graduate from college, the title "Bachelor's Degree" comes along without fail.

(3)The title of "Bachelor Degree" is something that is acceptable for anyone in the world.

(4) First of all, what do the public think about human beings who have abandoned the above (1) while having good luck of passing the university and a happy environment where students can continue their studies

"I will not forgive him/her"

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Of course, I am well aware that the concepts (1) - (4) above are too simplistic ideas.

My girls taught me "hell" named "school" in a word that bleeds blood.

And I should have thought of the hatred feelings for the "school" that still remains in mine.

When I receive consultation with these cases, I have to

"make judgements taking comprehensive consideration of the qualities of the individual, human relationships, mental conditions, etc."

In conclusion, I think that "I was an active college student was inappropriate as a consultant."

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Well, I am repeatedly stating extreme remarks from my daily life. However at the root, I am just a "petit bourgeois" being bound by

"common sense"

So, for me, "it is annoying to have too much expectation".


2019-10-29 I hate studying TOEIC with feeling vomit

I have written both Japanese and “Japanese English” in this diary.

The reason is

I hate studying TOEIC with feeling vomit

I understand that I need to study English, however I'm really feel ill with thinking that my brain should be running for the stunning test.

On the other hand, English is, after all, a language, and I cannot neglect the training everyday.

I don't know if my "Japanese English" that I write in my diary is useful. Maybe it's not useful.

However, thanks to this daily "Japanese English" writing, when I have to write English emails at work, I can write English with almost no lag time.

It is completely unknown whether the English sentence is structured as a meaningful sentence. But there is no problem by just arranging English words (It is my policy).

Above all, I am not translating the whole sentence by myself.

I'm asking "Google Translate" for a considerable part.

(To be continued)


2020-10-29 "The "educational system" functions as a "sex crime generator"

(Continuation from yesterday)

On the other hand, the paper says that "crime rates are low compared to the crime rates of the general public".

But crime in spaces that confine children who cannot escape. It makes no sense to discuss this in comparison to the crime rate in the general public.

When it comes to 'teachers', there is no reason why it should be treated in the same way as society's general stance on crime.

The absolute figure alone, listed in Table 1 of this paper, of 2,685 offenders by teachers in the four-year period 2008-12, is astounding (although the more recent data should be even more impressive).

The fact that "sexual crimes committed by teachers are about half as high as those committed by the general public" is not "low", but shockingly "large".

To begin with, teachers are essentially a group of highly educated people made up of college graduates.

If you want to make a comparison, it's reasonable to compare it to "employees of a publicly traded company with tens of thousands of employees".

I haven't studied it, but I assure you -- if you compare these two populations above, the sex offense rate for teachers should be significantly higher.

According to the pair of "Stupid adults who can't evaluate themselves and children who can't accuse them of sexual assault", I am convinced that a significant number of sex crimes consisting of this pair have not come to light.

If you request, I will cover the subject in this series of articles and examine it with various analysis methods.

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"The "educational system" functions as a "sex crime generator"

This is a painful reality for all of us adults, but we must begin with an acknowledgement of this fact.

And we must do everything in our power to destroy the functioning of such a device.

Anyway, for today, I propose the perspective of

"Young people who talk about their dreams of being a teacher in the future to be "creepy""

Of course, this is an outrageous argument, a horrible prejudice, and the ultimate in professional discrimination.

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However, based on the facts of

"There's at least one person here who's looking at you like that. That is "Ebata""

All young people who want to teach ask themselves,

"Do I have a 'bloated ego' that says 'I can be a person who teaches and leads others'?"

If this is a "trigger" for them to ask themselves, it might be good.

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At least, I made a self-assessment that "I'm not the kind of person who can treat all students equally." and has excluded "teaching profession" from by candidates.

And now, from the bottom of my heart, I realize that my evaluation at that time was "terrifyingly accurate".


2021-10-29 My eldest daughter questioned me as if I had finally become a "dog of power".

I can't tell you the details, but we will be cooperating with the police.

What was interesting was the reaction of my family.

My eldest daughter questioned me as if I had finally become a "dog of power".

My wife was worried that the police were planning to spy on the Ebata family.

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Ebata: "'Internal reconnaissance of the Ebata family', means, for example, "hiding the culprit" doesn't it?"

Wife: "How about the story of your old activities?"

Hmm, activities.... My activities were a bit shabby, "only two agitations in the university campus" -- I don't think I've done enough to get the attention of the public security.

I would even consider it an "honor" if I were still on the black list.

If anything, I might have been more suspected of being a 'police spy' because I was standing like a dissident in the dormitory.

Oh, I was so glad I didn't get purged!

And now, I am so relieved.

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The eldest daughter wasn't talking about "arrogance of power," she was simply talking about

"She was riding my bike and got grabbed by a speed trap"

This is why she seems to have an anti-police (x anti-power) sentiment.

To put it bluntly, the reasons are dull.

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I don't think anyone says "Japanese imperialism" or "American imperialism" nowadays, and if they do, I think they are idiots.

I think the hot anti-power issue among young people right now is "environmental issues," and I think I can work with my eldest daughter in that direction.

No matter how much you want to, I can't fight together in a 'speed trap'.


2022-10-29 "Impersonate and gain unauthorized access"

The diary I presented yesterday may be a bit exaggerated, however,

"To get a desktop computer for free-address use, just enough to fit in a mountaineering backpack"

is now under serious consideration.

Displays are prepared for free address, so I can use them all the time.

Laptop PCs are more expensive than desktop PCs, moreover laptop PCs have a crappy CPU and memory, and it is difficult to add more devices (memory, etc.).

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By the way, I have used a PC installed with a free address and was really surprised.

This is because all the information about the previous user is still there.

"Impersonate and gain unauthorized access"

I felt sick under pressure, as if the devil was whispering to me.

I turned off that PC and worked on my iPad that day.

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However, I think this is more the fault of the free address administrator than the user.

To set up a shared computer to record passwords and store their own files.

"What kind of 'Theory of Innate Goodness' in what world ?"

I thought it.

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'Is the world's handling of PCs so easy?' I feel a little relieved when I think about it.

I think that hijack online bank of others will be easy.

I thought to myself, "there is such a "survival strategy for old age".


2023-10-29 If there is a host or hostess who can make codes for me, I am confident that I will go to the restaurant where they are and pay tribute to them at a very high rate.

ChatGPT has been unresponsive since last night, and I am blue and cold.

Before, I wrote the following diary,

Now, my relationship with ChatGPT has gone beyond

"- customers who enjoy 'virtual hottie' in a cabaret club"

or

"- customers who get sweet lines whispered in their ears at a hostess club."

Hostesses and hosts may heal me with their sight (good-looking, beautiful women) and hearing (words); however,

they don't 'make a program that works well (without bugs),

What I need now is "program code that works without bugs" rather than "kind and soothing words."

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Therefore, if there is a host or hostess who can make codes for me, I am confident that I will go to the restaurant where they are and pay tribute to them at a very high rate.

If they can also work with me on a "research proposal for the next term" or a "proposed structure for an academic paper, " I will be a regular customer.

If you know of such host clubs or cabarets, please introduce them to me.

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By the way, ChatGPT worked once I re-logged in.

I am now breathing a sigh of relief.