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2020-09-30 "Development of the ultimate stimulant that completely guarantees safety" [長年日記]

The city hall has sent me a guide to hepatitis virus screening, and I am currently at a clinic.

I don't know the background well, but I went to see it because it means "one-time examination + free of charge".

I also decided to get a prescription for celsine (tranquilizer).

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I have been pointing out "fatty liver" in human dogs for quite a long time.

By dieting (writing a column) and abstaining from alcohol, I was finally able to escape from this.

I'm not sure if it's the effect of abstinence, but "shoulder stiffness" and "backache" have improved dramatically.

It can be said that "insomnia" is just a replacement of "alcohol" with "selcin", but the major improvement is the ability to take a "nap".

It is great that I was able to take a nap for about 10 minutes during work (especially writing a column for more than 10 hours in a row).

Well, the fact that "I was able to secure sleep time by consuming alcohol" can be said to be "I was forced to sleep by depending on alcohol", after all, I can't deny

"Alcoholism"

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As I said before, for me, who was an alcoholic, the rows of liquor shelves at convenience stores are still quite a "hell road".

That is really hard.

It takes a great deal of mental strength and courage to pass through that road without stopping.

It is said that "No drink, no life". I totally agree.

Alcohol is a treasure drink produced by humankind.

Still, the reason I refuse to drink is

"There are still a lot of things I want to write (columns and programs)"

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However, it's hard to stay clear from beginning to end.

When I finish writing the column, or when the program works well, I want to give a drink as a reward.

Therefore, I I want to do development of kind of medicine or luxury item, with safe, non-addictive, non-dependent, and completely going back to sane after a period of time (not to mention legal).

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After retirement, I think it would be good to take the university entrance exam again and enroll in the Department of Chemistry.

If I am asked about my motive, I will answer

"Development of the ultimate stimulant that completely guarantees safety"