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2020-01-16 "I can recover my life even after I grow up2 [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

If you look at a "new adult who has given up hope for the future" as a "human who has been sentenced to life expectancy due to illness or death penalty," the perspective changes a little.

No matter how stupid and unsightly, the desire to "remain in someone's mind" is understandable (a little).

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On the other hand,

"Why do I have to understand the fool of stupid person who is desperate for his future?"

There is a reason for this objection.

But, in my opinion, their despair seems to be a non-realistic, like

"Ebata, You will be able to run 10 seconds in 100 meters if you train hard."

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When I was a teenager, there was fools who was rampant with "school violence".

Still, they seemed to think quite a bit, saying, "When I grow up and become serious, everything will be okay."

They believed in "the goodwill of society" and "kindness of adults", and thought deeply,

"I can recover my life even after I grow up2

The proof of this is the phrase "I used to be bad in the past" issued by seniors and bosses at the drinking party.

By the way, I'm one person who was "bad", that is "bad" to handle difficult.

Bad guys ,Ideological, conviction (about me) is, I think, it was more troublesome than just "incompetent violence".

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But now it's not "life can be recovered."

Nowadays, just married and making a family are being recognized as "great achievements."

Adults do their best in their own lives, they seems to give up their social role of "protecting their children".

Society is doing its utmost to secure social security costs, the administrator can't afford to take care of serious and competent children, not to mention stupid children.

At least to me, children are my two daughters and elderly persons are my two parents.

Others are "just others" and they are not my protection.

In today's world, I feel stuffy, saying, "Once you step off the road, there is no more recovery."

(To be continued)