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2019-11-17 "Why don't you understand that I hate you from the bottom of my heart ?" [長年日記]

I like person of talent, but I don't want to work with a person of defective interface(arrogance, rudeness, vulgarity.

For example, a person said to me that "Ebata exaggerated about his fruits".

I will have never forgiven him forever (Even if it is true). However he doesn't notice that.

However, I am one of business persons, so I cannot avoid working with the person.

In the case, I am supposed to keep to a minimum to use the interface, or break ties with him/her.

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From me, I always emit electric waves whose message is "I don't want to meet you", however the person with broken interface, has

"no ability to get the electric wave despairingly"

From me, I am in contact with the person as much as possible, but it will be very troublesome when the person tries to contact me.

- A person who participates freely from the route of the event participant, even I try to exclude the person, because I think "I don't want him/her".

- A person who tells me, "I want to participate"

"Why don't you understand that I hate you from the bottom of my heart ?"

I feel sad.

About a romance talk, there is a phrase

"Why don't you understand that I love you from the bottom of my heart ?"

This is an opposite.

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I don't hesitate to say "I hate you", even if I don't work with the person.

But I can't say that because I earn money at work.

I think there are many people who have experience like this.

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I also say that I am one of those people with defective interface.

I think this is true even objectively.

In fact, I have not called for various events (wedding, farewell party, drinking party, etc.).

I think this is natural.

Of course, I do not say "I want to participate" from myself.

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So I am trying to "put myself" in a plastic bag.