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2018-08-06 "the persons who I don't meet even after my death" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

Well, on this occasion, now I declare "I will not do my funeral".

This does not means,

"I decline my funeral"

but

"I refuse to implement my funeral in an absolute sense"

Of course, I will feel very happy, a people I want to meet, comes to meet me.

However, although it is a really small number, there are

"the persons who I don't meet even after my death"

I cannot bear, the person will say condolences and look down on me (because I will be in a coffin), even if it is an imagination.

Anyway, I will not able to shout from inside the coffin,

"Go home! Idiot! Why did you come here?"

This is really frustrating.

In addition, the guy is subject not to notice that "I hated and hatred him from the bottom of my heart"

They guy might say that "I was dependent on Ebata" and "We are real best friends" with saying a lie in peace.(Because I will hate or hate them).

(To be continued)