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2017-10-22 "I am doing as long as I am now." [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

Listening to others' romantic targets, listening to the names of bad people, cheating or adultery for entertainers and politicians, --- matters of others that doesn't affect your life at all ---

I do not really know what is interesting.

I'm doing my best with myself.

I am wondering

"Where does that energy to pry for others come from? "

Well, I have known well that my behaviors like the above are causes of "rough expression".

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- Since I was a child, I could not do well with my classmates,

- In junior high school, the student general meeting proposed as student council president was crushed by adviser,

- In high school, I was marked by the student leadership division (not for behaviors but for thoughts)

- Even after entering college, I could not play smartly (especially with women)

- Even after entering the company, basically, I am not interested deeply in organization and human relations,

And it is now.

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However,

- I am deeply grateful to my wife who married me like me (my coworkers seem to respects my wife than me)

- I have also been given some column series, using this distorted thinking form of mine as a selling point

Well, for me,

"I am doing as long as I am now."

So, according to the evaluation against me, please feel free to say anything, but wherever I cannot see or hear, so as not to make me uncomfortable.