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2017-06-12 "I am "a perpetual love machine to just keep turning around without any energy ?" [長年日記]

The other day, I was said from the rude junior fellow.

"Ebata-san, why you cannot understand how many people are loving you"

However, I want to say distinctly

"I cannot understand"

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As far back as my memory goes, the above phrase has appeared high-frequency in my life.

For example the scenes of the lab in my college, drinking party of my office, and thank-you party for the teachers who had retired from the Lab.

The common point is that all subjects of this dialogue are "juniors".

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Ebata(E):"I don't understand what you say. How do you come to think the phrase "I am loved" ?

Rude junior(B):"We are embodying "I love you, Ebata-san" at the bottom of our heart.

E:"For me, I can only imagine" I'm playing with Mr.Ebata ". I even think that they are bad "bullies"

B: "As usual the science brain you have. Can not you recognize "things that do not appear as words?"

E: "Somewhere, I think I can do it. reading the air of the place, I can say mindless compliments, and I think that I have been able to activate a light gag on the spot. "

B: "If that's the case, there's a problem with Mr. Ebata's "receptor", isn't it?"

E: "What?"

B: "Ebata-san, you are missing the ability to feel love from others. Perhaps, by nature, that ability itself does not exist ... "

E: "If it is true, I will end my life without feeling love from anyone"

B: "That's right."

E: "It's unreasonable, I think that I activate "love" properly by myself and confront others."

B: "That's right."

E: "I am "a perpetual love machine to just keep turning around without any energy ?"

B: "That's right."

E: Try to make another phrase, instead of "That's right."

B:"The perpetual love machine without energy" is the reason why Ebata-san keeps being loved"

E:"Shut up"