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2014-09-15 So you don't have to attack me now. [長年日記]

I am Ebata, having a bright and beautiful wife and two pretty and intelligent daughters, and giving constant payment from my company.

I am a person who is satisfied with my real life.

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Today, daughters and wife went out and nobody was at home.

For them, I made Nikujaga and miso soup.

Today I had a dinner alone, because they were late.

When I washed dishes, for just half second,

I felt alone terribly.

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Well, it gets the balance.

A person, who is satisfied with my real life, will receive the worst retaliation eventually.

The person will become to reach his/her death alone in darkness and endless of a feeling of desolation without the bottom.

So you don't have to attack me now.

My death should become cruel that is equal to your expectation.