I always tell my family that
When you feel pain, cry to me at the 70% level. It is going to be late after at 100%.
It must be too late at 100%.
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Hello, Mr Odakyu-Dentetsu.
I don't have no intention to complain about your announce "the derailment accident will recovery by 23:00"
There is no control system without any accident, and nobody knows the future.
Mind you. What are you expect me with releasing your announcement of "abandoned the recovery in today" at 23:00?
For example, if you had told me "the recovery in today might be impossible" at 21:00, I could have to do something to go home.
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I thought that Mr.Odakyu-dentetsu, whose delay and late arrival was usual, had no reason to notice such tips.
I think that Mr.Odakyu-dentetsu did this strategy because of another reason.
I don't know the tip.
Thinking this tip, I am going to take a nap on my chair this night.
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If the reason was based on
"We don't have to save foolish people who believe in the recovery against derailment accident.
I cannot rage. I should not rage.
Rather than raging, I have to accept my foolishness.
Because I am a control system engineer rather than an ordinal users
I am familiar with control systems, so when you pointed out "could you see through the impact of the accident", I lost for words.
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"Hmm. The railway company can recover from derailment accident just for six hours. It is absolutely great."
Who was impressed with the "idiot" is here.
(Continuation from yesterday)
In the car of the morning of a day, the following is a conversation with my wife.
Ebata:"I don't want to bother others. This is not my intention".
My wife looked to be surprised to hear me, and said,
Wife:" I think that your life is composed of your actions you annoy everyone in"
Ebata:"Don't make insulting remarks! Indeed I don't hesitate to annoy someone. But it is the restricted case when I have a person who I want to annoy.
Wife: "Is that it?"
Ebata:"I don't feel good in the condition that I am annoying others without malice.
Wife:"Well."
Ebata:"Even I have a chance to annoy someone, I want to do my best with my perfect malice.
Wife:"I am afraid not."
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Back to the board,
Ebata:"It's smell of fart.. No way, I don't know what to do. Yes, I can understand it. You don't need to call me "Papa" after this.
Daughter:"What do I call you ?"
Ebata:"Let me see, "raw garbage" is good. Yes. You can call me "walking raw garbage" hahahaha"
Daughter: You don't have to speak metaphorically to that extent.
(To be continued)
Today, I came back home early being in bad condition. When I am in my room, my phone rang.
It was the "rude junior fellow" who gave me the comment of my column's appendix every month.
Now my column is constructed by the following two parts.
As the former, I make a column including a lot of boastful messages.
As the latter, the "rude junior fellow" make fun of the messages thoroughly.
This pattern becomes a sort of standard, beyond the reach of my intention,
like the television drama "Mito-Koumon".
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After talking to him, when I went down to the living room, my junior daughter asked me,
"About your work?"
"No. I was given some comment from the "rude coworker"
she showed her surprised face, and said
"Has the rude coworker existed? "
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Yes. I understand what she feels.
It might be hard to make a image of "the rude coworker" for anyone, however, he has existed absolutely.
My note PC was sold in the day of Windows2000 (even not WindowsXP), and I had enforced to install Windows7 in this note PC.
The memory is only 1.5 Mbyte (unable to add it more) and , CPU is Pentium 1.2G.
To activate a USB memory, I need two miniutes wait, and I cannot do anything for the time.
However, I don't complain about the performance, just to write my diary everyday.
However at the regular town meeting, the presentation sheets didn't work well on my note PC.
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Basically any PC is perishable, and the expiration date will be less that three years at best.
At any rate, PC's performamce is going 123 times up, every seven years.
I know that a replacement is a correct answer, but I am nowhere in sight to get money for new a Note PC.
Moreover,
it still work.
(To be continued)
(Continuation from yesterday)
"Killer application" is "application to kill someone" in the literature.
The application has already existed in the world. They are
"E-mail system", and
"Web system"
I can kill workers easily, just if I destroy these two systems.
Recently, the operation of both e-mail system and Web system are thorough restricted by authorities (companies) by the intra-system.
That means that if someone "crush" the intra-system, we will not be able to contact any customer and colleagues. As a result, communication are broken, and we cannot continue the work.
What will be the result of this?
We can not contact anyone, and we will lose my credit because the customers come to think "he/she broke promise" or "he/she broke delivery time".
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Recently, due to the failure caused by system migration, I felt into a condition that I could not use mail for days.
It was difficult to explain that fear, not only in sentences but also orally.
The phrase of "If you do not have e-mails, you can use the phone? "
makes me think of one word of the most famous, historical fabricated phrase in the world.
"If you do not have bread, you can eat cake? "
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In this case, where should we go "demonstrate march of attacks"?
At least, there is no "palace" in the company.
My home's troubles-shooting with wireless LAN and printer failure, and operations of the video server, are my job.
I don't complain of them, however, sometimes, I wonder who manages them at each houses.
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Before a device called "breaker" spreading to each house (about 40 years ago), there was a thing called "fuse".
This was a metal wire that melted with the heat generated by the excess power, when the amount of electricity exceeded the upper amount. This was in a box called "distribution board".
Even today, this box is often installed at the entrance, but in my home it is in my room.
At that time, this fuse was used to prevent a fire due to a short circuit. (Now the breaker shuts off the electricity)
In many cases, a person called "father" changed the metal fuse.
It was easy to replace it with a single driver, but it was also a rather dangerous task (with the possibility of electric shock).
And, by "showing" such specialized skills, they could make an appeal of "faith of the patriarch".
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However, such fuses changes are fundamentally different from wireless LAN problems, printer failure responses, and video server operations.
Because a single driver is useless for the operations.
Well, who is repairing them ?
An electrician in the town might be asked to help.
However, I do not think that the electrician in the town will come to maintenance for the goods purchased cheaply by mail order such as Amazon.
I think that the electrician in the town is only performing maintenance as an after-sales service for the products they have delivered
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"Does a patriarch (eg, father) continue to study IT equipment and correct it on their own?"
I think "they can not do it."
(To be continued)
I wrote the review of the sorce codes(?) of "COCOA: COVID-19 Contact Confirming Application"
If you are interested in that, please read on.
The open window facing the children's room on the second floor does not have eaves, which makes it easy for rain to fall in.
So, my wife asked me if I could make an eave.
However,
- I don't want to make a hole in the exterior wall.
- I have no expertise in steel pipe processing.
- Lumber has durability issues.
- Plastic tin is cheap looking.
I've been thinking about it all weekend, and then I had a moment of realization.
"Building an eave is not an end. It's a means to an end"
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So I'm currently ordering parts from Amazon to handle this.
I will inform you of the results later.
Recently, I have seen and heard stories of celebrities who monologued that they had been bullied.
It is almost as if all celebrities has been bullied.
It seems that "being bullied" is even a prerequisites to become a media-exposed celebrity.
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I rather to want to see or hear the celebrities story of their bullying.
Well I don't expect to meet a person like that.
Before "image damage", there is no sense of perpetration about "bullying".
We cannot accept that we have been bullying others.
Even if we are faced the fact, we cannot recognize that it was bullying.
It is only a "bullied person" who can identify and determine the bullying.
However, for the "bullied person", the identification and determination are very hard and scared despairingly.
So I cannot easily tell the "bullied person" to fight your enemies.
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However, if you are celebrity, I think it is not enough to monologue "I was bullied".
I hope to hear their originality story to tell their own solution of "how to fight the bullying".
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I would say something like, 'I still haven't given up on revenge'.
"When I get hit, I hit back", is natural.
In fact, I have not given up.
I wouldn't say I like drinking parties, and I finally found out why the other day.
-- because I have to be silent.
It's not that I don't have a topic. On the contrary, I don't think there was ever a moment when I said, 'I don't have a topic.
However, the key point is that 'not all topics are accepted by everyone.
("Islam," "Taliban," "Palestine," or something like that.)
However, the problem here is that both the boss and the subordinate are now younger than me.
I have a hard time with 'the air of care they have for me.
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I don't need to tell you now but I am a thorough me-ism.
This world is a means for me to live, nothing more.
I believe that companies and organizations are "tools."
"Contribution to the company? What's that good for?" I can say with certainty that I have continued to follow the same line of thinking.
What I think is 'amazing to me' is that my 'me-isms' did not waver one millimeter until I finally reached this age.
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But here is where the problem arises.
For example, suppose I said something like, "Work is just a way of life, and it's stupid to seek meaning in it," at a drinking party.
Now, when this happens, the younger bosses are naturally in trouble -- because they, as bosses, have to tell their subordinates (if they believe it or not) the exact opposite of that.
Younger subordinates are more troubled -- because they have to look out for their superiors and, simultaneously, cannot ignore Ebata.
So, what is the overall optimal solution in such a situation?
-- Ebata's continued silence
In all likelihood, there is no other solution.
I have a mountain of stories and little tidbits in my head, as well as an Ebata policy, but to keep quiet about this -- no joke, it's excruciating for me.
This is where the "drinking party = suffering" framework is completed.
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At drinking parties, I have to be attentive to all people, and all people have to be careful of me.
Moreover, I am now in ongoing sobriety, so there is no chance for me to say something unexpected when I am sober.
In addition, being forced to listen to the claims of a drunken person with a waking head is also painful.
When I see another stranger doing the 'misery boasting' I have done in previous drinking sessions, I am so embarrassed that I want to roll over, remembering the horror of my old life.
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I once asked a young engineer.
Ebata: "Can you guys say, 'Ebata-san, that's not true,' when I say, 'This is what I'm talking about'?"
Younger: "I can never say that. Even if I disagreed with you, I would just let it slide and say, 'Oh, I see.'
In other words -- that's how it is.