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2014-03-16 "As far as I am concerned, I don't know a concept of such an aggressive alone."

"Finally we have no idea to resolve the "lunch alone" problem."

"No solution but practice."

"What?"

"If "being alone" is a weak point for youth especially, I think "being alone" is the advantage point for our life."

"Did you have any advantage in your life?"

"In my case, I have been sick of "love being alone syndrome" so I was afraid that I could not feel the merits."

It is considered reasonable and proper.

There is nothing worse than "being alone" despite of voice in public. Yes, it is really nothing.

"If someone asks you to dare pick up the demerits?"

"One is that I could not pursuit something big. I don't join a big project, for example.

"You should pay for the demerit shouldn't you?"

"I can do something small, writing columns, and small computer system, for example. I think I am really happy living in this computer generation.

"You were really lonely man."

"I remember I completed to make all attractions in an annual school festival all by myself."

"You were really great man."

"I noticed that I could do many things during complaining about nonconformist in class. It was very easy to do anything correctly, rapidly, and on schedule because I didn't care any meeting, arrangements and compromises.

"As far as I am concerned, I don't know a concept of such an aggressive alone."

"I noticed that using the phase of "I believe ..." is a proof of my week and emotional dependence in my high school period.

"You were really an unpretty student."

"I was not attractive and charismatize.

"Were you a president of the student council?"

“Thanks to the position, I delayed to notice what I really was.”

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Anyway,

If "lunch alone" is the worst frightfulness, it also the best and worst weapon on the contrary.

"Being alone" is a final free frontier, not to play to the gallery, to be release us.

Of course, you might fear "being alone"

You might avoid "being alone" all out.

But "being alone" is not so much tragic and bitter than being enrich your life.

In short, it is not a problem whether "being alone" or not is. Both are happy and unhappy.

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So you don't have to worry about it.

I don't care other children, but you have a specialist of "alone" beside you.

If you want to know how to spend happy life with being alone,

you could count on me.


2015-03-16 "It is very difficult to find the food whose calorie is less than 100kcal"

Now all of my family are trying on diet. At the same time, I am getting our detail numerical information for the next serialization.

As my work, I study diet from the viewpoint of numerical data, and I do a field research to investigate food's calorie.

"Just checking the calorie display on the food packages in convenience stores and supermarkets."

But I could know a lot of incredible facts through the research.

One of them is that

"It is very difficult to find the food whose calorie is less than 100kcal"

I just found "Kombu" or "dry small fish" as side dish for old men.

I could not find the food whose calorie is less than 10kcal except for "zero calorie food" for example.

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"This world makes us gain weight"

I think that I might be able to prove that my above hypothesis is truth.


2016-03-16 "It is O.K. if the control works well"

(Continuation from yesterday)

In fact, we, engineer, often see these scenes that a computer can find unexpected solutions that the engineer had not expected.

For example, I will show you a following conversation between a professor and a student.

The student who had been in charge of the study of temperature control of baking oven, show a simulation result to the professor.

# This student was going to deal with a study of "saucy" and "mackerel" in the future, however, setting it aside,

Prof.:"Ebata. why does the control of oven temperature work so well ?"

Ebata:"I don't know"

Prof.:"It is you, who made this control program isn't it?"

Ebata:"I guess that the reasoning engine is amending the control, but to tell you the truth, I cannot analyze what kind of rules work for the control"

Prof.:"..."

Ebata:"Do you want me to check it up in detail? We will spend much time because I have to start making a special monitoring tools only for it."

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The professor skipped it and asked me another question.

At that time, the student thought

"It is O.K. if the control work well"

he heard "the professor's mind voice"

(To be continued)


2017-03-16 "If trying to make the ideal, it comes to result in "nation", whether ideally "right wing" or "left wing""

(Continuation from yesterday)

After my death, my web site is going to be left, and deleted by unpaid rental fees or bankruptcy or merger of the company.

Photo collections of idols, plastic models of battle ship, and dolls of animation heroin also follow the same path, as a rule.

Only if you have the fortune to find a people who can share the same values of you, and will become your successor, your collections could avoid to ne be doomed to be scrapped.

Whether it is intangible or tangible, the values disappear as soon as your own death - this is the basic principle.

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However,

"I want my own values to last forever even after my death"

A person, who wants to maintain the "impossible desire" and never give up, will bring out a thing called "nation", as a vehicle carrying that value.

Someone said that,

"If trying to make the ideal, it comes to result in "nation", whether ideally "right wing" or "left wing""

I think that it is a fame statement.

In addition, those people who never want to give up, begin to create a ship for the "ideal" that name is "nationalism ". In many case, the ship will cause an irritation, regardless of the contents.

For example,"Kingdom of 1000 years", "Hakkou Ichiu" or, "Cultural Revolution".

This means, "the person who never give up" is not only a founder.

But also. I think "the person who wants to alter the interpretation of the original ideal and use it " corresponds to this case.

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Anyway,

"A thought I have believed or a ideal I have pursued is going go be lost. when I am dead."

Such weak people want to survive with using the concept of "nation".

(To be continued)


2018-03-16 Persons who completed to be given the brain wash by the designer's policies.

(Continuation from yesterday)

Return to the board.

The PC application has two natures.

(1)It is approved by enforce the end user to the designer's policies,

(2)It is difficult to build in the end user's needs for the interface.

From the view point of PC users, a person who can use PC has been

completed to be given the brain wash by the designer's policies.

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Needless to say about Islamic extremist, the younger they are, the easier they are given their brain wash.

The other day, I watched a news program, that the research report of an international organization said "the younger Islamic extremist seldom or never read Koran".

"I thought just as much." -- Why I can say so? Because I know something with the past.

Persons who read neither "Capital" nor " Communist Manifesto", even "From fantasy to science",

preached the revolution to the world arrogantly

said "lead the masses" grossly

broke things, killed people, and went down with debts,

I know plenty of such unpleasant facts.

(To be continued)


2019-03-16 Even so, there are a person who will start (2) Constructing the Docker environment.

Now, in front of me, I have two jobs.

(1) Drafting the development completion report, and (2) Constructing the Docker environment.

Obviously, from the view of urgency, importance, (1) is a priority.

Also, considering the required work time and work cost, (1) is cheaper.

Furthermore, you should definitely start with (1) in light of the comparison of whether it is an essential task or optional self-development.

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However, let people stand out.

Even so, there are a person who will start (2) Constructing the Docker environment.

Remember that it is a creature that is called "engineer".


2020-03-16 "Health is very important"

Recently, I delay to go office for control COVID-19 infection.

I noticed that the number of passenger in a train come to incree day by day.

"Staggered office hours" and "working at home" might be fixed, though soem administrations of citiy has been struggling in vain.

I am overcome by deep emotion that people cannot say "annoying" or "status quo" in the situation of saving their life.

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By the way, I also noticed afresh

"Olympic / Paralympics is one of the world festival"

I thought in a mood of optimism that Tokyo 2020 Olympic / Paralympics gets under the wire if Japan can constrain COVID-19 infection spread.

But I remember that the participants are coming from all of the world.

Not only this country but also Europe grows serious.

Can this country prohibit refusing specific participants entry into the country? I am afraid that it is very difficult.

Moreover, some countries will abandon to send players to this country.

Olympic athletes may have a lower risk of seriousness (apart from infection).

However, some Paralympic athletes may not be able to ignore the risk of escalation, depending on the event they participate in.

"Health is very important"

This may be the first time I have realized this at the global level, not at the individual level.

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The Tokyo Olympics had been canceled once before the 1964 (1940).

At that time, it was because of a "war" (but decided to return two years ago (1938)).

This global outbreak of COVID-19 may look like war.

Assuming that World War III is defined as an "all nuclear war", this pandemic is "WW 2.5"-

Well, not too exaggerated,

I wonder if it will be positioned as about "World War 2.2".


2021-03-16 As "a work that uses 3DCG as the main content, not as a side effect"

The TV anime "Horimiya" is an anime that my second daughter is raving about.

I like not only the animation but also the 3DCG (Three Dimensional Computer Graphics) of the ending.

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As for 3D technology, I know and use Unidy, WebGL, and other technologies.

As "a work that uses 3DCG as the main content, not as a side effect"

I think it's good.

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I'm waiting for the day when this kind of media mix of music and video will be displayed at high school festivals and university festivals.

"Why not do that, younth!"

I am shocked to find that student theater today is performed with a work frame that is exactly the same as it was 30 years ago.

I was surprised at how conservative (backward) the student theater scene is, although I thought media mixes were commonplace nowadays.


2022-03-16 This is a good opportunity -- why don't we take a serious look at "cyber attack education"?

Yesterday was the deadline for filing tax returns, but there was a system failure in the e-Tax system (National Tax Electronic Filing and Payment System), which caused a commotion.

Since I finished the submission a week ago, I was O.K.

The cause is unknown, but I believe it is 'probably due to the concentration of load before the deadline'.

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Many people may think that a "cyber attack" is a very sophisticated technology, but it is basically just an artificial attempt to do the same thing as the recent system failure of the e-Tax system.

Any server will (basically) go down if you set up a raging access against it.

When I was younger, I used to keep sending a huge number of computer-generated protest e-mails to the servers of spammers (statute of limitations has expired).

The server was then inaccessible.

However, this is an attack that "only brings down the server." In order to "hijack" or "rewrite content," a more advanced technique is required.

A server that has a domain name (a server that is publicly available on the Internet) can be cracked from the moment it is launched.

My server (kobore.net) is no exception.

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I have heard that the Russian government's web server was inaccessible.

And I, too, am currently unable to get service on a server that is (presumably) in Russia or Ukraine.

It is certain that our nation's servers are now the target of cyber attacks.

Many people may think, "I don't run servers, so I don't have to worry about it," but there is a possibility that they are being forced to participate in server attacks.

In order to bring down a server system, it is necessary to plant a raging access. For example, if 1,000 PCs can be hijacked, the cyber attack can be launched from 1,000 PCs.

To prevent your computer from being hijacked and used as a weapon to attack your country's infrastructure, you should at least perform "Windows Update" regularly.

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This is a good opportunity -- why don't we take a serious look at "cyber attack education"?


2023-03-16 Well, I think this can be called "end-of-life" in the broad sense of the word.

In my institute, the researcher who uses the PCs and devices is responsible for their management.

So every time there is an inventory of assets, I get nervous to see if any equipment is missing.

In my case, I have fairly small pieces of equipment, such as GPS loggers, board computers, and small cameras, and I sometimes forget where I put these things.

This "forgetting where to put it" is quite scary.

This is because I will have to search all over the institute.

Today, I have disposed of many pieces of equipment, including these small devices and others, all at once.

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To avoid the "fear of having it," I should "throw it away (dispose of it) before I lose it.

In addition, it is important to "hold off on buying" any device that I want to acquire.

Thanks to the implementation of this over the past two to three years, the number of assets that were at one time close to 100 has been reduced to a dozen or so at present.

It is becoming much easier psychologically.

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Well, I think this can be called "end-of-life" in the broad sense of the word.

Right now, I am surrounded by students who are excitedly engaged in "frantic job hunting".

I feel a little sorry for them.


2024-03-16 Don't believe someone's phrase, "I will never abandon you.

Many articles begin with the headline, 'Never Abandon anyone.'

That would be admirable -- if it is possible.

In my case, on the contrary, I can assure you that

"I'll abandon anyone."

It is clear from my experience.

I know I have abandoned my studies, work, friends, and even my parents.

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It is impossible to say, "Never abandon anyone" in the first place.

The above is easy to prove.

Because I cannot provide resources to others beyond what I have.

It is a simple conservation of energy law.

The only exception would be if I self-destruct (or die) in the process of continuing to 'never abandon'.

The above case would be a good time to say we have completed "Never Abandon Anyone."

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I know that "Never abandon" is a "statement of determination" or a "strong adjective.

So, I know that the way I said it above is unfair and malicious.

But I still can't say 'never abandon anyone ' so quickly.

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By the way, there is some good in "abandon anyone absolutely.".

When someone doesn't help me, that is,

Calling them a liar,

Feeling betrayed,

Being pessimistic against miserable

"This is because such feelings can pack them quickly and in a small way."

If I prepare to be "absolutely abandoned" again,

What should I take to "not let them abandon me so quickly?

I can always prepare to keep thinking about the above.

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In conclusion for today,

(1) Don't believe someone's phrase, "I will never abandon you.

And,

(2) I will try to 'never let someone abandon me.'

are important.