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2013-12-05 The only man to be blamed is ME, who had his own illusion and was discouraged by himself.

When I watched the animation "STEINS;GATE", I was astonish at the concept of the worldview. I assumed any animation produced in Japan, is likely to be excellent.

I was very excited that "Now! The paradigm shift is coming here!"

Now I understand that was my misunderstanding.

Recently, I used to watching the initial program of animation only and completing it.

In the 2009, I watched the Korea historical program "King and four guardian gods", and I was also surprised at the worldview. I also assumed any Korean work is likely to be fantastic.

Now I also understand that was my misunderstanding too.

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Neither Animation nor Korean program is wrong. The only man to be blamed is ME, who had his own illusion and was discouraged by himself.

Above and beyond this.

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Now the second daughter begins to study Japanese history, and she is working the Japanese ancient period.

In order to organize her international history understanding, the Ebata's restart the watching "King and four guardian gods" by rental DVD.

That is just our excuse. We remembered the excited stories in the 2009, and want to watch them again.

Now there are three chances to watch them in a week, at Saturday dinner time, Sunday lunch and dinner time.

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The other day, I missed one story because of my holiday work.

My wife asked me to follow the program absolutely, but I always have no time to watch TV seriously, so I answered "No problem for me to skip it".

She insisted on saying "it is unforgivable behavior!" in a rage.

"The honor for the head of family" It's great! Well done, my wife!!

When I fallen in love with my wife again, she said

"Too rude manner against Mr.YON!"


2014-12-05 I thought this was a grave situation.

A few days ago, I wrote that all of my family has completed reading the book whose title "Memorandum of Okitegami Kyouko" by Nishio Ishin-san.

So, when I bought the book "Bake-monogatari (former)" and gave it to my junior daughter, she was addicted by the book.

No sooner had she finished reading the latter, I ordered "Kizu-monogatari" to Amazon.

The package of the book was broken without my permission, and the book that might had already read half of the book was left by the package.

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I thought this was a grave situation.

If I buy an erotic book from Amazon, and my daughters open the package freely, though I don' care it at all, they become to feel uncomfortable.

But it was all right, somehow.

Once they feel uncomfortable, they are going to try it again. This accident might be better before they find an erotic book in her first boyfriend's room.

(To be continued)


2015-12-05 "Ebata-san! Please let me try to re-make the service with your code!!"

In this serialisation about diet, I have opened the program source code of "Ultra Simple Weight Simulator" as an appendix.

To tell you the truth, I don't expect anyone uses this code. Because this code had been made for just my columns.

The coworker who often appears in the columns appendix, told me that

"Ebata-san. Are you going to re-make this code as a web service of readers on your web site ?"

Why don't you say

"Ebata-san" Please let me try to re-make the service with your code!!"

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When I try to search web-service on the Internet, I could find pretty many.

But I am afraid that these web-services are absolutely useless.


2016-12-05 These new original logics beyond my imagination, make me very happy.

I often get a e-mail from unacquainted people. because I make me a writer in just weekend,

However, I cannot get e-mail from acquainted people at all, the counts of above mail might be many on the whole

By the way,

In this column, I studied the system of presidential election,and in result, I make a critical attack on the system.

This time, I was given a mail, including an original and logical theory of the election positively.

"I felt happy"

These new original logics beyond my imagination, make me very happy.

They become new tips for series of my columns (indistinct muttering).

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Compared with the above, I sometimes have been given a obscure sentence mail, to tell you the truth, it is a "scary mail".

(To be continued)


2017-12-05 "Ebata's e-mails are too frequent, and those make problems with work. Do something for me."

(Continuation from yesterday)

So, I can make any number of mailing-list in the "@kobore.net"

I am using mailing-lists for works for weekend engineer/writer and press activities in the neighborhood association. They are quite convenient.

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Before, I talked about my mail-governance in this diary,

in fact, "mailing-list" is really annoyed by everyone.

no question asked, all mails are deliverd to all member's mail boxes automatically,

- For a person who wish to control by mail, it is a useful tool,

- For ruled people who read unpleasant mails, it is an annoying tool.

So, of course, I am the "ruler side" who can manage the mailing list.

For those who want to be moderate, there is nothing more annoying than my e-mail every day.

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However, I am carrying out such "mail governance" with confidence and awareness of malice.

So it is useless to raise a voice of condemnation to me.

That is a discounting case for me.

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Previously, when I was doing the work at the company club activities (tennis club),

"Ebata's e-mails are too frequent, and those make problems with work. Do something for me."

E-mails have been sent from my seniors with the above message.

I reply to my seniors as follows, with attaching tennis club "Mailing list" by Cc:

"I apologize for any inconvenience."

However I didn't write

"I will lower the frequency of e-mail in the future"

but

"If you wish, I will immediately remove your mail-address from the list of mailing lists"

In addition,

"In that case, there is the possibility that I can not deliver the necessary information.Please understand rightly"

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After that, no criticism about my management policy had been lost.


2018-12-05 "Because they failed even in the past, even now it is inevitable for us to fail in the same case"

(Continuation from yesterday)

If I were a teenager, I would be rebelling with saying "Do not be stupid."

So I know that they can not be persuaded with my official answer.

As for my daughter, I think that (probably) I can explain about the usefulness of "English" "mathematics" "national language".

However, "history" is difficult to explain.

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Regarding "history", many teachers have explained that "history is a collection of past use cases".

The purpose is "learn from past failures, make use of it to the present".

However, I think this is "insulting" the past people quite a bit.

About for "the ignorance, overdrive and unintelligent psychogender of Japanese military" as the above, there are many descriptions that only the headquarters of the Japanese army was "incompetent".

However, if you examine it for a moment, you can see that experts from various fields supported the Pacific War.

In particular, I think that the Japanese people of those days forming the public opinion of "support of the war" should not be ignored.

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Also, even now, there are

- Shimmerly a politician who asserts "protectionism" and a citizen who does not stop him, whether they know that "protectionism" caused the block economy, and the block economy caused murdering tens of millions of people all over the world

- A politician who shouts "diplomatic ties" against the judicial judgment of the neighboring country (× foreign policy) and the citizens who support them.

If "the reflection of history" is exercised correctly, these can not happen.

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In the long history so far, many people was considering social wisdom of the era, international situation, capabilities of the country (including war potential), and thought and thought again, decided what they had to do.

And they continued to make a "failure".

So, in the subject "history", not only children but also we adults, should learn

"Because they failed even in the past, even now it is inevitable for us to fail in the same case"

This is "resignation".

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The purpose of the subject "history" are

"We will repeat the same mistakes as often as we can"

"So, if you make a mistake, you will not feel so depressed."

I think it is good.

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So, back to the beginning -

According to the purpose of study of history

"Back to the process of the incident that occurred"

"Learn from past failures, make use of it to the present"

All teachers who are strengthening like that, are, I think, "they are finger of sophistry".


2019-12-05 "My life is unfree life, without freedom to choose my occupation. I got a short end of the stick"

For me, I have never complaints about the personality, works and belief(just my estimation) of current "His Majesty the Emperor Emeritus" and "His Majesty the Emperor".

However, for this age, I come to gather strength for an abolishment of Emperor system

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No. It is different.

I don't hope "abolishment of Emperor system" but "reform of Emperor system". To be concrete, it is an work-style reform of the present Emperor system.

No. it is a little different.

"Reform" is exaggerated.

In my mind, that is "modify" of Emperor system , and frankly speaking, "promoting the IT infrastructure for Emperor system.

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I am afraid that I cannot ask the question, so it is just on the basis of speculation or surmise,

My life is unfree life, without freedom to choose my occupation. I got a short end of the stick"

If "His Majesty the Emperor" thinks so, I feel very sad.

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Before when I talk to my wife

Ebata: if "His Majesty" think "I wanted to study about new energy, including atomic fusion" or "I wanted to get a Ph.D of genetic engineering" and "I wanted to work for IoT SIer for IoT Systems", How do you think ?

Wife: "If it is true, that is too far from "ordinal image of "His Majesty"" in my mind"

Like that, I also feel that ""His Majesty" has to have a specific template image.

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By the way, this is 100% my small talk from here.

"Emperor who has a Ph.D of math. field"

or

"Emperor who has developed an original OSS Operation system from Japan."

seems not be loved by many Japanese national except for me, however, I cannot explain the reason.

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Of course, if "His Majesty the Emperor" enjoys his work very well, there is no problem.

Moreover, if so, I am very glad as a Japanese.

In addition,

If I can look at a scene that both "His Majesty the Emperor" and "Her Majesty The Empress" exchange communications by "LINE" application in their Smart-phone with smiling in public,

I will be really happy.

I know well that I say an needless meddling.

(To be continued)


2020-12-05 So today, I made this video as a note for myself.

My wife called me at work and informed me that the door was not working.

Well, I've been doing doorknob repairs for a long time in my student lodgings, and I was confident that I could fix them normally.

However,

"The lever handle moves, but the latch bolt does not release"

I've never seen such a phenomenon.

I removed the lever handle part and looked at it, but I couldn't figure out why.

I did not observe any anomalies in the latch part, either.

However, I found an unfamiliar piece of metal sticking out of the latch area. While holding the piece of metal with pliers, I turned the movable part of the lever handle, and the latch bolt happened to move.

I opened the door, without missing its timing.

Then I dismantled the doorknob at once.

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Observations showed that the transmission part of the latch had been damaged by metal fatigue and could not be opened or closed at all.

I ended up with a deadlocked situation, where I couldn't open or close the door and, therefore, couldn't even disassemble the doorknob.

If such a condition occurs in a closed room, such as a toilet, there is no way to escape.

So, I decided to destroy part of the door in advance to ensure a way out.

So today, I made this video as a note for myself.


2021-12-05 "For the sake of your health and longevity, I must continue to be the 'second daughter unloved by English'. Oh, the pain.

Recently, I was finally able to stop in front of the liquor shelves at a convenience store and look at the displays.

The days of closing my eyes and walking fast past are finally coming to an end.

Come to think of it, the period of time I kept wanting cigarettes after quitting smoking was about three weeks, and the period of time I kept wanting alcohol after sobriety was three years.

There is a big difference in the "duration".

As I recall, I had been smoking for 9 months, but drinking for over 30 years.

The longer you take it, the longer you may find it hard to give it up.

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The reason for my sobriety was to "win the right to order my second daughter to study English, which she hates.

As an engineer who is not loved by English, I thought that if I was going to tell other people to "study English," I would have to give myself an appropriate load.

Well, that's how my sobriety started -- the first thing that appeared was that my shoulders were no longer stiff.

The "weight loss" was noticeable.

And, crucially, the "dramatic improvement in insomnia" -- "the days when I could fall asleep without alcohol" were, for me, fully interchangeable with "the right to drink alcohol freely".

Another very important point is that I can now concentrate on my work and column writing for a longer period of time, even if I have to sleep less.

Well, as for sleep, I am still on a tripod with Sercin (stabilizer), but the use of Sercin is decreasing considerably.

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In the past, I would have gone crazy if I tried to read a manga about drinking, such as "Wakako Sake".

Now I am able to read calmly.

In the future, I expect to read content like "Wakako Sake" for those who have quit drinking, or for those who are sober.

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By the way, what I am doing now is not "quit drinking" but "stop drinking".

It's not that I think I'll never drink alcohol forever.

For example, I decide that the day I was diagnosed as terminally ill would be the day I would lift my sobriety.

However, I am worried about whether I will be able to enjoy drinking alcohol at that time.

Just the other day, my face turned bright red after licking a little plum wine.

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But what makes me uncomfortable is the way my second daughter talks to me.

"For the sake of your health and longevity, I must continue to be the 'second daughter unloved by English'. Oh, the pain.

No, the link between your (my second daughter's) English study and my sobriety has already been broken.

Before that, I think it would be impossible to "live the life of a science major without English" -- maybe it's possible now?


2022-12-05 For me, I'd start making improvised indoor antennas out of aluminum foil, but--

My wife is now back at her parents' house in support of my mother-in-law's surgery.

So, I just received a call saying that the TV was not displaying images.

After hearing her talk, the suspicious thing seems to be the age-related deterioration of the antenna or its cable.

She called the electrician, however, he told her that it would be 5 days after.

'What am I supposed to do about the World Cup tonight?' she lamented.

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Ebata: "Why don't you watch it on "NHK Plus" from your phone?"

Wife: "Today's game is not on NHK"

Ebata: "So -- no?"

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For me, I'd start making improvised indoor antennas out of aluminum foil, but--

Well, the wife was out of luck this time.


2023-12-05 -- A world in which hackers (crackers) will be the sole winners.

I am genuinely sick and tired of receiving instructions from the company about security measures.

(1) First of all, I don't understand what the material is about. I have no idea what they want to do for what purpose.

(2) According to the manual, I have never been able to set it up successfully in one shot.

(3) After setting up, attempts to restart the computer fail pretty, and in the worst case, the entire system can be destroyed. It is not even possible to restore the system to its original state.

By the way, this is my story as an 'IT engineer.'

Such instructions would be a 'nightmare' for those who do not.

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Is it because this is a "company of engineers" that forces the end user to go through such a complicated setup process?

Then I guess I'll have to give up, but I'm still really scared.

Or rather, if a security operation fails, work stops for the day, and if it is not good, you may not be able to do anything for a few days or a week.

It is worse than a cyber attack.

Several times, I have encountered that kind of thing.

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In the future, cyber attacks will become even more sophisticated and advanced. And maybe we will not be able to keep up.

An attacker can focus only on the attack, but we cannot allow our day to be spent only on defense.

It is a very demanding work environment, doing defense and regular work.

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If this continues and security measures become even more difficult for us to keep up with in the future,

-- A world in which hackers (crackers) will be the sole winners.

I feel so.

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So, the countermeasure is,

- Abandon all computers, smartphones, and the Internet.

Even if it is impossible to say,

- Tracing back time to the days of dial-up connections

I am seriously thinking that we should regress to this point.