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2014-11-19 If possible I wanted to make his dream come true of "The movie that he enjoys singing alone"

I remember well the interview of Takakura Ken-san, a famous actor in Japan,

"When I was in the Antarctic for the filming of "the Antarctic story", I thought that why such a painful offer is coming for me, in the minus tent."

"Even though I am, I want to appear on the screen, yachting in the southern island, getting on aloha shirt and singing a song with the ukulele."(Like Kayama Yuzou-san)

These phrases left a very impression on me.

If possible I wanted to make his dream come true of "The movie that he enjoys singing alone"

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At a report of the death of Takakura Ken-san, I pray its soul may rest in peace with sincere and deepest sympathy.


2015-11-19 Don't admire yourself more than your capability.

(Continuation from yesterday)

Of course, if these methods can be realized, everyone hesitate to accept a speech in private party.

It is not my intention.

So we avoid recherche something, and make a congratulatory speech frankly.

- Take one topic by one speech ( Don't estimate your ability too much)

- Maximum 2 min. ( It is better to declare the time at first)

- Don't be ham ( or lose your face)

- Speak compactly ( Don't make a display of your eccentricity )

It is enough.

Anyway, Nobody is interested in your speech, and expects you.

Don't admire yourself more than your capability.

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It all comes down to the fact that,

the ideal speech is "Speech in two seconds" of Admiral Yan in "The story of heros in galaxy"

"Please enjoy yourself."


2016-11-19 "fading my favorite coffee from a vending machine"

Recently, I am likely to avoid drinking sweet taste soft drink can.

In the beginning I felt hard for me, however, I get used it sooner rather than later.

So, I buy "black coffee" mainly, but it is almost impossible to meet my favorite one.

In my case, the price of the can coffee is relatively expensive for me, So I wan to choose the best for me.

"fading my favorite coffee from a vending machine"

This accidents happen considerably.

I don't know, however, I am afraid that the relationship among favorableness of mine and others might be opposite.

I am also sorry that it happened for not only "coffee" but also "beer" "appetizer".

The reason might be simple, that regrettable memory is just unforgettable.


2017-11-19 "We do not have "courtly power""

The other day the eldest daughter and the second daughter(SD) together , said

"We do not have "courtly power""

And I was told that a part of the cause is also in my educational policy in my family.

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Ebata:"What is "courtly power"?"

SD:""In a dictionary,"courtly" is "to behave in expectation of others' kindness or kindness"

Ebata:"You do the "behaviour" don't you?"

SD:"However, in your case, there is no effect, even if we behave that"

Ebata:"So?"

SD:"In the world, I heard that there is a father who asked his daughter "What do you want?""

Ebata: "A strange father in the world is. In my case, I absolutely will not do such things even if a natural disaster occurs"

SD:"I know it well"

Ebata:"My policy as a a head of the Ebata family, is "Grab things you want, on your own"

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SD: "So, at my home there is no opportunity to demonstrate of "courtly"

Ebata:""Well, you make a lover soon and do it for training "courtly power"


2018-11-19 I also thought that "she is reasonable".

It is quite well known that the General Headquarters, the Supreme Commander for the Allied Powers (GHQ) was planning to change the official language of Japan to "English".

When I told the story to be the second daughter, she shouted,

"What were you doing GHQ! Why not did your best? Why did you give up on" publicizing "English?"

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"Listen to me. A language is a form of important culture that regulates ethnic groups. Even if we abandon my mother tongue ..."

While telling the justice,

I also thought that "she is reasonable".


2019-11-19 For the moment, let try "escape" or "disappearance" as a "virtual suicide"

(Continuation from yesterday)

Anyone can understand that "dive" is nonsense, even if we can take a rest slowly, think a lot (In addition, (and you are totally ignorant about the system).

If you have time, you can think about future measures, correspondence, and come up with the best and shortest way to fix a problem.

To begin with, who is responsible for the Raspberry PI's kernel panic?

The responsibility for kernel panic is for Raspberry PI (hardware, OS, or other software).

So it is unreasonable that only certain people are blamed.

However, in reality, the world is supposed to blame the person who stood closest to the problem.

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If "dive" can skip these troublesome problems, and shut the mouth of all concerned in it, it is an reasonable solution, and

"At least, I don't blame the person who choose the solution"

As long as the "dive" is not my obstacles of commutes or business trips, I can feel pity for the person.

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However even if it is the case, I think that "suicide" is not choice because it is "No return to your life".

For the moment, let try "escape" or "disappearance" as a "virtual suicide"

Above all, turn of your smart-phone and pull SIM card out. Take to a hotel somewhere, and drink and take sleeping pill or stabilizer. Keep sleeping for twelve hours at least.

Of course, there is no guarantee to return to normal. However I can say, you can kill yourself after "escape" or "disappearance", For example after 7 days.


2020-11-19 However, I also know that it will not work tomorrow.

All functions of https are working!!

I rewrote docker-compose.yml,

I added a description to nignx.conf,

I modified packed JavaScript by sight,

It had not worked, and finally I noticed that the main cause of the trouble was the "cache left in the browser". To tell you the truth, it was shameful. However anyway

It is working now!

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Yeah, I think I've gone through the whole process from docker-compose build to DB build at least 100 times.

I understand the difference between Linux and Windows 10 docker command description, from the bottom of my heart.

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However, I also know that it will not work tomorrow.

Software hurt the developer/moddererator's heart in the way.

So, for now -- let's keep it at about 50 percent intensity.


2021-11-19 At least I don't have the slightest qualms about following, discerning, accepting, obeying, acquiescing, and getting down on my knees to "the wad of cash"

I've often said that "anger control" is difficult for me.

It is often said, "When anger arises, wait six seconds," but my anger does not have that kind of lifetime.

In my case, my anger stays light for six or sixty days, and sometimes for six years or more.

I have very little anger that can boil over in an instant.

In my case, I have a nasty anger that is persistent, lingering and long, and using my own logic, I can set off a chain reaction of anger that reaches critical mass.

Well, to put it bluntly, I'm aware that 'I'm pretty much the worst.

However, this does not mean that my "self-esteem" will be shaken.

Rather, it increases the sense of denial of others.

It means,

"It is not my fault but the world's fault"

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I'm the kind of person who gets easily "offended" by the text of an email.

That's why I even put out this warning.

However, the only people who would benefit from such a warning are disinterested parties.

In my work, this kind of thing happens every day, and I can't do my job if I'm upset about it.

This is because work is made up of a network of inexhaustible and tedious links.

That advantage can easily be turned upside down by the nature of the work.

Specifically, it depends on who has the "money" to make the move.

No matter how unpleasant a person may be, he or she may one day become a "gold master" for you. As you get older, you realize that this is a normal, everyday thing.

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So, my "anger management" is to look at the face of the person I am angry with as a wad of cash.

The thing we are dealing with is not a "human being".

The wad of cash is talking.

At least I don't have the slightest qualms about following, discerning, accepting, obeying, acquiescing, and getting down on my knees to "the wad of cash"


2022-11-19 The other day at the university, when I heard an international student told me that when she asked about a building at the university's guard gate, he was marked with an X on his arm and told, "I am not a student at the university." So, "I (Ebata) lost my temper"

The English speaking test for metropolitan high school entrance examinations seems to be causing controversy.

I do not know the content of this test, so I do not have the qualifications to speak about it.

However, one thing is for sure.

"Many foreign people (especially foreign students) are in trouble because of Japanese people who run away from English all the time"

I say this as a matter of fact.

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The other day at the university, when I heard an international student told me that when she asked about a building at the university's guard gate, he was marked with an X on his arm and told, "I am not a student at the university."

"I (Ebata) lost my temper"

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You don't have to speak English.

Just in words, shouting

'Go Straight Five Minutes. And, Left, S4, Maybe, that's it"

will be perfect.

"Go straight for five minutes walking, and turn left, you could find the board written "S4". that might be your target. I hope it is helpful for you"

There are very few Japanese who can speak like that.

Shout out every English word you can think of! That will help 80-90% of the foreign students," I have been saying for a long time, but this country shows no sign of changing.

I was outraged and said, "If the university guard runs away, who will be able to help the foreign student?" , and I apologized to the student on behalf of my country (Japan).

"I cannot help but just say 'I am sorry from the bottom of my heart' as a Japanese".

I bowed deeply to the foreign student.

After that, I spent the next 20 minutes or so taking on all of her complaints about Japan (more on this later).

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Anyway, just my concern is that the English speaking test for the Tokyo Metropolitan High School Entrance Examination is,

"Is it possible to get the score just by shouting a list of words, or not?"

As long as that speaking test does not 'lead to the mass production of even more Japanese who run away from English,' I don't care about anything else.


2023-11-19 Nevertheless, "The Emperor who publicly recruited from the private sector" -- what is that?

I have a method I can't tell others about to get a rough understanding of things.

For example, I confuse Sunni and Shia in Islam.

- In Sunni tradition, the Imam is primarily a worship leader with no special religious authority.

- In Shiism, the Imam is a direct descendant of Muhammad and is considered infallible and divinely guided.

An imam is a religious leader,

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Me: "In other words, Shiism is the Emperor System."

Wife: "What?"

Me: "So, it's the Shiites who are pedigreed, and the Sunnis who publicly recruit the emperor from the civilian population."

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Yes, I understand.

This is a terrible insult to both Muslims and the Emperor System, in addition to misunderstanding and misrepresenting them.

So, I have not explained this to anyone but my wife.

But I learned the "difference between Sunni and Shia" in this super-interpretation.

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Nevertheless, "The Emperor who publicly recruited from the private sector" -- what is that?

It is possible to dream of "becoming a baseball player like Otani in the future," but it is impossible to dream of "becoming the Emperor of Japan in the future.