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2014-06-21 "I am "what I am" am not I?"

I am reading many books about GID

In a book, I read a story that when a MTF person pass the automatic ticket gate, the gate shows the light and she always has to face troubles. (Maybe my understanding is no problem).

On study about it, now there seems to be no machine with the light, a station staff keep checking the gender against fare dodging.

Of course, the MTF person uses her own commuter pass, there is no problem.

But whenever she was stopped by staff, she has to explain about what she is.

I am afraid that this is really troublesome and hard for her.

"I am "what I am" am not I?"

"Why does everybody want to know the information of my gender?"

I think I can understand what she want to cry.

(To be continued)


2015-06-21 My daughter dropped off to sleep on my futon.

(Continuation from yesterday)

When I come back home at midnight, the light was turned on and the textbooks of world history, Japanese classics and English vocable were scattering, and

my daughter dropped off to sleep on my futon,

One or two times of such a thing in a week has happened, and I don't understand the reason.

I say "I have to work from now, and go out of my room soon", and she leave for her room with rubbing the sleep from her eyes and displeased face.

Looking her back, I always wonder if she feels bad by my futon's smells.

"Though she often complains my smell, she actually love me, doesn't she?"

Unfortunately I can't have a circuit of thought that generates the above optimistic concept.

I am a professional researcher and engineer at any rate.

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From the objective viewpoint, this is a typical sample to show you

"Teenagers rack monster that they can sleep on the top of raw garbage mountain"

in conclusion.


2016-06-21 "I am not going to count on you at all"

The other day, I acted as master of ceremonies of my ex-boss 60th birthday.

Basically, I like better to act the master, than to just drink and have a dinner at a table. so I don't feel nervous about the task.

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Junior fellow(JF):"Ebata-san. Thank you for the toast master"

Ebata:"Don't disturb. I am busy"

JF:"Ebata-san, Are you really O.K. to say so?"

Ebata:"What?"

JF:"It is me to plan and manage your 60th birthday"

Ebata:"I am not going to count on you at all"

JF:"Who can care for it except of me?"

Ebata:"It's you who can not understand. You talk about "the ceremony of my 60th birthday don't you?"

JF:"?"

Ebata:"It is me that plan and manage the ceremony and to also act as a toast-master"

JF:"...."

Ebata:"For example, I will say naturally, "Now I am coming to this hall. Everyone, please welcome me in a grand applause" talking with a microphone."

JF:"...."

Ebata:"Even bouquet presentation, I could act as both the person who give the bouquet and who is give the the bouquet at the same time"

JF:"...."

Ebata:"Understood? if so, go far away soon."


2017-06-21 "Don't tell about me at the same level of clothes."

(Continuation from yesterday)

I am apt to be misunderstood, however I am a typical loving man.

(I wrote about it before) I activated old monitor cameras and PCs that had been in the junkman, and made the DIY home monitoring system.

I have kept using pairs of slacks and white-shirts until my wife find them to be worn out.

The udgmental standard of shoes replacement is whether they becomes leaky, and I can walk.

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The other day, my wife made a complain about my lovely actions, with saying, "put this perforated stuff away at once". So I argued against her opinion with confidence.

"Even if my wife is worn out, I never put you away till death do us part. "

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She just said,

"Don't tell about me at the same level of clothes."


2018-06-21 There is no need to cite "Karl Marx".

A senior salaried man who thinks that "mobile phone is enough" was forced to possess iPhone (for company) (*)

(*)A company mail service for mobile phone has been abolished

A teenager who wants a latest smartphone with a high spec and enjoy new games, has to hold an old smartphone,

I can say to you

"This is the real world"

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There is no need to cite "Karl Marx".


2019-06-21 Thinking about teaching these concepts from scratch, It is bothersome with dazzling.

(Continuation from yesterday)

Studying IT equipment is difficult, especially for amateurs.

IT trouble-shooting work is bothersome, and in addition, if you fail to set it up, it's a very awkward thing that the whole system won't work.

I cannot remember that how many times I have been doing vain works of "destructing my own LAN system and restoring it by myself"

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"So, does the younger generation works for them? "

At least, at home, I have never seen daughters entering the management screen of a WiFi access point or printer from a PC and changing settings.

However I don't think that "they am not studying enough".

Rather, Rather, I should be criticized. Because I feel "bothersome".

Operation of IP address, MAC address, protocol, firewall, ping etc.

Thinking about teaching these concepts from scratch, It is bothersome with dazzling.

"Forget it! I will do it by myself"

In this my (IT literacy education) negligence,

My wife and daughters cannot fix home LAN system, and

They cannot resolve the trouble of NUM key, CAPS LOCK, USB boot.

(To be continued)


2020-06-21 It's not "full security," but "no worth to hack it"

Recently, I deployed misinformation about the new Coronavirus Contact Confirmation App (COCOA) and (I clarified the error in the original article).

Here's what I've found out after (which I believe to be correct)

(1) The source code seems to be here.

(2) Licensed under the Mozilla Public License Version 2.0

(3) Is it developed in C#?

I was quite surprised to see that they are developing a smartphone app in the "C" language system. Of course, for me, C is a welcome addition.

The server system... is notreally. COCOA is a native smartphone app, to begin with.

(4) It's unlikely to register as a malicious (prank) infected person.

If you don't put in the ID number given by the health department, you will not be registered as an infected person.

Even if you put in a bullshit number, it will say "registered", but it won't actually register.

(5) After 14 days, the information on the infected person's registration will disappear.

After 14 days, you will no longer be treated as an infected person. It is a reality.

(6) Infection information is not tied to the solid number of the device (smartphone).

The app hack will not be able to identify the infected people.

I might be able to hack the Public Address (like Ethernet MAC address), however, I think that it's impossible to find a model and get to a personal identification.

How impossible can it be? It requires a lot of annoying works, like, asking each person on your side of the line, and saying "Excuse me, can I borrow your phone?" and work on the analysis with the radio analyzer.

Even if you were to force it, I don't think it would be possible to read a fixed Public Address, because it would normally use the Random Address that your phone automatically generates.

It's not "full security," but "no worth to hack it"

(To be continued)


2021-06-21 In my view, the "Tokyo model" is to hold the event without an audience.

I am a supporter of the Tokyo Olympics/Paralympics, which are only 32 days away.

The reason for supporting the event in the midst of this corona disaster is, as I have already mentioned, to establish the "Tokyo Model" that will be used all over the world for the next 100 years.

In my view, the "Tokyo model" is to hold the event without an audience.

This is because the "Tokyo model" will operate in a way that is decidedly different from traditional modern Olympics/Paralympics events.

Therefore, the "differential data" will become a great "asset". And it will be an asset that can be left to mankind.

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Our country (Japan) has continued to provide the world with very valuable and important negative data.

In recent years,

- Accident and post-accident measures (evacuation, decommissioning, and return of residents (and simultaneous decommissioning)) for the worst Level 7 nuclear power plant accident in history.

- After the collapse of the bubble economy, the domestic recession lasted for more than 10 years and various fiscal measures were taken to cope with it.

- The world's most advanced aging society with a declining birthrate and measures to deal with it (whether effective or not).

A little further back,

- Pollution incidents triggered by economic priority measures during the period of rapid economic growth, their damage, court records, and calculation of damages.

Going back even further.

- The reality of atomic bomb damage aimed at killing civilians.

- Postwar Reconstruction

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Japan is a "negative data advanced country" that has provided the world with a vast amount of valuable data.

And governments in many countries could have implemented various policies based on the Japanese use case (in fact, "Japan's Bubble" has become a bible for monetary policy around the world).

Of course, we would have avoided this if we could have -- many people have suffered, continue to suffer, and have died (or been killed).

But if it has happened, the findings should be put to good use.

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With the Tokyo Olympics/Paralympics, the fifth wave of Corona is sure to come -- or rather, it's a "definite future.

Then the negative aspects that will be generated by hosting the Tokyo Olympics/Paralympics should be recorded with the highest possible accuracy.

If we are going to hold an international event like this, we should hold it in as unusual a manner as possible -- without an audience -- so that we can observe a significant "difference".

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This can be shown to large-scale events around the world in response to pandemics that are likely to occur several times over the next 100 years, whose name is

"Tokyo Model"


2022-06-21 "Then, what was I doing before?"

Today, I am a

"Digital Human Resource Certification (Data Scientist) (High Level)"

As of today, the company has approved it.

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"Then, what was I doing before?"

The adult member of society does not "ask such a nonsense".


2023-06-21 -- Positive emotions are hyper-volatile

I am easily pleased when my program or system works well.

Then I blog about it and tell people about it -- happily.

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But when I look at my colleagues, I see that some do not show such emotions but report casually as part of their duties.

-- They're an adult.

I admire them.

As an adult members of society, we should not be happy or sad about a program or a system.

When I see people who are calm like that, I think

--, I must be childish.

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I don't understand the psychology of people who disclose their mansions, expensive cars, jewelry, and brand-name goods on TV programs.

First, from my point of view as a have-not, there is no way I would enjoy such a program -- in fact, I would be jealous of it.

Second, there is no benefit to disclosing it in the first place -- in fact, it only increases the risk of being involved in a crime.

Yes, maybe this logic is not wrong, I think.

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However, there is some similarity between my 'I'm happy when a program or system works well' principle of behavior and the above behavior.

What does that mean? That meas,

"If we don't record what makes us happy, it's easy to forget."

Without studying psychology, sad memories can last for years, but happy memories can disappear in less than an hour if they are bad.

A simple example is "passing or failing an entrance exam." The joy of a pass disappears within the day. In comparison, however, the sadness of a rejection lasts about two or three orders of magnitude longer.

-- Positive emotions are hyper-volatile

is no doubt.

I am a person who survives each day by keeping happy memories before I forget them and revisiting them later -- as a narrow-minded person.

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I think mansions, expensive cars, jewelry, and brand-name goods are not what 'keeps the joy going.'

It is a well-known fact that "difference equations express positive emotions.

The quickest way to reaffirm volatile positive emotions is to "brag to others" and "have others envy you.

I think disclosing personal information, even at the risk of jealousy and criminal threat, is one method of a narrow-minded life to maintain a sense of joy -- just like me.