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2014-04-16 "What are you talking now, Mr.Ebata, of all people?"

Previously, I wrote about the novel "Brave New World" by Aldous Leonard Huxley.

This novel describe a kind of utopia based on the expanded eugenics theory (dystopia from the view of readers)

For example, the world makes three types of human by mechanical processes, and the lower level humans,

are generated as non-intelligent and labor-class human by gene abuse operation, and

are brainwashed that the heavy labor makes them happy.

In short, no unhappy person are in the novel.

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I am annoying if I can make a theory to deny the utopia society regardless of discrimination, humanitarian, and ethics.

I am afraid that if I don't, I also deny neither eugenics that was the basic policy of Nazi nor extinction of a specified race.

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When I asked my junior fellow a advice, he was saying

"What are you talking now, Mr.Ebata, of all people?"

He showed me the reasoning to deny the eugenics easily.

Today, I omitted the theory (because it is too long). In short, he made his point clear from the view of the meaning of "dominance".

"Oh, I got it!"

I could understand his drift of an argument perfectly, and the same time, I felt to regret to confess myself beaten.

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In addition him, there are a lot of junior workers in my office(laboratory) to try to deny my thought with using my previous theory.

In fact, hateful and cool guys, they are.


2015-04-16 "Trying to have someone's heart, ignoring his/her existence, heart and feeling, is a faithless realization against all human being."

(Continuation from yesterday)

1st:"Trying to have someone's heart, using their attribute like "pretty" without specified concrete approach must be guilty, because there is at least one person except for themselves.

Ebata:"You mean that we should not have someone's love with only "pretty"."

1st:"Sengoku Nadeko is trying to have Araragi's hearts without clarifying her intention and paying much cost tactfully."

Ebata:"That's true. But a hurt-less love strategy, making someone confess their love, is homeliness."

1st:"Even if it is true, we can observe their effort or cost to "make someone confess their love" can't we?"

Ebata:"..."

1st:"Trying to have someone's heart, ignoring his/her existence, heart and feeling, is a faithless realization against all human being."

Ebata:"Sure.."

1st:"Sengoku Nadeko, is just pretty, but she tries to have Araragi's heart without any effort and pain. So we can condemn her guilty because of her bad faith.

And the first daughter reasserted,

1st:"Araraki Tsukihi and Oshino Shinobu have already dropped an advance hint, with saying "You are lucky, because you are pretty as it happens.""

Ebata:"....I got it."

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The conclusion.

I argue that Sengoku Nadeko is not guilty, because her "pretty" is just one of her attribute of a talent, so it is illogic to blame her for the reason of her "pretty".

In opposition to my argument, the first daughter claims that Sengoku Nadeko is guilty, because she doesn't consider nature of love at all. Love is a kind of collaborative activity. Any trying to have someone's heart without any effort is faithless. Therefore, Sengoku Nadeko should be blamed for her bad faith.

It followed that the first daughter argued me down excellently.


2016-04-16 "2015 Cabinet Office issued "White Paper of suicide countermeasures"

In order for a new series of my column, I buy a lot of used books from Amazon at my own charge.

But I also buy some new books, because I want to know the latest numbers or data.

The same book that I had lent from a public library and had waring of returning (I didn't know to need to return faster than other books), is coming,

"2015 Cabinet Office issued "White Paper of suicide countermeasures"

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This was the last one book in Amazon site.

To begin with, I think that a person is really unusual to buy this kind of white paper individually.

(To be continued)


2017-04-16 "I didn't remember such a easy way"

As a weekend researcher, I was trouble in shortage of display, because of trying an experiment with Raspberry PIs.

Because I have to watch several displays at the same time to get information from Raspberry PIs.

The size of recent displays is too big, and the installation is difficult.

The entire wall will be filled with display, if preparing for all Raspberry PIs.(To begin with, I have no money to purchase a display at all).

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However, this problem was resolved easily.

I built SSH server on each Raspberry PI, and try to access them from several windows terminals.

I don't have to use GUI, there is no problem to use by CUI.

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To my surprise,

"I didn't remember such a easy way.

The other days, I did same thing with "telenet" when I developed a communication middleware.

I think that I got used to the GUI world.


2018-04-16 "After getting information, I can start a self-paced attacking"

Even when an affair happens in the world, I am suppose not to voice my opinions about the affair, by blog, Twitter, Facebook.

This is a based on my experiments.

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When I get angry with the opinion that criticizes my contents, first of all, I will take a survey of the person's past comments completely.

If the person

didn't validate the evidence of an affair,

come to believe a murky news source with little evidence

and comment negative opinions easily,

I decide that the person is a

"weak head"

and come to feel heartily gratified.

If I feel an urge to do it, I think that it is not difficult for me to put him/her to shame with the fact and data.

"Why does Ebata say it ?" The reason is, I, in fact (omitted)

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Therefore, I know well that "a careless comment like spinal reflex, comes to downgrade assessment of myself"

To begin with, if I comment on something, I cannot change the world at all.

Moreover, I think "it it not late when I go on the move, after I get all the information at hand"

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On the other hand, I also think

"After getting information, I can start a self-paced attacking"

At that time, I can make a sortie with the fact, logic and math.

(To be continued)


2019-04-16 "I will continue to be involved in such troubles from now on if I continue IT measures"

(Continuation from yesterday)

The person who received such a large amount of e-mails (possibly including e-mails other than Japanese ones) was completely scared and jumped into the police station.

So, the police heard about the situation and contacted me who triggered the case, --- Well, it was the reason.

However, even people at the police station seem to understand that it is "spam mail" when looking at the contents of the mail.

By the way, I had experienced that in particular, low IT literacy for police personnel among government agencies.

When I went to the police station about internet fraud, the person in charge said, "I have never used Internet mail order."

I remember that I dropped my shoulder saying "this (the police station) is completely useless for cybercrime."

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About this matter, I advised the person at the police station what the person should advise, and This matter was over.

I thought that this incident, in a sense, happened to happen.

But honestly

"I will continue to be involved in such troubles from now on if I continue IT measures"

I felt sick.

"I worked hard enough"

and

"I don’t care any more"

At this time, I decided to completely withdraw from IT support for the neighborhood association members.


2020-04-16 Amazon PRIME's "Time difference simultaneous screening"

A movie that I've always been interested in, since the theater company Caramel Box was performing, whose title is

"Key thief's method"

I watched the movie by Amazon PRIME.

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The Ebata family has established a culture where individuals enjoy TV, PCs, and smartphones in pieces.

Therefore, it is normal for us to hear the sound of two smartphones and one PC at the same time in the living room.

Of course, there are audio problems, however, in addition to adjusting the volume, various measures have been taken, such as using the FM transmitter to send the TV sound to the radio (I set it up, of course).

When I told my wife "It's very interesting!" While watching an Amazon PRIME movie on my room PC, my wife starts watching the movie from the beginning on a PC connected to the living room TV

Amazon PRIME's "Time difference simultaneous screening"

We are trying the method.

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"Key Thief's Method" is a very fun movie that I can recommend to everyone.

While thinking that this might be more interesting if it is a play script, I noticed that "I see, the caramel box has performed twice"

I burst into tears in the movie's last 1-second scene. It's been a long time since I've done this.


2021-04-16 "Anyone comes to draw if they study drawing properly for a month"

I also draw illustrations (digi-e) to insert in my columns, but it is always very hard for me.

As I am not a talented artist, I have used other works as a reference.

Therefore, I have a hard time changing the gender and physique of a person, and even if I want to change the camera view (point of view), I can't handle it at all.

I truly envy those who have the talent to paint.

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I was talking to my second daughter about this, however she said to me smoothly,

"Anyone comes to draw if they study drawing properly for a month"

When I heard that, I was about to say

"That's the opinion of the gifted !"

However I noticed that it was me to say

"Anyone comes to program if they study programming properly for a month.

And I seriously believe that.

In fact, most people who say they can't program have never written a line of code in their lives.

Therefore, I believe that anyone can program.

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I, on the other hand, a person who has demonstrated the "counterexample" of

"If you stay in the U.S. for a year, you'll be able to speak English easily"

Furthermore, I was the one who made the story into a series of articles for two years.

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Anyway, for my second daughter's saying,

"Anyone comes to draw if they study drawing properly for a month"

I was ready to give it some serious consideration.


2022-04-16 If there is an adult who says, "The basics are important in everything" -- you don't have to believe that adult ABSOLUTELY.

Dear my teenagers.

If there is an adult who says, "The basics are important in everything" -- you don't have to believe that adult

ABSOLUTELY.

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I am now in the final stages of a program that I have spent the last six months.

As I merge (combine) the various programs, many problems appear with breaking my hearts.

As proof, my weight is now down to 'the weight I bring on the day of my physical exam'.

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And now I'm thinking the following,

"The design of the exclusion process should have been more precise"

"The coded the timing of the Websocket issue should be more careful"

"If only this design policy had been in place from the beginning"

These can be summed up in one word.

"The basics are important in everything"

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However, there is a problem.

The meanings of "The basics are important in everything" are,

(1) It is unclear at the start what that "basics" are.

(2) The "basics" are completely different from person to person.

in addition,

(3) In the first place, "basics" are "boring" and "painful" without any more

(4) The phrase "the basics are important" is emanating from the "regret" of each individual.

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Therefore,

"I took care of the 'basics'. That's why I am successful now, without any problems."

There is "no one" in the world who says such a thing (if there is one, please let me know).

If they are really serious, they are either "simple idiots" or "people with low aspirations who set low goals.

In any case, such a person is not an adult whom you teenagers can trust.

So what kind of adults can you trust?

"I failed at doing it this way and thought 'the basics are important', but it was just an 'It is no use crying over spilt milkl'"

An adult who has the courage to stop talking, and not impose his/her own personal "basics" on you

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Therefore, "basics" are garbage.

What is more important is "(1) Courage to start" and "(2) Ingenuity to enjoy" and "(3) Ingenuity to continue".

No one can tell you about these three.

You have to find it on your own.

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For example, I was quite prepared for the "Diary with English text" that you are reading now.

Especially, the above "(1) Courage to start" was really hard.

Thanks to this, I am able to realize every day that "the 'basics' WERE important.


2023-04-16 Last Friday midnight(early Saturday morning to be precise), I completed the code that "should be worked" I expected and went to bed.

Recently, I have been in trouble about this problem.

Last Friday midnight(early Saturday morning to be precise), I completed the code that "should be worked" I expected and went to bed.

If I would try to execute the program, I should have started debugging for all night, and I confirmed that I was convinced that I would get sick.

Therefore, I was very happy that I confirmed the program worked well with just two modifications.

I uploaded this program to AWS (correctly, Amazon Lightsail, a low-cost version of AWS) and continued the test run.

Anyway, I could confirm that this program is working as a server, I am going to ask my workers and students to do the test run.

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The reason I am trying to make the server, is not for work but for my interest.

No one ordered me to do that, it is just that my intuition is telling me "this wil make my work easier in the future"