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2014-02-21 My daughters order me "Nothing to say!" before a drama start in advance.

I had joined a seminar of industrial property right (patent, copyright laws e.t.c.) for several years.

So I am a little familiar with law procedures against intendance.

When I faced a trouble about residential school district,

I called and faxed city government a paper that was written "I am going to prepare submitting a bill by Administrative Appeal Law".

and I expand and fired the problem, and finally the problem dismissed.

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So I want to complain about the law fiction drama,

For example, when new evidences and attestants in the court happen to come in the drama, I shouted

"That couldn't be right"

my daughters order me "Nothing to say!" before a drama starts in advance.

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On the other hand, when the dramas and movies based on the IT system have a lot of misunderstanding, I don't care them and don't shout.

I assume that I know IT system too much, and I can afford the misunderstandings with saying

"That's guys. It is O.K."

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The results from the above facts,

A person who wants to complain to the fiction drama is an amateur, lack experience and unlearned.


2015-02-21 I think that I have a responsibility as a person who said "let's dispatch your message to the world by deficient English" first.

I include some phrases which look like English with my diary.

I think that I have a responsibility as a person who said "let's dispatch your message to the world by deficient English" first.

I don't find any person who want to follow me.

Recently, I think that I can write this deficient English faster, and the deficient English becomes more deficient.

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At the team regular meeting in my section, we are required to use English.

Thanks to this daily deficient English in my diary (or not), I think I can speak deficient English frequently.

I have already listed it in detail here how irresponsible you are, please read it if you are interested.

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The person who wants to speak accurate English pronunciation and grammar might continue to use Japanese, until they become to use accurate English.

I want to discuss foreign engineers about the program they have developed by Email, if I have time to study for TOEIC hard.

(To be continued)


2016-02-21 "professional of maquillage"

The other day, I wrote about a woman who continued to make up in the train to the final destination.

I was moved to watch her techniques of making up, for example, tinting eyelashes, expanding foundations, and dynamical her face changing.

I remembered that I named her

"professional of maquillage"

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This morning, when I went to a station on foot, I watched a woman who was packing with driving.

I was very surprised that "a person of white face(in the literature) is at the wheel".

But I don't like this rationalism, like this.

I confirm that, "professional of maquillage" is making progress, still now.


2017-02-21 "Black company" has not been found until someone elects suicide.

I am afraid that it is quite difficult to find "Black company" in our society.

Of course, there is no problem that we call a company that has a lot of overdone and careworn employees "black company", however, I think that outsiders cannot find the persons easily.

"Exposure from within" has high risk and there is no guarantee of the person's assured position.

If the person who tries the exposure is detected, the person will be kept under surveillance, and get an advance notice of dismissal due to a clerical error.

The only way we expect to is to investigate by outsider of authority.

However, such investigations need tremendous human resource, time and cost. So it might be difficult to do them large scale and long term.

So "Black company" has not been found until someone elects suicide.

(Even if he/she elects suicide, someone(deceased's family, prosecution and justice) should establish and certify the fact between the suicide and the black company's error.)

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I think that it is a terrible story that "nobody cannot find a black company out except for suicide."

However, from the reverse viewpoint, we can say that "suicide is a effect method to bring a black company to light".

This method is absolutely the best way to break a brand image of the company,

and is also useful to preach down to your bosses and teachers.

Unfortunately, this method works well against "bully".

(For example, even if there was no bully and no suicide in school, there is no law against bully.)

(To be continued)


2018-02-21 Above all. I feel proud that I am one of wise old mans who can use "ancient spell language" that enables me to touch a computer operating system directly, with some system calls.

You may know that I continue to make several kinds of "simulator" on a day-to-day basis.

Basically, I like to make simulation programs. Moreover I am a

"Native speaker of C/C++ (program) language.

even if the language has a bad reputation,

If there is a nation whose name is "C/C++ kingdom", I believe firmly that I don't have to worry about communication in the nation.

I don't need any illustrative sentence book and sightseeing brochure.

Above all, I feel proud that I am one of wise old mans who can use "ancient spell language" that enables me to touch a computer operating system directly, with some system calls.

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However, I am afraid that the words of "I like simulations" means, on the contrary, "I dislike mathematical model".

The other days, I wrote a story that my simulations duration became zero, by a mathematical model that a reader presented to me.

My enforced simulations (which use a lot of random numbers and objects) are

more "ugly and awful"

than mathematical models( based on statistic and differential equation)

Of course, it was true that the performance of computers of old was too poor to do the "enforced simulations"

So, we have always needed more computer performance, especially in the field of physical science, for example, magnetic, electric and weather analysis, there is no reason that we don't need any more performance.

(To be continued)


2019-02-21 I thought "remember the time of your own examination and try to think it by yourself with your little brain"

(Continuation from yesterday)

Please remember it.

When we were students, we should have been nervous all the time until I went to the examination venue.

If possible, we should have wanted to concentrate on exams without being disturbed by noise from the outside.

An idiot who cheers loudly in front of the gate in the examination hall is out of the question.Such an idiot should die.

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When I was a college student, the radical student residents of the self-governing dormitory tried to shout loudly repeating their doctrine outside the examination venue using speakers.

Of course, I resolutely opposed the meaningless event like that, and did not involve any such activities.

I thought "remember the time of your own examination and try to think it by yourself with your little brain"

Well, in such a way, the result was this.

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Even now, on the day of the junior high school examinations, the teachers at the preparatory school are lining in front of the entrance examination school.

Is that an attempt to raise the possibility of passing the exams by a few percent of the comma?

For me, it seems to be "self-satisfaction" or "promotion of preparatory school".

I do not know well, however, in the world, there may be a jinxu saying "If being spoken from a successful candidate, the passing rate goes up".

Even so, I will say "It is annoying".

(To be continued)


2020-02-21 SD: "But it's unfair to criticize someone who doesn't have the ability to end."

Ebata:"Sometimes I come to think why young engieers don't try to study harder than me"

Senior daughter(SD):"..."

Ebata:"To tell you the truth, I want to say "do not be silly", because the latest IT technology can not be used more than me, asaide from existing technology.

SD:"..."

I think that it is a younger work that "mocking the useless old (like me ) at a drinking party"

About my work, I was complaining to my family.

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The senior daughter who was listening to me, started talking about it.

SD: "Dad, you don't think studying as painful."

Ebata: "No, I feel pain. When I write a column, I sometimes do research and writing for about 10 hours, but my body is quite exhausted."

SD: "No, that's different from "pain"."

Ebata:"?"

SD: "Pain" is working in the last 10 hours while thinking, "I don't like it", "I'm troublesome", "I don't want to stop it", however struggling against "I want to escape"

Ebata:"I see"

SD: "Many people fail to achieve their original purpose and give up."

Ebata: "Hah"

SD: "You complain, however finally end your purpose."

Ebata: "Well, if changing the way, reducing the functions, and ignoring the quality and quantity, anyone can end that. In the first place, if it is a work, I have to end it. "

SD:" It's a very different from your idea. Many more people can't quit it, whatever you think."

Ebata: "I'm sorry. but I don't really know what you're saying."

SD:"To begin with, many people cannot imagine "finished state". Even if they could imagine, they wouldn't understand what you said, For example, "how to get out of hand", and "what happens after they got out of it". "

Ebata: "Can't they imagine the end?"

SD: "They cant't"

Ebata: "I can't even imagine the end either. Especially when I write a column, it may be completed with the opposite conclusion from the configuration. To be honest, that's almost all.

SD: "It means that you have the ability to make corrections, and bring it to an end, even after writing starts ?"

Ebata: "Is that a "ability"? Rather it is "Cunning" or "cowardice".

SD: "Including that, it's "the ability to end.""

Ebata: "..."

SD: "You may think that "the ability to end" is a normal ability that ordinary humans have, however, that's wrong"

Ebata: "..."

SD: "You with "the ability to end" is lucky."

Ebata: "..."

SD: "But it's unfair to criticize someone who doesn't have the ability to end."

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So I think that what you said that

"Sometimes I come to think why young engieers don't try to study harder than me" is

violence.


2021-02-21 "In this case, religions (including cults) that insist on "doing meritorious deeds in this life for a happy next life" are still better"

Lately, I've been seeing a lot of "cross-world reincarnation manga" in web ads.

The reason why such ads appear is because I can read the ads in a disciplined manner.

The content of "reincarnation" is an embodiment of the psychology of escaping from reality -- however, let's not say that it's a bad thing.

Dreaming/showing is the job of the creator and the creations.

"I want to be an elementary school student with the knowledge I have now, and I want to beat up the adults (teachers)"

It is also a form of escapism.

(This is almost the same as what I wrote here.)

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I wondered what kind of world I would like to be reincarnated in.

However, I can't seem to visualize this in any concrete way.

I'm thinking in terms of the content of "Reincarnation"

- A world in the past that we know the events of the future.

- A medieval world where medicine and science have not yet developed

- A world where magic and supernatural powers that cannot be used in this world

These worlds often appear. So I think I want to be reincarnated,

"A world where I can use the knowledge and skills I have cultivated through hard work in the current world"

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This means that in order to live happily in the world of "otherworld reincarnation", I must continue to face hardships, efforts, and unpleasant experiences in the "present world" (checked).

This means that I want to dream about the "other world" where we don't have to make any effort in order not to have any hardship, not to make any effort, and not to get into any trouble in the "present world", and I want to dream about the "other world" where we don't need to make any effort (checked).

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"In this case, religions (including cults) that insist on "doing meritorious deeds in this life for a happy next life" are still better"

I am afraid that I noticed that.


2022-02-21 "I need you to tell me when to enter/exit the PA and when to pass"

After visiting my mother's 49th day memorial service and the pension office (where I got into a bit of trouble), I'm currently on my way home with my family using the expressway.

With the expansion of the expressway, it is now possible to drive directly to the interchange near my parents' house, making it much easier to travel by car.

In addition,

My senior daughter is "listening" to the movie Crayon Shin-chan while navigating with Google Maps on her iPhone, and,

My wife is watching NetFlix movies on (my) iPad, and

I'm sitting in the passenger seat with my laptop open writing this diary.

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Recently, I've been using the bullet train to get to my parents' house, but with all the preparation I've done, I thought it would be quite comfortable to travel by car.

With the expressway reaching the interchange near my parents' house, the travel time has improved considerably.

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This time, I activated Auto-Cruise (but it only tracks and controls the speed of the car in front of you), but I was so overcome with sleepiness that I took a 10-minute nap in the PA.

"Aren't you supposed to be driving for me?" I asked.

"I need you to tell me when to enter/exit the PA and when to pass."

They said to me.

They say it's okay to take a break from driving, but not to sleep.


2023-02-21 My work history seems to be able to be listed under "anger" instead of "results".

In March, I have been instructed by my supervisor to have three lecture sessions for university students.

This also seems to be a necessary requirement for course credit.

And now, I'm working on converting the Japanese of the business history into English as a preparation for that.

"Every time I remember the old days, my anger comes back"

"I remember that time when they made me work on a presentation with a crazy schedule"

"I remember that "The bastard (researcher) in that country has not moved a millimeter, and yet he erased my name from the research report and replaced it with his own name"

e.t.c

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My work history seems to be able to be listed under "anger" instead of "results".


2024-02-21 "I envy you. If it's such a dream company, I wish to work at the company again."

Our neighbor country, South Korea, has a fertility rate of 0.78 in 2022.

I will repeat it. It is

0.78

When I heard this story, I said in my mind

"What?"

And my mind went blank.

I, before, wrote

At the time of writing, it really "wasn't there."

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Japan is a country with advanced issues. It sounds excellent to say, but Japan is a country that is destined to step on landmines before any other nation in the world.

However, our friendly neighbors (our neighbors next door are virtual enemies) have not only "landmines" but "national survival" in their scope.

Soon, we will have occasions to learn from South Korea on this issue, no matter the consequences.